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It’s so crazy how life can change in a blink of an eye. So many changes are happening. Some for the good and some I’m unsure of still. I wish we were still close so I could share this part of my life with you. But I know everything happens for a reason. Just sucks that when I feel like I need you the most, I can’t seem to reach you. So I guess I continue this journey on my own. Really seeing everyone’s true colors and where I stand with them. Learning that some chapters need to close in order for me to start this life changing chapter.

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I feel like I’m barely grasping at happiness. I just can’t seem to get a good grip

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“Know your worth. If you still love that person but you feel unwanted, unappreciated and you don’t feel loved anymore, I guess that is enough reason to stop. It’s much better to save yourself before you are destroyed by your relationship. It will not be that easy but you need to. You have to. Have courage and be strong.”

— exhaustedheart

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After you, I dressed into a million different beings, trying to find the one soul you hadn’t touched.

-Makenzie Hipple

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“Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You can’t cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It’s just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal.”

— Cheryl Strayed

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“Sometimes people stop loving you. And that’s the kind of darkness that never gets fixed, no matter how many moons rise again…”

— Lauren Oliver

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“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”

— Kate Jacobs; Comfort Food

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I promise you, you will never find someone like me, by then you’ll realize what you lost

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“People go but how they left always stays.”

— Rupi Kaur; Milk & Honey

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“How terrible is it to be called beautiful, smart and strong but end up being alone every night.”

— Bird Brain (via jasfuckinq)

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“All I wanted was to receive the love I gave.”

— (via bl-ossomed)

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