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The more I remember us

The more I make peace

We were too good to last

It was too euphoric

Too authentic and selfless

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I told him you make my brain unblock my childhood memories that I thought I'd lost forever

I read him my poem

He told yesterday that he doesnt want me gone

That he wants me to there with him

He told me at midnight to go sleep with him

And in the morning he woke up and wanted me gone

He wanted me gone aka kicked me out of his house

He kicked me out of his house

He gave me no explanation

He just wanted me out of his house

And I poured my heart out for him

And now my body aches

He wanted me gone

When I thought he wanted me the most

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Shawn baby jesus in kindergarten

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Oh fuck I have to shit

Meanwhile in the table next to us:

"I only have salmone e cotto"

"Tonno"

(Shawn bestemmia)

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یه ایرانی سنگین ریده از صبح درگیرن

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Shes good, shes a woman but shes good

I didnt like him he was hard to kill

He's Paul's guy

Who

Paul

Chi

Paul saulman

Chi

The lawyer

...

Chi

Saul' Goodman?

AH SI

Ma amo what's wrong with u

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Shawn: aaaaaaahhhhh sto sbor4qndo

Oo fuxk i know that guy over the table.

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SALUTE SIGNORA

Grazie mille

La primavera...le polvere

L'allergia si

L'allergia l'allergia

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Fra ti sto sotto come un treno

Last night I had a dream, I saw u naked

Updaye: hate me but I saw his upper body half naked yesterday through the door key hole

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Che buon profumo di cibo

Cosi mi piace

Adesso manca solo la violenza

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People in iran put ketchup on macaroni bolognese

Shawn: u know that if u take a huge and sharp knife and stab me it would hurt less

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Some people need to be fucked or fuck (in order for their anger to go away in order for them to become actually chill and relax and not always ready to tear some other human being open just becuae they merely exist in the society)

But now I see it clearly does not hold for you

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Squirt

How did I use to do this?

Writing diary and yapping about the things that happened?

Did more significant events use to happen in my life or was I more full of joy and life?

I was just contemplating how it's like to be hit by a train, so I guess the second.

Its cold

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giulio being like com'è Paria? And me being like what? Him being tutto.

And then legit talking about life while smoking at the sunset.

That was lowkey weird please brain dont make this weirder in the future to come.

Me and Jessica watching You and her legit fangirling (could always fangirl more if she felt more comfortable around me)

Me talking to Fede and Jess and them telling me they'd smoke tobacco like once or never and me being like yea so I've even tried Hashish I mean I think I'm happier this way.

Voglio provare proprio tutto.

Leone being obsessed with his little Tom.

Bringing me Pizza on the bed me asking what it is and him being "pizza!!!!!!!" With an innocent voice like bitch that's what u asked for and then me being like yes but I wanted fries only and him being oh sorry I tho8ght u meant fries on pizza and me hugging him. Little boo.

Gianmarco losing his shit while doing literally anything like cooking, driving and apparently also painting. Like literally losing his shit over hearing Jessica telling him shes hungry or that she wants to put the dishes in the washing machine in the order she thinks is right.

Giulio every now and then being like : spiritzetto??

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Red bra

And the panties?

Black

Ok so red bra and black panties

Satisfied?

Maybe after I see it

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I can not sometimes believe you're real

*two minutes later*