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happy rebirth day! I hope you have a wonderful time celebrating the joy of accepting yourself fully with people who also support you fully 💪🏻

thank you so much 🥺🥺 this means a lot to me. i will!!! 🩷

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a month or two ago, i asked my sister if i can tell my niece (5yo) that im transgender. she said no. i invited them to my rebirthday party that's today and she said yes. so i assumed she might have changed her mind bc she would learn at the party based on the nature of the party. i checked in with my sister yesterday to be sure. she said no, she still doesn't want her to know. she's just been telling her it's my birthday and she wants me to too. she expected me to agree to be closeted at my own rebirthday party. i was rly upset and heartbroken and disinvited them. and my sister kept saying it's not appropriate to tell her and im disrespecting her parenting decisions and putting my feelings above what's best for my niece. acting like me being transgender is something dangerous to protect her from. so i also blocked her before she could say more. i've never done that before, so that'll be a new mess to deal with later. but i'm determined to have a good day today. but i won't lock up my feelings like usual, im going to lean on my friends for help. that's what this post is for, so you all can know what's going on in my heart today on my rebirthday. love you🥺

heart is hurting. gender is hurting. but it will be ok. my rebirthday is tomorrow

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*sits in a pan with olive oil and carmelizes*

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it's my 10th rebirthday today! 10 years ago, i would've never imagined the man i get to be today. im happy and stylish and confident and comfortable in my own skin. to baby julian, i might as well be a space cowboy! i'm imagining big things for julian 10 yrs in the future. but for now, im just excited to be here :)

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heart is hurting. gender is hurting. but it will be ok. my rebirthday is tomorrow

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in my dreams i'm pre-transition. i know something is wrong but can't say what. i brush my long hair and go shopping for dresses and see my straight high school boyfriend and im happy, i think, but i could swear this isn't right, so i get my scissors. i cut and cut away at my hair until i remember: i'm a man, im a man, im julian, it's me, please see me, please im right here - and just when i get a glimpse of myself, i wake up. every morning the relief i feel at being a man fades and blends into the day, and i forget about her again, until the next time i sleep.

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rui zhou fall winter 2024 in guadalajara, mexico by daniela ruiz de e

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straight up not true i have spoken to many of the people that have sent me messages and this is a dangerous thing to spread. i won’t deny that there are probably bots but just use common sense. this same post says that the vetting process is just “trust me bro” and that also isn’t true. this post encourages donating to organizations that benefit palestinians instead, and that’s Fine, but to say every single message from an individual is a scam is frankly ridiculous. and harmful

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in my dreams i'm pre-transition. i know something is wrong but can't say what. i brush my long hair and go shopping for dresses and see my straight high school boyfriend and im happy, i think, but i could swear this isn't right, so i get my scissors. i cut and cut away at my hair until i remember: i'm a man, im a man, im julian, it's me, please see me, please im right here - and just when i get a glimpse of myself, i wake up. every morning the relief i feel at being a man fades and blends into the day, and i forget about her again, until the next time i sleep.

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Carrie Ng in Naked Killer / 赤裸羔羊 (dir.Clarence Yiu-leung Fok - 1992).

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Missouri is scheduled to execute Marcellus Williams on Sept. 24 for a crime he didn’t commit. Last week, after previously accepting an Alford plea that was subsequently blocked by the Missouri Supreme Court, St. Louis County Judge Bruce Hilton denied the request to vacate Marcellus’ conviction and death sentence, despite the prosecutor’s admission that the previous administration committed constitutional errors in his case. We need everyone’s help to call on Gov. Mike Parson to stop Missouri from killing an innocent man.

Earlier, St. Louis County Prosecuting Attorney Wesley Bell filed a motion to vacate Marcellus’ conviction because he believed forensic evidence excluded Marcellus from the crime.

Then, at an Aug. 28 evidentiary hearing, his office admitted that the prior administration had committed constitutional errors that contributed to Marcellus’ unreliable conviction and death sentence, including improperly handling the evidence in his case.

Now, Judge Hilton has denied PA Bell’s motion to vacate Marcellus’ conviction and death sentence, and the Missouri Supreme Court is moving forward with the Sept. 24 execution date.

Call Gov. Parson and urge him to stop the execution before it’s too late: 417-373-3400

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Tiles

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Missouri is scheduled to execute Marcellus Williams on Sept. 24 for a crime he didn’t commit. Last week, after previously accepting an Alford plea that was subsequently blocked by the Missouri Supreme Court, St. Louis County Judge Bruce Hilton denied the request to vacate Marcellus’ conviction and death sentence, despite the prosecutor’s admission that the previous administration committed constitutional errors in his case. We need everyone’s help to call on Gov. Mike Parson to stop Missouri from killing an innocent man.

Earlier, St. Louis County Prosecuting Attorney Wesley Bell filed a motion to vacate Marcellus’ conviction because he believed forensic evidence excluded Marcellus from the crime.

Then, at an Aug. 28 evidentiary hearing, his office admitted that the prior administration had committed constitutional errors that contributed to Marcellus’ unreliable conviction and death sentence, including improperly handling the evidence in his case.

Now, Judge Hilton has denied PA Bell’s motion to vacate Marcellus’ conviction and death sentence, and the Missouri Supreme Court is moving forward with the Sept. 24 execution date.

Call Gov. Parson and urge him to stop the execution before it’s too late: 417-373-3400

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i have the urge to make a transition reel for my 10th rebirthday

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goodnight moon pngs (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9) + view here

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Ildjima Masrangar and Anas El Hayani photographed by Andy-Long for Impakt