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people born in 24 Are 2000 now

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Are women who read bara fujoshis or is that another thing

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Neopets is the funniest website in the whole world

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some ways in which learning english mostly through spn and tumblr when i was 14 has affected me:

- i thought stuff like biggerson’s and gas-n-sip were real

- i thought stanford was a fictional school they created specifically for sam in spn

- i thought kia sorento was a person

- i thought ‘kill’ ‘gank’ and ‘waste’ were like. pretty much equally used because of how much dean uses them

- i thought motels was just what people in america called hotels. i thought they just replaced the ‘h’ by a ‘m’ for some reason. just for kicks. why not

- i didn’t know ‘vessel’ could mean anything else than. well possessed person i guess. and was deeply distraught when my teacher asked me what it meant, listened to me rant about it for two minutes then went ‘its just like. a boat’

- it took me a while to realize that the word hunter was not, as a matter of fact, specifically applied to monsters

- had no idea who paris hilton was and thought they just made up a celebrity for supernatural. i repeat: i thought they created paris hilton for the cw show supernatural

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i'm at the only restaurant in the midwest

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If your plot feels flat, STUDY it! Your story might be lacking...

Stakes - What would happen if the protagonist failed? Would it really be such a bad thing if it happened?

Thematic relevance - Do the events of the story speak to a greater emotional or moral message? Is the conflict resolved in a way that befits the theme?

Urgency - How much time does the protagonist have to complete their goal? Are there multiple factors complicating the situation?

Drive - What motivates the protagonist? Are they an active player in the story, or are they repeatedly getting pushed around by external forces? Could you swap them out for a different character with no impact on the plot? On the flip side, do the other characters have sensible motivations of their own?

Yield - Is there foreshadowing? Do the protagonist's choices have unforeseen consequences down the road? Do they use knowledge or clues from the beginning, to help them in the end? Do they learn things about the other characters that weren't immediately obvious?

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(by Cristina Degioz)

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An enchanted garden for Ione

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$15 EMERGENCY SKETCH COMMISSIONS!

hi! my name is ophelia and ive been out of work since december due to disability, living off of my savings & food stamps, and im now at $22 in my whole bank account. i was able to pay rent for this month but im really scared about whats to come in the approaching month & possibly more as i havent heard back from any of my job apps. i dont expect to make enough to cover my $600 of rent but anything would help to either go towards it or go towards necessities that ebt doesnt cover. thank you for reading and please consider commissioning me or reblogging!

here are some examples of how i tend to sketch! you can look at my full art tag here. the $15 will be for one figure, but ill add more for $5 a figure. please reach out to me in dms here or on discord at 'plaguehag' with inquiries

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the problem with driving is its realtime when it should be turn-based

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Strawberry Hill House—a Gothic Revival villa that was built in Twickenham, London 1749

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keeping all my desires stored in my moist and delicate body until they start rotting me from the inside out