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gotta start using you have been forgiven as my actual life motto so i dont answer to every fucked up comment telling me to go to a gulag or kms

i dont have to simmer with anger at people, i will not have to forgive because i have already forgiven them the moment i read what they wrote. they're but a mere worm and i could crush them to pieces with the heel of my boot, but i won't, because i have forgiven 🤭

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since a long time i dont really have friends to talk to or that i would trust and shit and its been bothering me a bit like, why the fuck do i get so depressed

and i sat for three hours straight drawing with my thoughts only, as i do, and usually that makes me even more depressed because i overthink everything, especially loneliness and shit. but this time i got a fucking ephiphany. i dont use escapism enough. i think about myself too much

i started a few months ago to think more about myself (or maybe much earlier? i'm not sure) because i realized i couldn't answer to people's easiest questions about myself, because i just simply had no idea what i was thinking, feeling and experiencing. every single day was such a nightmare and i needed to think about anything else that wasn't myself and my life

but now im thinking too much, i am overthinking this bullshit and whenever someone now asks me questions about myself - i just get anxiety attacks. i literally cant stand it, because i have such a low self esteem i cannot say anything that wouldn't give out how suicidal every day and ruin the mood

time to start just thinking about anything else that isn't myself and see if it goes better. and develop fake bigass ego again lol

i came to this conclusion and the anxiety that has been wrecking me the entire day (thought i was hiding it well but my roommate who usually doesn't gaf saw me in the evening and went "...are you okay?") eased a lot i am a fucking genius

life goals is to stoppp being deprecating, been talking about kms too much. think less about myself and my problems and shit. and def not care about internet comments because what the fuck am i doing

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ill have to go back to drinking only black coffee or else im going to die from guilt

ed is kicking my ass bro i had one meal in the morning at 7am and i feel so fucking gross the entire day im telling myself to at least make some fucking dinner but the thought just makes me want to throw up this is hell

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ed is kicking my ass bro i had one meal in the morning at 7am and i feel so fucking gross the entire day im telling myself to at least make some fucking dinner but the thought just makes me want to throw up this is hell

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Garage Magazine #8

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Great posts yall, keep it up

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Vegan friendly countries in Europe

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