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find me here.

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the urge to remake my blog...........

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see the problem with being on hiatus is wtf else am i supposed to do with myself / my time

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jk about coming back. ✌🏼

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i want cute holiday threads .

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an enthusiastic virgin and an experienced, possessive male plot. give me muse a thigh riding muse b because she isn’t ready to fuck him yet. a lot of ’you’re doing so good, kitten’ and ’just like that baby.’ the slow burn surrounding muse a’s first time. muse b taking care of her the morning after, tracing her hickeys in front of the mirror while they’re both still nude. let me be muse a, i’ll love you forever!

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open !

" we should go away for christmas . "

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" if you're just going to get pissy , then leave me here . beats the christmas plans i didn't have anyway . "

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" this is the only reason i'm here - my mother's wine cellar is unmatched . and her colleagues do great white elephant gifts . "

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" ice cream sandwiches on christmas eve just - that's , i think , the only tradition we have . and a note to santa with the rudolph magnet on the freezer so he knew where to find them . i mean , when elena still believed in him . but one year i forgot to buy cookies and the only store open on christmas eve was like , totally sold out of cookies but they had ice cream sandwiches . so , we got those . "

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PRE ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue to help set up already existing relationships between your muses and give them past scenarios to reference, adjust as necessary

CHILDHOOD BEST FRIENDS

we were only kids back then. we didn't know any better.

you promised me we'd be friends forever.

you've changed quite a bit since i saw you last.

how are your parents doing? will you tell them i said hi?

i've known you for years, and you haven't changed a bit.

you've always been like this.

remember the last time this happened?

sure, i made a lot of mistakes, but so did you.

do you remember how we met?

you always stood up for me, no matter what.

i've always had a lot of love in my heart for you.

when i was struggling, you were always there for me.

I TOLD YOU TO STAY AWAY

i thought i told you to stay away.

you've got a lot of nerve, showing your face around here again.

i really don't want to see you again.

you're supposed to call and warn me before you show up here.

there's never going to be a "next time."

this is the last time you show up like this.

last time i said i never wanted to see you again, and yet here you are.

you can't just show up here unannounced.

you remember what happened the last time you showed up.

every time you show up here, shit hits the fan.

you're putting us all in danger by showing up here.

don't you have somewhere else to be?

ROMANTIC FEELINGS

i'm sorry, but i can't stop thinking about you.

after the time we spent together, you've been on my mind.

can we discuss what happened between us?

the last time i saw you, you were going to say something... and then you stopped.

did you mean it? any of it?

i wish we were still together.

would you go on another date with me?

it's hard to deny how you make me feel.

you've always had an effect on me.

i can't stop thinking about the way you look at me.

GENERIC "I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR A WHILE"

do you remember what you told me?

i can't believe this is happening to us again.

the last time this happened, we were better prepared.

i tried calling you a hundred times, but you never answered.

this was never supposed to end like this.

didn't you see my text?

i know you better than anyone else.

you can't lie to me. i can tell when you're lying.

you're making "the face" again.

you promised me you'd stop doing that.

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gaze wants to hold onto kent's , stay close and linger on him but his body instead , leans into him . head finds home in the crook of his neck . lips ghost over soft skin there , and his eyes flutter closed . deep breath in , the tinge of cologne sticking to his skin from the night before and the general scent of kent fills his lungs . deep breath out . " yeah . " he murmurs . please don't let this change us - but then that's not kent's fault , is it ? it's not kent keeping them in the shadows or away from the world , it's not kent putting a dmn wet blanket on their relationship , is it ? he frowns , those thoughts and that guilt beginning to clog his veins and mind more now . " -- . . . " mouth opens but he's wordless , but a sigh leaves him . " if you think it'll work . but . . no , never mind . yeah . if it'll work . "

that wasn't their call anymore , was it . the hackles at the back of his neck raise anew with that reignited frustration at ashley , but how could she know ? fighting demons turn bitterness into a seasick nausea in his belly , holding the pair of them up by the rope of a dropping anchor , desperately desperately trying not to drown by the wind-licked waves . the slopes of their foreheads meet , daydream plucked from rainbow idealism is stomped between a boot when kasey becomes tangible , when he no doubt feels the small pinpricks of distressed sweat breaking out upon kent's face . " i —- . . . " emerald eyes flick down to the sweat curve of kasey's mouth . " kase , i —- " a strong swallow accompanied by a slow blink as he tries to quell that storm brewing . " i don't think we have another choice . i think —- i think it's the only explanation . "

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your writing is consistently amazing. your characters—every single one of them—are so diverse, intricately crafted, and clearly cherished (all 900 nick galitzine ones in partic). every word you put on the page is a testament to your incredible talent, and those who have yet to read your poetry (myself included) i know are missing out. it's always a fucking joy to like not just write with you, but to experience these relationships with you. i can feel every quiver of a muscle and every flicker of emotion in pigmented eyes that you bring to life. even when you’re convinced it’s like literally garbage (which it never is), i'm infatuated with the quality and love in your writing. you are truly incredible, and the world you create with your characters is one I never want to leave <3

most importantly, you're an amazing friend who somehow knows that impossible line between always being there and understanding even when i don't know myself what i need.

love you to bits . xx

im going to literally cry what the actual fuck

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ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.

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" let you - kent , i don't want this to end . " despite all the fear in him , that boils over onto saline slick cheeks and has his body and hands quivering - he can't and couldn't let go of kent . his touch , hands on his face , is grounding . he leans into it , and his eyes find find some comfort finally with a long blink . " i can't . . . " how dependant he has become on kent , on their relationship , the very thing he once ran from . " what do we tell her . . . ? " he questions , eventually blinking eyes open once again . he gets lost in the same forest he's dove into so many times before , and leans in more , forehead pressed to kent's . shared space and breath , he can nearly taste him . but he can't let that thought linger , or the memory of their night before . kent touching him , kent inside him . he takes a breath and shoulders roll while his weight shifts - physically shaking it away . not the time .

from iris to iris kent looks for validation . that this is recoverable , that they can explain away kasey's one covered anomaly from pattern , and it's so significantly deviating , at that . only one palm serves as tripod , remaining weighted counterbalance against kasey's shoulder . the other lifts to quivering jaw , shaking like he's hypothermic . the tightly-trimmed brunet thumbs against the knife's edge of kasey's jawline , swiping hot , saline streams against his skin . " well . . . " kent's adam's apple is sticky in his throat , bobbing slowly . " she —- " fear laces his wide eyes on kasey's behalf . heated palm drags up from the cap of kasey's side , fingers splaying like branches across his jumping jugular , cupping at the opposing side of that marbled jaw . between kent's palms , he holds kasey's despondent visage , wanting to be nothing more than a beacon of hope , when his own cheeks are tear-stained . " think about it , kasey . " stomach tight in knots , butterflies fluttering in his esophagus . can his boyfriend see his filleted heart ? " it's perfect . " deep wrinkles in his forehead as he attempts to swim up this white-water creek without a paddle . " it'll let —- " there goes that betraying trachea , squeaking without permission . his bottom lip dares to wobble , so he sucks it between his teeth . " it'll let me see you . "

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