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Redraw of my first Mhin fanart!

A lil blabbing and comparison under the cut

March to November of this year!!!! I’d put down drawing for a few years before Touchstarved inspired me to pick it back up again. I’m immensely grateful to red spring studio 🥺 and to myself, for sticking it out and making a consistent effort to draw every day, even on days when I don’t think my art is very good.

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@grimalkinscribbles - sketch @todayis-snowy - lines @strawberry-pockii - rendering what's wrong mhin? fox got your tongue?

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Mhin..............

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It's 3 am!

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cant stop thinking about that post snowy made i have no idea how to link posts on here but ehghhh

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Aerial silk dancer Amir

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"Love's a dangerous game to play"

@bluentear comm for my @redspringstudio au 💛💜

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hanging this on my wall for motivation

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Yapping and teasing each other.

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can i offer you a mhin photocard in these trying times

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dumb sketches

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Mammon, my wife...

I needed to draw this image as him, ended up putting it off until I was in the hospital LOL

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How the Touchstarved LI express jealousy

Ais: watching their every move. Tight hold on your waist. A dangerous gleam in his eyes as he peers over a rim of the glass. A squeeze on their shoulder and a threat under his breath. Snap. Pulling them in an alleyway and beating their face in. Bloody knuckles.

Leander: strained laughter. Clenched jaws. Smiles that turn cold when he thinks no one is looking. Whispering something to one of the Adders (if nearby). Pulling you elsewhere by the waist. A corpse with multiple stab wounds found the next day.

Kuras: contemplative look crossing his face. A shifting glance between you and the other. Subconscious hand over his heart. A slight pang. Why is he feeling this? Walking away quietly, forgets to say his farewells. Muted response when you find him in the clinic. Nothing’s wrong he just remembered he had work to do. Please don’t worry.

Vere: curled lips. Glare sharp as fangs ready to sink into flesh. Tail curling near your legs. Indirect insult thrown at the person. Mocking them for breathing incorrectly. Ill concealed rage when you state he’s being petty. Oh, so you’re going to take their side? Fine, so be it. You won’t see Vere for the rest of the night. He’ll make sure you won’t meet that warthog faced buffoon for the rest of your life.

Mhin: flared nostrils. Tense shoulders. Curling into themselves as they observe every interaction between you and the other. A cold angry glare plastered on their delicate face. Snaps at you when you ask what’s wrong, slapping your hand away. Nothing’s wrong! Fluttering cloak as they leave the scene dramatically. Clearly, something’s wrong. Found crouching with the cats with bloodshot eyes. “I’m sorry.”

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Master & Human-Mate Observations Part I | Crow Familiars & Mammon x Reader

1.3K Words | Mammon x GN! Reader | CW: None

The tales of Grimm, the leader of Mammon’s crows as he deals with his confusing master and his “mate” and the daily struggles of leading a crow army

“Squawk? Squawk?”

“Squawk!”

“Squaaaawk!”

Dollar looked at the fluffy babies sternly. Quarter, Dime, Nickel, and Penny were looking big and fluffy thanks to Mammon’s human mate they lived even though a snake tried to get them. Now they are working to fly and speak so they can be Mammon’s human mate’s crows.

“Hugh!” Penny squawked.

“Human.” I corrected.

“Mate!” Dime shouted.

“Correct!” I cheered.

“Stop tellin’ the babies to call them that,” Mammon nagged as he watched me training the new recruits to the flock.

“Coin!” Quarter cawed. That was the only word they were good at so far, just like Mammon.

“Good, Quarter. Find coins.”

“What human want? We find.” I asked Mammon and he shrugged.

“I dunno.”

“Master not helpful.”

“Grimm!” He scolded me and his human mate approached him from behind laughing at us. I was very happy to see human mate. I hopped up and down so they would know I was glad to see them.

“They don’t do that for me anymore…” Mammon muttered. His human mate patted his back and approached Quarter, Dime, Penny, and Nickel.

“Nickel. Arm.” They commanded and Nickle puffed out his chest and began flapping his wings until he managed just barely to perch on human-mate’s arm.

Nickle began to squawk loudly, bragging to his siblings.

“Mate!” Dime cawed loudly and without a command began flapping towards human-mate who patted his head but reprimanded him as they were supposed to.

“Good job Dime, but you have to wait for a command, remember?”

Dime hung his head and human-mate’s smile fell and they kissed his feathery head.

“Mammon there’s no way I can be as stern as you, they’re way too cute.”

“They’re an army ____. If you aren’t stern they’ll act out.”

Human-mate frowned but nodded and straightened up again and looked at me. “Is he right, Grimm?”

“Huh, why are ya asking Grimm?”

“Master right! Human need to be stern! Babies learn!” I assured them and they smiled and sighed in relief and carefully plucked Dime from their arm and set him back on the bench where Dollar and his mate watched proudly.

“Quarter. Arm,” they proceeded to command and left Dime for last who this time did what he was told.

Good. All four babies are learning. I wonder who will command them? I command all Mammon’s crows. Who will command human-mate’s crows?

I asked Mammon who shrugged thoughtfully and told me he’d think about it and it would depend on how the four did.

“___!” Penny squawked to everyone’s surprise. She was the first to say Human-Mate’s name.

“Yes! Yes! Human-Mate!”

“Grimm!” Mammon shouted flustered by my choice of name for his mate even though it was true.

I later perched outside Mammon’s windowsill while he and his human mate sat on the couch in his strange metal room. I need information to share with my flock on what he thought about the fledglings and their new master.

“Quarter is the strongest,” Mammon noted and Human-Mate nodded in agreement. “Dime is most eager to please…Penny is best at talking and Nickle is the fastest I think…all good things so far.”

“Yeah. I’m still trying to tell them apart properly, can’t we get some kind of bracelet?”

“Nah. I suggested that too once but Lucifer shot it down. He said people would know if I’m watchin’ them right away if the crows had little collars or somethin’.”

“That’s a good point…” Human-Mate thought and leaned in closer to Mammon. They then began taking off their colorful feathers which is really a shame because they are so pretty and shiny.

Master began to make strange noises and his words did not make sense anymore so I left to tell Dollar what they thought about his kids.

“Penny good talk. Quarter good strong. Dime good eager. Nickel good speed.” He repeated after me and tilted his head. “What eager?”

“I think mean want to prove self!” I theorized and he bobbed his head while his four grown fledglings watched from the branches above. They were no longer in the nest because they could fly so they needed new homes but got confused and came back. Dollar was very tired of them now and his mate wanted new eggs.

New eggs? I wonder if that’s what Mammon and Human-Mate were doing? Can human-mate do that? I will have to ask later.

“Mammon! Mammon!” I called in the morning and yawned and held out his arm for me as he walked to the big building he called RAD.

“What Human-Mate do last night?” I asked plainly and his face turned bright pink and he flapped his arm hard to launch me into the sky.

“Yeah, Mammon…what were you doing last night?” His pretty brother asked with narrowed eyes.

“N-N-Nothing!” He claimed and I kept flapping my wings, determined to get to the bottom of it so I did something I never did before and landed on Lucifer’s shoulders.

“Oh? Hello Grimm.”

“Lucifer! Tell!”

“Tell you something?”

Before I could respond to him Mammon came speeding at me and again launched me into the sky. Lucifer looked at his beet-red face and began to laugh to himself but his eyes seemed sad.

“Lucifer. Sad!” I exclaim and now he quickly shooed me away while other brothers laughed.

I suppose Mammon was just being weird again. Human-Mate made him weird when they met I think. Mammon has been different since. He’s happier, he doesn’t command us as often, he is more agreeable too! All very strange for Mammon. Before he was just fake happy, only really happy when we gave him money. Now he’s real happy all the time.

“One! Two! One! Two!” I repeated as the four fledglings walked in a line like Mammon taught us.

Pretty brother was using a D.D.D. and pointing it at us calling us “cute.” Only Human-Mate is allowed to call us that.

“No! No cute! Not you!” I corrected and his face twisted in shock.

“Not cute!? Are you saying I’m not cute!?”

I sensed a scary aura from him but before anything happened Human-Mate came in with food for us and calmly explained to him I meant we were not cute.

We are Mammon’s army, we cannot be cute to anyone but Mammon’s Human-Mate.

“Today’s reports?” Mammon asked me when the training was over so I flapped my wings and landed on his table in front of his couch where he makes weird noises with Human-Mate.

“Lek hurt wing flying too fast! Rest in nest!” I began to report. “Cat hurt Dinar! Ask Satan stop!”

Mammon nodded, “Yeah I’ll make sure Satan tells the strays not to mess with you guys.”

I hopped, happy my request was fulfilled.

“Pula. Sick. Die.” I reported and he frowned and nodded while Human-Mate rubbed his arm.

“Peso, babies here!” I gave him happier news last and he brightened up.

I hopped around trying to think of what to ask Mammon about Human-Mate.

“Master!” I cawed loudly so he’d focus on me instead of Human-Mate. He looked over without letting go of Human-Mate so I flapped my wings and landed on his lap. He tried to move me so I sat down on Human-Mate and he grumbled.

“Okay okay, you’ve got my attention. Just don’t say something weird again like earlier,” he sighed and Human-Mate gave him a questioning look.

“Dollar mate want babies again!” I began and he tilted his head looking worried.

“Yeah…and?”

“Will Human-Mate have babies!?”

“Nooooooo! Grimm dammit why do you keep doing this to me!” He turned bright red and picked me up and tossed me gently out the window while the human laughed uncontrollably.

Did I say something strange?

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HOME LIFE WITH MHIN

gn!reader | hm. is this is what u meant anon.. help....

take your shoes off. mhin doesn't really think to keep spare slippers for guests because... why would they have guests. but depending on your relationship + friendships, you keep a basket near the door with some pairs!

likes curtains more than blinds. might not realize this or realize how picky they can be until they're out shopping for them though...

they might not have a neat, organized list of your favourite places and foods for dinner (yet), but i imagine mhin would have specific things written down on a sticky note somewhere. the cursive is a little messy, but they wanted to write it down before they forgot!

you don't invest in a big dining table or anything, more inclined to sit in the living room with guests if there are any. but you guys do eat together! maybe there's a small table in the kitchen by a window, and even though it doesn't really matter which of the two seats you pick, mhin has a habit of giving you the side that isn't hit directly by the sun when they sit down first

if it's a smaller apartment and you don't really have space for a table, they'll still give you your preferred spot wherever you do sit

schedules! a calendar with events and chores, having a specific show you watch together every night/week. it keeps things easier to manage and gives you something to look forward to!

you fall asleep on the couch in the afternoon and wake up to a blanket covering you and your show paused on the television screen. they tell you they don't know how much you missed while you were asleep, but they paused as soon as they found you

(if it's just some random show that was playing in the background, the volume might have been turned down, or the t.v. turned off)

!! mhin teaching you how to cook their favourite meals and you teaching them ^^ they're also willing to learn with you, if you don't know how to cook them. they're patient with you and quick to learn. (not saying they don't tease you, but they're not super mean or anything.) in the next couple of times they're in charge of dinner, they try their hand at cooking your favourite meal again and blush a little when you shower them with thanks and compliments

they lean toward basic shirts/clothes, trying to avoid brand logos or big designs. but if you give them a shirt with a silly fun design, they do wear it around the house, and maybe for late night snack runs.

! them coming home and immediately looking for you after a long day... they aren't one to flop onto the bed/couch without at least changing clothes, but as soon as they're ready they climb in wherever you are.... it's like a cat picking your lap to nap on. you open your arms and let them rest their head against your shoulder/chest, and feel them let out a deep breath before nuzzling closer

mhin being home, in a good mood, smiling softly as you greet them!! GRAAAHHH!!! they tell you they've got the laundry running and finally bought more conditioner as they put your jacket away for you

you Must find people to complain and shit talk with and i'm serious about that. Like Mhin! both of you are just eating snacks, music or a show playing, legs tangled, complaining about whoever and whatever from whenever. they remember every name and story you drop.

^ mhin laughing loudly at one of your jokes/reenactments. MHIN LAUGHING. please. you have to listen to me they try to hide it with their hand but eventually laugh freely, and their eyes crinkle and and and

i knowww they're cold and trying to be keep you further than arm's length in the demo, and it's fun to fluster them, etc etc but do we not think they would be much more sarcastic and witty when they're comfortable and happy. BANTER! MY BANTER!! mhin smirking as they watch you fail to open a jar after refusing their help, mhin laughing and saying shut up after you say a stupid joke, mhin scoffing with a smile, mhin rolling their eyes.... mhin......

little plushies.... if you're a big collector, they help you find a place for all of them. if you get them one, mhin holds it near and dear. you can tell because they hug it while working sometimes, or smooth out its fur, or accept little outfits/accessories you get for it, and they keep it somewhere safe and easily found. yeah.

pulling mhin to do a cliché slow dance in the kitchen or living room. the first time it happens, they're stiff until you (purposely) sing along badly to whatever's playing, or hesitate with where to put your hands/how to move. then they snort and guide you, smiling as you keep singing and forget the words. if you do it semi-regularly, they learn to expect it by the way you stand in front of them with a smile.

hmmm.... giving me slight garden/plant vibes but not super big, unless that's something you enjoy yourself. they might have a couple plants here and there they take care of!

decorating for the holidays!! gaahhh.. i think they'd actually enjoy it quite a bit... or at least the finished product! ^^ like with the curtains v blinds, they end up realizing they're more picky than they thought when you're shopping. they don't go All Out, but a few decorations have never hurt anybody.

i think they'd like having separate bedrooms just to have them. like, you're welcome to sleep in their room and vice versa, but it's nice to have your own space if you need it y'know

mhin won't come into the bathroom if you're using it... i know that's something a lot of couples are comfortable with but i'm not sure that's very them...??? unless you're both just like, brushing your teeth or something. LOL

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Actually working on Posting art after being dead for so long

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