bymodesty

[bymodesty]

There is a lot of things we tend to think about family, like how do we make sure that they’re prepared for the right opportunities and how do we fix this situation with minimal loss. We only can do what we can do and that could entail taking advice from someone else once or for a bit, should that matter in terms of what we learn? I think so. I would look at the health and conditions of that person or people & rely on those same things within myself to know better, fixing any chemical imbalances within lifestyles giving myself a better opportunity for success. There needs to be a real want to walk away from bad habits and making social changes that persue more constructive leisure’s.

A huge anxiety for me is trusting people because of the way I had to grow up not trusting people other than my mother. When I realised I couldn’t trust her, I really struggled to be okay with trusting people, even my own kin. Im nearly 30 and it’s been a struggle to heal from so much but I met someone that helps me think and see what’s wrong in me but obviously he’s no expert because it takes me some serious space and time away from my anger to feel like I can think clearly and properly for us.

My biggest fear was always never being able to change my old ways and staying stuck in my ways like my parents and that’s what my kids are stuck learning from us. When both of our parents are old schoolers raised in towns surrounded by not much and it was a culture to fight for what you have and work even harder to make a life for you and your family.

I don’t always know how to deal with my diagnosed depression because I get frustrated when I don’t know how to fix things because without that security, when I don’t see a clear path, it’s like I just want to break down that mind wall to find the answer on the other side. Like the easter egg in a game, it’s not the way you walk into a room or find the secret entrance or secret gateway or it could be a guarded trap door, not all necessarily metaphorical.

It’s important to eat the correct food groups and keep a clear mind through discipline and training. Whatever comforts you with quiet thoughts 💭 or helps you clear your mind is good. Whenever you think back to how fun or how cool or great that feeling was, whether it was a party, particulars or specific leisure times, it’s important to prioritise and make your choices based on time & probability. At least that’s what I try to do because I’m a list person so research and developing growth doesn’t subsidise the risks towards hallmarks.

This drawing represents my family and what I’ve done to make sure that we can grow together and how that love can’t go away with the right guidance and what our bond represents in life is family. The life we were given by our God/a ensures our freedoms and we have the right to choose, we are free to be exactly who we are & we represent the strength of our family, always no matter where we stand, home will always be home because & I hope 🤞 that we gave our children the right guidance and disciplines toward their own success.

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Communique is the name of my business product blog where I publish blogs about products that I trial before publishing them onto the website. I don’t plan to open until July 2023. I opened this business as a fresh start for my children and I. It’s been over between my ex fiancé and I for about three weeks and I’ve been working on this business for 6 months already. I wasted five years of my life on an unsupportive drug addicted socialite so I figured no point in sticking around to do the same. Now I live to only serve my brothers and my children. This blog should be great for other home keepers like myself. I love the idea of being able to be at home and help my children grow as my oldest is only a few years away from officially being a teenager, my middle child is the sweetest boy ever and my youngest is growing quickly with toilet training and learning to love proper food. My number one priority will always be my children and there isn’t a man alive who can change that. Our team is strong especially now and we really get along and thrive off each other’s synergy. I love my family and I���m going to do the best I can to be the best I can be just like I always have. I know that not all change is good but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t adjust to keep growing. I will keep challenging myself, I’m a real nerd, it can’t be helped. So I hope that when someone comes across my blog that they find it helpful to read. 🙏📚❤️

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I haven’t been able to find these shoes online but I found them in a thrift shop for $40 and managed to get the register to take it down to $25. They fit perfectly so I didn’t walk away without them 👠 Actually just wanted to have a look 👀 around but the second I recognised that they were real, yup they my new pair of ex-work/church shoes but I’m thinking maybe I’ll start a little koha (donation) cube to get rid of old stuff but still in really good condition. I have these two 16 cube units on the balcony and it’s a little spacious 🙏

I know their not brand new and we didn’t do a full reveal video but I think when I see these kinds of bargains that I’m glad rich people can be grateful 😇 Even though you buying $2700 shoes which I personally think is lunacy, y’all still know what charity is. I really believe that even if I was a gazzillionaire, I wouldn’t walk into a shop and pay $3k for a pair of shoes. I’d rather stick with footlocker but my wardrobe has been looking healthier since I’ve been reentering the workforce while working and studying from home as a full time mum.

Prada was never one of my favourite brands when I was younger because it was a bit too mature for me. At 19 years old plus 01 backwards I find I won’t wear a handbag by them but I will thrift their shoes and these would have been hella hot shoes brand new. Even though they’re blue and I’ve been feeling vibrant nature colours this year. Blues, browns, greys, greens, oranges, black always, golds, shiny on matte prints. Suede is so 2016 but I love how comforting it looks in autumn 🍂

This girl liked to walk too 👀 brought in St Mary’s NSW thrift shop. Addition to workforce arsenal 🦊