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also always thinking about noah’s perceptions of the other boys and

1. about how ronan mourned for noah when they found out he was dead & he was the one to write remembered

2. about how gansey and noah reflect each other, with gansey’s escape from death setting them apart, and the way this sentiment is similar to noah’s thoughts about gansey in his pov chapter right before he slips out of time

3. about the significance of that “afraid of him, or for him” and how the demon took over noah first and adam later, so noah knew what it could do, and how adam could have failed to overcome the demon and wrest back control of his hands and eyes (afraid of him) but instead it was a horrifying struggle adam only just came out on the top of (afraid for him)

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My 2 fav book genres are: what the fuck richard and what the fuck andrew

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how can anyone ever hate kevin. he’s so babygirl like just look at this

he’s soooooo !!!

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pt.88: Kevin’s Q&A!! <pt.87

kevin redacted (patrick) day my gorgeous horrible little bitch i love you forever and ever. i sentence you to centrifuge

extra long post because he my wife

also introducing mouse monaghan! not an existing oc of mine (and thank god for it. couldn’t have those in public) so she’s only really here to torment kevin. for now 👀 also bc i think this is gonna open some doors for new flavours of bullshit from non-exy students at edgar allan being like right. what the fuck was all that. mouse is a history and politics student who came to EAU because (from canon) it’s a niche arts university and the week after she started this GODDAMN NERD in her 17th century IR class would not shut the fuck up and he was wrong about everything but never stuck around after class for her to push him down the stairs. but the internet presents so many new opportunities when you find out your class enemy is famous and online.

ANYWAY

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my personal jeremy headcanons because i miss him SO MUUUUCH and he deserves all the love in the world.

he has freckles EVERYWHERE. he hates mushrooms. he can dance really well. he sleeps with his mouth open & drools. he uses emoticons not emojis. he's a leg bouncer when nervous. he can throw a mean punch. he's killed every plant he's tried to keep. jean's lap is his favourite seat. he runs really warm when he sleeps. he's so star fish sleeper, foot hanging off the bed coded. he loves lazily sleepy morning sex. he's a cuddler. he can never be caught in all black - he'll wear bright coloured socks to combat it as long as he knows there's a splash of colour. he's an excellent kisser. his face is way more expressive than he'd ever realise. he's a messy crier. his smell combo is coconut and vanilla. he likes to dig his feet deep into the sand and feel it between his toes. he never has to brush his hair, it annoyingly falls perfectly into place. he sings in the shower. he has messy handwriting. he's bad at math. exceptionally BAD. he's never surfed before but if he tried i know he'd be good at it. he's really good at eating and driving. jean thinks it's a bad habit that he should kick but jeremy doesn't listen. he pouts. HE POUTS. he has annoyingly soft hands (it's unfair but jean loves them, he likes to trace the lines on jeremy's palms). he's such a gross boy sometimes he'll smell his clothes to determine if they need a wash or not (this is after he moves out with jean and has to learn how to do chores like a normal human and not a pampered white boy). if he can't make anything to eat he'll just eat cereal. he bites into ice cream and never gets brain freeze. blowjob KING!!! when he's older he'll need to wear reading glasses and he likes the super old fashioned ones with thick frames. he's a generous tipper. he's the annoying "feet on the dashboard" passenger. he loves being called "jean's boyfriend". he's a jealous little bean that WILL introduce himself as "the boyfriend" if someone is getting too close to his man. he's not ticklish at ALL & it's very weird (contradicting my last post it's fine). he's a "sit on the floor" guy and loves a good fluffy rug. he'd be one of those kids that always had scrapes and bruises bc he'd be falling all over the place, off trees, off bikes, you name it. leaf eater as a kid! he likes to steal laila's scented body oils and perfume oils. his favourite flavour of ice cream is vanilla (basic ass bit-). if he sits next to you on a couch he will stick his feet under your thighs. when he smiles he looks like his grandma. when jean tells him this he almost cries.

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I KNOW THE BRIDGE SCENE i’m actually never going to be okay about anything ever

also i LOVE THE FOOTNOTES I’m so glad those were included they’re such a perfect touch

anyways i just got to the part where griffin and sterling simultaneously shot each other. so that’s fun. RAMY MY BOYYY WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE. i feel like i knew something was going to happen to him but i was still shocked when it did yk. (it’s always the ones with the most life that get killed 😭) and there’s no time to even linger on it because there’s so much shit going on 😭 LETTY. i kind of saw that coming although i was debating whether she would actually do it or not but as soon as she went outside to “get air” i knew they were fucked 😭she is a very complex character though and i would love to know more about her motivations and all that. i know it’s only going to get worse from here so I guess i should prepare for that 😔

i KNEW this was foreshadowing something

😭 I don’t even feel bad because Lovell was horrible

i’m gonna be so real rn i did NOT see this coming. at all. like i was stunned. i was reading this on a flight back from a vacation and i just sat there in silence for like ten minutes

but yeahhh the foreshadowing!! everything about this book is so well-crafted it’s genuinely insane like the footnotes?? ROBIN??? that one robin and ramy conversation on that bridge just. aaah. he makes me SICK ray

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absolutely amazing things happening right now. I had to triple check that these were real

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we are in hell

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PYNCHHHHHHHKADJSHAKAJHB

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yay!!! i’ve heard it doesn’t have the happiest of endings so i’m preparing myself

i’m ~ halfway through and i really like the characters! i like their dynamics and relationships. they’re all so distinctly different from each other and yet trust each other so much and i especially love robin’s characterization (although they all have depth to them). i am NOT appreciating those moments of foreshadowing sprinkled throughout the scenes of joy (when it’s like “robin would think of this moment and wonder how they had trusted each other so easily” or “later, when everything broke in half…” etc) so i’m a little bit scared for them definitely. but i’m so hooked i can’t wait to finish it so i can ramble to you

GIA. I started reading babel and i’m like 20% through and IT’S SO GOOD. it’s so well written and i love the atmosphere. and everything about language and translation being a catalyst for peace but also colonization is so fascinating + it’s so well researched and i’m in love with the historical aspect. i’ve always been (somewhat) interested in languages and etymology and this is so cool I can’t wait to read more ahhh thank you 

ray wow you are going FAST i haven’t read in a couple days you’re gonna be done with the book before me at this rate. and YES the amount of research that’s gone into this book is just. incredible. i am constantly amazed. and the entire etymological aspect is so fjajdbsbd it’s got me stopping mid-sentence trying to figure out where a word came from during random conversations 😭😭

where’ve you reached btw??

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Kevin "I Won't Tell You I Care But I Will Always Ask You If You Are Able To Play To Make Sure You Are Fine After All" Day

Kevin "I Won't Talk About Any Of My Shit But If You Want To Talk About Riko I Know What It Is Like So I Am Open To That" Day

Kevin "I Have Kept My Father A Secret For Two Years But I Will Out Him So The Press Will Turn The Attention To Me And Forget About You" Day

Kevin "I Will Take Care Of Your Binder And Won't Look At It Because I Know How Much It Means To You" Day

Kevin "I Will Tell You To Run Even If You Are One Of The Best Assets Of My Team So You Can Survive" Day

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fell down the ec rabbit hole again and i’m now crying #aftgthings

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renee majoring in religious studies is so important to me actually. she’s so important to me.

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the crush mentions in jean’s wiki are everything

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another day & i am once again thinking of neil josten bringing out the “you know, i get it” speech at the exy banquet. you may think that riko moriyama didn’t die until the king’s men, but he actually died right there, when he was eviscerated in the spot in front of his whole team and also their biggest rivals