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Origins of ONA Names and Sigils by Dr. Monette

The claim that the ONA uses names from HP Lovecraft is absurd. The name Kthunae is similar to Cthulhu but that’s the only similarity. The ONA Atazoth of somewhat similar to HP Lovecraft’s Azathoth but, again, only the name is similar. The name in the ONA comes from the alchemical Azoth and is re-presented by the fifth sphere of the tree of wyrd.

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‘The Coming of the Prometheans’, by Nameless.

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Aperiatur Terra et Germinet Chaos

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“Respect not pity or weakness, for they are a disease which makes sick the strong.”

- The XXI Satanic Points

O.N.A

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IC 63 — nicknamed the Ghost Nebula — is about 550 light-years from Earth. The nebula is classified as both a reflection nebula — as it is reflecting the light of a nearby star — and as an emission nebula — as it releases hydrogen-alpha radiation. Both effects are caused by the gigantic star Gamma Cassiopeiae. The radiation of this star is also slowly causing the nebula to dissipate.

Credit: ESA/Hubble, NASA

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Studies Into the Past series (Laurent Grasso, circa 2009-2020s)

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Fairy flowers appreciation post

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Goth flowers appreciation post

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NESSUS & DEJANIRA NOTES

These are observations and not facts. Unfortunately Dejanira & Nessus are not very positive asteroids so a lot of these observations will be on the negative side. This post is only about the conjunction since I havent researched the other aspects. Do NOT read if you are sensitive. You having any of the aspects mentioned does not mean you will be or experience the same as mentioned.

• Nessus conjunct personal planets means that the impulses concerning the planet it touches is stronger in this person and harder to control than for others.

• The nastiest parts of human nature are felt more intensely for these people so it can be harder to be nice.

• Thoughts that are hidden deep down in your mind are at the forefront of these peoples mind. This is mostly noticeable for those with the conjunction to mercury since they have a hard time controlling their mouth.

• Most of us learned early to deny and suppress our nasty thoughts and feelings its common for Nessus people to have grown up in an environment where people just…didnt.

• Their parents might have talked shit about people at the dinner table or just were openly rude, misogynistic, hateful towards certain groups of people etc.

• Mercury conjunct Nessus might often mentally undress others because of an abusive mindset & read into things too hard. Like you tell them you love your new maxi skirt and they be like ”Did you buy a maxi skirt bc you dont want to show your legs?” Meanwhile you just picked the maxi skirt bc it looked good.

• Mercury Conjunct Nessus might have grown up in a family where you just didnt hold back verbally. These people can be very blunt and might have a thing for cursing. They usually have a voice that stands out a lot too.

• With Nessus conjunctions in a chart there is often a theme of having been treated less than. Often being singled out among their siblings.

• People with Nessus conjunct personal planets often look very different from their siblings which lead to some kind of mistreatment from their family or just a lot of hurtful comments. This doesnt have to always be on purpose. It can just be constantly hearing how different they are.

• People with Nessus conjunct Venus are often attracted to people with Nessus on the Ascendant and Dejanira/Venus attracted to people with Dejanira on the Ascendant.

• Nessus conjunct Ascendant in synastry is one of the most intense aspects Ive seen. The Ascendant person might feel very weak physically when close to the Nessus person.

• Dejanira isnt only where others victimize you it can also be where you victimize yourself without realizing it. Mars conjunct Dejanira might for example self harm through sex.

• Aileen Wuornos have Dejanira conjunct North Node and we all know her story. She lived a life of victimhood. Same with Sunny Lane whos own parents got her into the adult business.

• People with Venus conjunct Dejanira might be attracted to ”damaged” people. A sucker for a sob story.

• As you can see on my true crime masterlist all of them have Nessus conjunctions: Jodi Aries, Mark Chapman, Jeffrey Dahmer, Karla Homolka. And most of them were abused at some point and later became the abuser themselves.

• Nessus doesnt only have to mean that YOU are the abusive one. It also shows where you have been abused just like Dejanira. Moon = By the mother, by women, family members. Sun = By the father, men.

• Nessus conjunct Venus might be attracted to bad people. They might not find ”normal” people interesting. A person with a dark past for example might be interesting, someone whos ”worse than them”.

• The house Nessus is in can show where you subconsciously (or consciously) are abusive or often experiences themes of abuse. 11th house = friends, abusive on social media. 4th house = In your home, towards family & closed ones etc. Planetary aspects shows how you do it: Mars = physically or sexually abusive. Moon = emotionally abusive. Mercury = verbally abusive.

• Dejanira conjunct personal planets can also give someone a victim complex, someone who always think they are the victim.

• Dejanira or Nessus conjunct MC can mean someone will work with victims of abuse.

• The real ”danger” with having a prominent Nessus is that these people are so used to whats innappropriate. They saw it early so they are not as wary of dark themes. This makes them easily see things that arent normal as normal.

• A lot of adult movie stars have a prominent Nessus or Dejanira since a lot of them suffered abuse at a young age. And also bc they are more comfortable than most with whats considered taboo. Nessus can result in a person whos very desensitzed.

• Dejanira is also prominent in the charts of prostitues since they are victimized in their work and put in dangerous situations.

• Dejanira and Nessus can also make someone emotionally addicted to drama and tense situations because thats all they know and without the intensity it feels empty.

• This is also a very manipulative energy. Nessus himself in the myth manipulated Dejanira into killing her own husband. But it also makes Nessus people more likely to notice when someone is trying to manipulate them.

• Nessus can make someone whos very vengeful especially if they have Scorpio placements. ”Even while dying, Nessus had enough inner will to cook up a convincing story to ensure he gets revenge.”

• Dejanira conjunct Ascendant can give someone a very vulnerable look. A look that they later in life might feel ashamed of and therefore put on a tough phacade.

• Dejanira can also show WHO is most likely to victimize us: Sun/Mars = Men or masculine energy people. Venus/Moon: Women or feminine energy people.

• Dejanira in synastry can mean one will victimize the other. Ive had a mans Dejanira on my Ascendant and he victimized me badly for years to the point I was extremely scared of him. It was a 0° conjunction. (Doesnt mean you will experience the same)

Lets end with a positive note: Nessus is a strong energy and indicates a strong will which is why Nessus can also make someone very ambitious. Dejanira can give someone a talent in sensing when someone has been abused and therefore good at working with victims of abuse. AND as always: the whole chart has to be taken into consideration. Ive met wonderful people with Nessus placements and Ive met people with Dejanira placements whos never been victimized. A strongly placed Pluto & Mars for example often makes someone refuse to be a victim.

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TRUE CRIME MASTERLIST

Synastry Analysis: Gypsy Rose Blanchard & Nicholas Godejohn

Asteroids in synastry: Anne Perry & Pauline Parker

Natal Chart Analysis: Karla Homolka

Natal Chart Analysis: Jodi Arias

Asteroid Analysis: Jeffrey Dahmer

Natal Chart Analysis: Mark David Chapman

Natal Chart Analysis: Anna Delvey/Sorokin

Natal Chart Analysis: Anne Perry

Synastry Analysis: Jeffrey Dahmer & Christopher Scarver

Synastry Analysis: Jaycee Dugard & Philip Garrido

Transit Analysis: John Spenkelink(Transits the day he was executed)

Whats in the chart of a master manipulator?

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THE LILITHS 🌙🦇

“The Asteroid Lilith describes the first stage in the mythical journey where she is suppressed, humiliated and flees in a fiery rage to the desolate wilderness. The Dark Moon aka Waldemath Lilith depicts the pain of her exile where she plots and executes revenge. The Black Moon Lilith shows how she transmutes her distorted image back into its natural healthy expression” - Demetra George

NUMBERS: 1181, h58, h21, h13, h12.

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Venus aspecting Pluto

Check out ⮕ Venus aspecting Neptune

READ BEFORE YOU PROCEED: This post is about the conjunction, opposition & square between Venus & Pluto but people with trine & sextile might relate to some of it. This post contains both positive and negative observations. These are my personal observations and not facts. The whole chart has to be taken into consideration.

Early heartbreak or betrayal can lead to them developing a paranoia that will take a lot of self work to heal. Most times it was their first serious love breaking their heart in some way.

This heartbreak was usually a huge turningpoint in their life. They transformed completely after it both physically and mentally. They often become a ”bad girl/guy” after it and a whole new personality is born. The bitch/fuckboy is born.

Women with this aspect might become the typical ”gold digger” or ”man eater/femme fatale” to feel in control. Now shes the one who uses others to her benefit and that way she protects her heart.

Men with this can become the typical womanizer/fuckboy. The bad guy. ”Trust no bitch” kinda guy.

People they get involved with usually have a huge glow up after meeting them. Their partners want to fit their standards bc they see how much attention the Venus/Pluto person gets.

So they might start dating the nerdy guy/girl and all of a sudden this ”nerdy person” (horrible expression I know) starts working out, changing style, wearing makeup etc. Sometimes ever copies or becomes like the Venus/Pluto person.

This is why people with Venus/Pluto should never date someone who looks up to them too much. People cant help but compete with plutonians.

These people can be very vengeful especially towards ex partners or ex friends. They take their relationships very seriously. ”The crazy ex wife” ”scratch his car” kinda people.

Men with this aspect who are into women might control women with their money. Might want a stay at home wife to keep her away from other men and so that she is financially dependent on him.

When in love they might make themselves crazy by constantly checking their love interests social media, thinking about them, talking about them or in extreme cases even locating them.

Might be drawn to ”toxic" relationships that emotionally distress, upset & even traumatize or emotionally scar them because they can be emotionally addicted to drama or even pain.

Might be fascinated or attracted to ”bad people”. Might find themselves rooting for the bad guy on tv. They find darkness so fascinating they want to merge with it, making them get involved with some pretty bad people.

These people can love to the point it physically hurts. They love to the core and often never completely get over the person they loved.

People of the same gender might try to steal their partner to show that ”I can get him too”. Everything they touch turn into gold.

Their parents or a parent and a stepparent might have had a toxic relationship where they broke up and made up constantly. So they learned that love is supposed to be intense.

There could also have been a powerimbalance between the parents so they learned to be attracted to power imbalance. One parent might even have been an empath and the other a narcissist.

Ive noticed a lot of people with this placement had a mother who suffered from post partum depression and not being able to properly nurture the Venus/Pluto baby which resulted in an intense need for intimacy in the Venus/Pluto person also making some of them fixated with women.

They could have had a female preschool teacher they were completely attached to because the mother was unavailable.

There is a darkness to the appearance too even if they are pale or blonde there is often still a dark undertone to it all. Im so tired of the word sex appeal but thats basically what they have. They are sexy and they often emphasize this with dark makeup or clothes since they often have a dark taste.

Strong reactions from others is something they experiences early. They are the ones who started hearing that they were pretty when they were too young to even know what pretty is.

Other peoples unattractiveness will often be projected onto them in some way. If someone feels bad about their appearance they are very likely to make that the Venus/Pluto persons fault.

People also often never have a lukewarm reaction to their looks. Its either omg you are so beautiful or calling them ugly, this is because they are projecting their own insecurities onto Venus/Pluto. So their reactions from others is completely dependant on how the other person feel about themselves, especially physically.

At some point someone made it their mission to make them feel ugly out of envy or because they cant have them. Their appearance could even be a common topic for others to talk about.

They might get alot of inappropriate unwanted ”advice” from others like ”you should do a microneedling to get rid of that acne” Maybe you should get a gym membership”.

If you are one of the Venus/Pluto people who often experience this you HAVE TO comment back. Thats the only way to make it stop.

In their teenage years most of them will befriend a woman who becomes completely obsessed with them. This woman will hate them in silence and act like a friend, they will become close. This woman might start to copy their outfits and try to imitate them. Ive seen this happen with especially every Venus Square Pluto Ive known. The scariest part is that many times this woman knew of the Venus/Pluto woman before they met each other, they had their eyes on them even before the first meeting. Be picky when choosing female friends.

Men with this tend to have women fight over them. If this man is toxic he might even turn women against eachother to boost his ego. I was with a guy with Venus Square Pluto and I have to admit I was acting out of character.

Ive also seen men with these aspects get baby trapped. They attract very shady partners because they are attracted to mystery. Also bc people want to trap them.

People with this often have their partners want to make matching tattoos with them to mark them. Their partners seem to be very worried about the attention the Venus/Pluto person gets.

Their partners might do a lot to make the Venus/Pluto person less desireable in the eyes of others out of fear of losing them.

People with these aspects who grew up unattractive and later had a glow up can become very fixated with status, being a powercouple, their prefered sex, having a trophy partner etc while ppl who grew up with attention go through a period where they conpletely let go of themselves.

While these people are often victims of other peopels envy they can be very envious of others too.

Can often struggle with an obsession with their appearance, others appearance, their love interest, sex, power & money.

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what are the placements you're jealous of. be honest 😉

Venus in the 1st house: The people I know with this placement seem to just have wonderful lives. They are so likeable and seem to be surrounded by people.

Leo Sun/Venus: Seem to have a natural sense of confidence and self worth in a way that even if they are not the hottest or the most successful(they usually are tho) they are cool with themselves bc they genuinely like themselves. I seriously have 0 Leo placements and its like my favorite sign😭

People with a lot of trines: I have like no trines in my chart. I think I have like one. I feel like a trine is such a gift.

Mercury sextile/trine Uranus: Soooo intelligent but not in a way that they are crazy. They come up with ideas so damn fast.

Venus aspecting Pluto: Im gonna sound like such a golddigger right now(which is right bc I am one) but Ive never seen a bitch with a Venus/Pluto aspect with a poor man. These women attract men with clout & money like bees to honey. They attract POWER. Anyways I wish I had a Venus/Pluto aspect even tho I know it comes with a lot of negatives too. Ive checked the chart of so many president wifes or wifes of the most rich & famous men and a Venus/Pluto aspect ALWAYS shows up. And this were mostly women who were born poor themselves.