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Help a Disabled Lesbian ! My Debit and Credit Card Got Stolen

My bag that had all my cards (Credit, Debit, Health Card, Opus (train tickets)) all my cards wre stolen. I then looked at my bak and notice whoever dtole them used nh debit card and sprnt about 400$ on stuff so i freaked out and called to cancel my cards but now i need to go in person to bank to get my debit card so can have access to bak account but need money to take transport there since my literal bus card was stolen too

I literally already needed mutual aid and made a post before so this is really awful. Between the 400$ stolen and the 500$ i already needed for medical reasons and rent i literally now need 900$.

Please please help you can send stuff to my p🅰️yp🅰️l (DesmoneMathieu) or my partner's accounts since i cant access mine

V3️⃣nmo & c🅰️sh🅰️app is jayxbean (partner account) put 🐺🐱 in the memo so they know its for me

For Canadian 3️⃣-transfer use elgrimdesmone@gmail.com

105/900

[butchlesbianmike]

Help a Disabled Lesbian ! My Debit and Credit Card Got Stolen

My bag that had all my cards (Credit, Debit, Health Card, Opus (train tickets)) all my cards wre stolen. I then looked at my bak and notice whoever dtole them used nh debit card and sprnt about 400$ on stuff so i freaked out and called to cancel my cards but now i need to go in person to bank to get my debit card so can have access to bak account but need money to take transport there since my literal bus card was stolen too

I literally already needed mutual aid and made a post before so this is really awful. Between the 400$ stolen and the 500$ i already needed for medical reasons and rent i literally now need 900$.

Please please help you can send stuff to my p🅰️yp🅰️l (DesmoneMathieu) or my partner's accounts since i cant access mine

V3️⃣nmo & c🅰️sh🅰️app is jayxbean (partner account) put 🐺🐱 in the memo so they know its for me

For Canadian 3️⃣-transfer use elgrimdesmone@gmail.com

105/900

[butchlesbianmike]

Help a Disabled Lesbian ! My Debit and Credit Card Got Stolen

My bag that had all my cards (Credit, Debit, Health Card, Opus (train tickets)) all my cards wre stolen. I then looked at my bak and notice whoever dtole them used nh debit card and sprnt about 400$ on stuff so i freaked out and called to cancel my cards but now i need to go in person to bank to get my debit card so can have access to bak account but need money to take transport there since my literal bus card was stolen too

I literally already needed mutual aid and made a post before so this is really awful. Between the 400$ stolen and the 500$ i already needed for medical reasons and rent i literally now need 900$.

Please please help you can send stuff to my p🅰️yp🅰️l (DesmoneMathieu) or my partner's accounts since i cant access mine

V3️⃣nmo & c🅰️sh🅰️app is jayxbean (partner account) put 🐺🐱 in the memo so they know its for me

For Canadian 3️⃣-transfer use elgrimdesmone@gmail.com

105/900

[butchlesbianmike]

FINALLY THESE DUMBASS REFS ARE DONE. HERE. TAKE THEM (Brick’s eyes aren’t a design choice. I couldn’t make the eye whites look right and rage quit)

If anyone’s new:

Hey there! This is my take on a TDROTI swap AU. I wanted to mainly switch their concepts/interests rather than entire personalities; they’re pretty much like the character’s version of that trope. For example, Lightning takes B’s role as an engineer, but maintains his loud and egotistical personality, making him an eccentric inventor type. Their personalities haven’t swapped, but some of their traits may have changed!

The swaps are:

Cameron/Anne-maria/Staci

Brick/Scott

Jo/Dawn

Lightning/B

Mike (Or Vito in this case) + co./Dakota

Zoey/Sam

Transparent versions under the cut

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Tada! The remake!

Quick note, to anyone who has requested anything so far I deeply apologize for not getting started on the drawings right away :(

I’ve been pretty busy lately so it’ll take time!

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Help a disabled butchfemme couple eat 2nite

Anyone feels like sparing 50~75$ so i can get me and my gf some food ?? We are both disabled and in a flare thats making it we are both unable to cook and all of the low spoons food has been consumed already so we r both just not eating bcuz we have no energy

Please consider giving some money so we can order smth and eat despite our fatigue and disabilities

My p4¥p4l is @/DesmoneMathieu and has my dead name (Mary***** Mathieu) you can also just click for access to it

If youre in canada, i take e-transfers to my email address feel free to send me a DM and ill give it to you

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Please help a disabled butch lesbian make rent

Hello my workplace did a mistake with everyones insurance and forgot to take a bit of our paychecks for basically 5 months and decided that bcuz of their own mistake theyd dock a fuckton of money from our july paycheck to make up for it

Im a disabled person who can hardly hold onto my 40h a week job and my girlfriend is also disabled and in a huge burnout which has made it she hasnt been able to work.

This is rlly screwing me over for rent and groceries rn please Please consider helping ir at least reblogging

Link to my p4¥p4l

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fuck yeah manitoba

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the world if lindsay won total drama action

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oh also. when Mike and Zoey start living together, Zoey happily shares a bed with Mike, Svetlana, Vito, and Manitoba. she wouldn’t mind sharing a bed with Chester even though they’re not romantically involved, it’s just that Chester snores ATROCIOUS style so Zoey usually sleeps on the couch

Mal thinks it’s stupid and short-sighted that Mike and Zoey only bought one bed for their apartment. Zoey thinks he should get over himself and take the couch if it’s such a problem. HOWEVER neither of them will sleep on the couch as a matter of principle so they just lay as far apart from each other as possible being stubborn. neither of them has ever given in and taken the couch and the others have bets going to see how long they can keep that up

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Tower Tarot System Headcanons (Mike & his system)

Under the cut are my detailed headcanons for mike, his backstory, and details about his alters. Note that i've changed some 'canon' stuff and added a few new alters.

TW: There will be mentions of Parental Abuse such as neglect and implied physical and emotional violence. There will be mentions of Sexual Abuse relating to Mike & Vito.

Keeper

• System Aware • One of the main Gatekeepers. More of a state of consciousness than an alter. Not sure how to explain it even as a system myself but basically more of a concept and a fragment? It is not really an alter that another alter could just come up to or interact with. • Was created by the horrid neglect and abuse endured at the end of the system's mother which from a young age made clear they would not be able to function without amnesic barriers separating states of consciousness/ego states.

Lucia:

• 5 - she/her - System Unaware, became dormant until Mike went to therapy. She then became system aware. • Alter i created for their system. Sarah is a child alter and technically the first host the system had but quickly became a rarely fronting part due to varying traumatic events between the ages of 3 and 5. Her age got frozen around 5 years old. She also stopped being host at that age after a harshly traumatic event. • System is unsure if there are other parts younger than her, she is the youngest identifiable host.

Chester:

• 56 - He/Him - System Aware - One of the gatekeepers • Split off around 4. • Introject of their grandpa on their mom side. Very important to Sarah and was very kind and took good care of the system.Their mom was incredibly neglectful and their grandpa is basically who raised them. Their mom cut contact with their grandpa after a fight between them. • Losing their grandpa alongside the constant abuse now worsening from being around their mother more did lead to a split. • Chester appears very grumpy because they found it funny whenever he would go on rambles and complain about silly things to them but also because they were hardly ever allowed to express negative emotions or frustration around their mother and so Chester became a part that held a lot of those negative emotions they didnt feel safe expressing.

Svetlana (Went by Lucia) :

• She/They - Ages with body - not quite system aware, notices things but very much normalizes them. Becomes system aware once Mike gets a girlfriend and also starts exploring gender. • Split off around 7 when their mom started signing them up for competitive gymnastics. (They were already doing gymnastics before, but competitive only started at 7). • Main cohost for a long time. Helped Sarah and Lola with learning gymnastics and handled competitions due to their mother being incredibly abusive during tournaments and competitions. • She wasnt really aware she was cohost, she felt like this was her life but she kinda saw it as like.. "oh i just feel more like myself in my element! Gymnastics is just really important to me and its where i thrive everybody say they have masks depending on if theyre at school or at home or with friends!! I guess my mask just comes off when im doing gymnastics :D". • She thought that the Russian accent was just a bit she was very dedicated to and what helped her 'get in character' for competitions. That it was just her trying hard to be like those russian gymnasts they really like on TV to feel more confident. • She always felt uncomfortable with being infantilized and felt much older, but everyone around them would say they have an old soul so she assumed that must by why. • She discovers she's a lesbian around when the body's age is 14. • She is one of the alters alongside Vito who causes Mike to realize something isn't adding up and reach out to try and get therapy. • Did not like Mike's girlfriend and actually really disliked being referred to as a guy. This was actually a main source of conflict between her and Mike and another reason Mike started feeling something was wrong because he realized that the dysphoria he got seeming more masculine or being perceived as more masculine didn't feel like it was Actually Him. • She often would be very distant and even cold to their girlfriend because she realized that they were a system and that she wasn't Mike and that actually his girlfriend was hurting them. • After therapy and system work and being acknowledged as her own alter, her relationship with Mike got a lot better and they agreed on keeping some feminine stuff for her to wear whenever she's front. • Actually really likes Zoey and tries really hard to hint that she also likes her. She and Zoey actually start dating too.

Lola (Went by Lucia):

• She/her - 10 - system unaware until she stopped being host. She became system aware when the body was 12 and that she got yonked and became more of an internal alter and very very rarely ever fronted again. She was under the care of Manitoba and Chester in the headspace. • Another system kid and previous host, she handled life from 6 to 12. • She and Svetlana were really fronting together almost all the time and switching between eachother frequently, although rarely experiencing blackouts more than greyouts. • While she was a host from ages 6 to 12, she stopped aging in the headspace at 10. • A huge part of this was due to how rocky elementary school was. They were changing schools left and right and it was really hard to keep up with all the constant changes. Around 10 she lost one of the only friends she had managed to make and due to their already fragile state, this was distressing enough to halt her development as an alter in itself. Svetlana mostly started being the main host from 10 to 12 although Lola was still there and at least cofront a majority of the time. • Starts fronting a bit more after Mike starts doing system work (Body age around 17).

Mike:

• He/They - Ages with body - First Host to become system aware. • Split off around 12 due to stress bcuz the system moved in with their dad because their mom no longer wanted to be responsible for them nor pay for their highschool necessities. • He became host because he didnt carry much of the traumatic memories related to their mom, didn't have system awareness, and was fairly functional with school and with their dad. • At first he had it a lot better than previous hosts and was one of the most stable host for a short while which made it that switching didn't frequently occur except here and there or when triggered due to x y z. • That changed about 8 months after him being host. A month before turning 13 he started figuring out that he had a crush on a girl and might be a lesbian. • Not only that but also started getting a lot of gender dysphoria, even feeling uncomfortable with a lot of his clothes and even pictures of him in his gymnastic outfits and competitions. • Nothing much came out of the crush except heartbreak which did kind of shake things up for the system. Mike felt things very profoundly and the heartbreaks of feeling like he would never find love because he likes girls destabilized the system a bit which led to more frequent switches- especially at school to continue functioning with the classmate mike had a crush on. • Around 14 Mike finds out more about things identity wise and starts thinking he might be a transmasculine butch lesbian, but isn't sure of himself because he feels his identity is very shaky and constantly changing so he settles on being genderfluid. (This confusion is mostly caused by Svetlana who also is discovering she's a lesbian btw). • At 15 is when the big bad happens for Mike. He gets his first girlfriend who happens to be older and more experienced than him. She sees him as a trans guy, even though he tries to explain he isn't. She is very forward and sexual to him, which freaks him out. She is constantly trying to see his chest and fetishize him especially when he's binding. • At 17 after a long time seeing a therapist due to the previous events, he found out he was a system and has been doing system work with his therapist for a year now. This is the same year he signs up for total drama.

Manitoba 'Jones':

• He/Him - 21 - System Aware • Split off around 13. • Introject of Henry 'Indiana' Jones from specifically 'The Young Indiana Jones Chronicles'. • Chose the name Manitoba to distance himself from his source, although he finds high comfort in it. • System Historian / Internal Helper. He also frequently takes care of the syskids and takes them on adventures in the headspace. • Very rare for him to fully front but he likes to come sit around front whenever anyone watches action movies. • Is actually the one that handled breaking up with Mike & Vito's girlfriend because neither of them felt like they could and when he figured out what was going on he got very protective.

Vito:

• He/Him but later on uses any - 18 - System Aware • Split off around 15 because of Mike's girlfriend of the time. • Split off as a sexual protector and hypersexuality symptoms holder. • Sexualizes himself a lot because it makes him feel in control and desired. Feels like because 'hes a guy' it means he has to like and enjoy it bcuz thats what a real man would feel. • Gets triggered front everytime anyone in the system loses their shirt because of it creating dysphoria and PTSD. • Was actually the most heartbroken when they broke up with their shitty ex girlfriend. He loved her a lot and saw himself as her boyfriend more than Mike did, even if he knew deep down she wasn't good to them. • Is the alter that, alongside Svetlana, made Mike realize something wasn't adding up and start talking to a psychologist and getting therapy. • Started unpacking a lot of his relationship but still holds a lot of the system's hypersexuality symptoms and has a weird relationship to gender as he feels like his 'gender' as a 'guy' is affirmed through having withstood their ex' abuse and 'enjoying' it. • He is actually nonbinary but it takes him a while to figure that out and only really figures it out AFTER total drama.

Mal:

• He/She/It - Ages With Body - System Aware • Persecutor/Misguided Protector. Split off during total drama all stars. • Mal split off with the belief that to win the game you have to be selfish and self preserving and manipulative. • He feels that Mike is "Too soft" and "Too kind" to survive let alone win the game. So he decides to play it by 'their rules'. A rule that Mal perceives to be the only way to make it through. • Due to splitting off with the belief of needing to replace Mike, she actually looks very similar to him in the headspace and while she doesn't like it she finds it very easy to imitate him and sees it as a way to protect the system by imitating Mike to win the show and get everyone away. • She thinks Mike is too 'naive' and 'trusting' and Mal sees that as a weakness others in the show will exploit and abuse so he decides to distrust everyone including the people who the rest of the system feel are safe like Zoey and Cameron. • It doesn't come from a serious place of malice more than a maladaptive coping strategy where Mal is in constant survival mode and unwilling to let his guard down in case the system gets hurt and he KNOWS that its bound to happen being part of total drama. • This is reinforced by the fact that Mal split off with memories concerning their ex girlfriend and knows how deceiving people can be, especially seeing how some of the people on the show have tons of red flags that reminds her of Mike & Vito's ex. • He tries to protect the system by constantly trying to force herself front and by betraying people and playing 'the villain' so that no one will hurt them and that they have more chances to win if they're the one to strike first and he lashes out and gets angry when the system calls him out for it because he doesn't understand why they dont see what he sees. • After a lot of therapy and help from the system and Zoey and Cameron, Mal unpacks and unlearns a lot of the harmful ideas she split off with and also starts exploring herself outside of 'Total Drama'. A lot of her identity is tied as 'Mike's only hope to survive total drama' and its a lot for her to work through. • She gets on much better terms with Zoey later on, but it does take a very long time to build up that trust between them even if Zoey understands where Mal was coming from.

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actually now thinking about what pajamas everyone in the system would wear if they got to choose

Mike: those yellow atrocities

Chester: DEFINITELY going full blue nightgown and cap with a little ball at the end going snooooork mimimimimi

Svetlana: i could see her in some really nice luxurious pink pajamas with a matching satin bonnet. she appreciates the finer things and bought the pajamas for herself as a treat (she’s so right for doing this btw I’ve also done this)

Vito: boxers. one night Zoey’s like “aren’t you cold” and he says “oh yeah I guess so” and goes and puts on a tank top

Manitoba: manitoba’s one I can’t decide on. partly because I don’t think he fronts much anyway let alone for long enough to need to be the one to sleep. howEVER i think if the others are making bad decisions and staying up too late he’s the one who drags the body to bed, probably just in whatever they’re wearing because he’s not putting up with this shit longer than he has to

Mal: dinosaur onesie check the last post uhhhhh Mal hates having to sleep and so he might not see the point of dedicating any particular clothes to it. he’s used to wearing the same clothes all day anyway (juvie + on the island) and just doesn’t see the point of changing as an extra step. or maybe he feels that pajamas or changing clothes at all leaves him too vulnerable. I think he’d also try to keep himself awake as long as possible (because sleep = vulnerability) and then end up falling asleep wherever

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"angels aren't real" ok then explain butch trans women. idiot

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Anon or not, make me choose between:

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You should draw Svetlana from tdroti.. that would be awesome sauce..

can i say shes is my fav

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Politely requesting that you draw jomaria (thank you in advance!)

#MakeJoBeefierSlashButchier2024

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ok this is kinda random but since anne maria can't sing, what if she's a sick ass beatboxer

The Diamond Queen of beatboxing