c04l01l
c04l01l
good stories are bad lives
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c04l01l · 30 days ago
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bro text is saving me from calling my dysfunctional family on their birthdays 😪 thank fucking god!! like i feel like a deadbeat son and brother but honestly i don’t really care
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c04l01l · 1 month ago
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guys i probably have breast cancer at age 25 this shit cannot be real :”)) like i’m trans i did not even ask to have breasts. it is just not fair
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c04l01l · 1 month ago
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i’m miserable
MISERABLE
MISERABLE!!!
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c04l01l · 2 months ago
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i don’t have anything to do. not for lack of things to do. but lack of mind. lack of presence. lack of awareness. lack of sentience. i’m immobilized by existence
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c04l01l · 2 months ago
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how to convey my pain?
it’s like i’m not worth anything.
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c04l01l · 2 months ago
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how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long
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c04l01l · 3 months ago
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can i [REMEMBERS THAT TALKING ABOUT KILLING MYSELF IS NOT GREAT. THE MIND KILLER. ETC] be killed with a hammer. By someone else
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c04l01l · 3 months ago
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Jonice Webb, Running on Empty: Overcome Your Childhood Emotional Neglect
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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I copy pasted parts of this but I do hand letter everything, because while I'm trying to work easier as I'm chronically ill, I am still chronically stupid
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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we touched the same posts and that genuinely makes me sick
and you posted about me. our relationship… it’s not like i wasn’t hunting. you were last active 8 months ago.
it’s just like longing for a life you had… one you lost… and it’s all your fault and you know it… we’ll never be together again. he’s so much better to and for me than you ever fucking were once in your goddamn life. you deserve your loneliness you brought this on yourself
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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i hate myself
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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idk why i feel like this
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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but i remember you / you had a body / you had hands, and arms, and legs, and et cetera
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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my dad is such an asshole
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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break from family christmas for joint and greenday
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c04l01l · 4 months ago
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c04l01l · 5 months ago
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over 2hrs. was on the phone with the person for like 5 minutes
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