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The whole 7 minute video is literally living in my head rent free and i want it to pay up. 10 days. I have a family to feed please

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10 days ago i was living peacefully. But then i watched a video. I cant stop thinking about it. I'm not sure if it's haunting me or not. But i just know it's stuck in my head

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I think it's a wonderful idea for my socially anxious ass to be interacting with family members that i have never texted or called before, it's totally gonna be a fun time

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Just stopped crying about an assignment question asking what i would do if i found out i was an average person when all this time i thought i was gifted. Thanks, sir. Love the very personal question

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Friend got upset i was eating soap

First of all, it wasnt even that good. Second, i didnt swallow. Third, ive had better so i spat it out

Nothing to be upset about man

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Ugh that soap tasted awful. 4/10 at best

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People need to get reminded that your trauma shouldnt excuse the actions you take now. Just because your parents abandoned you, doesnt mean you have to lock up your partner in a high end apartment and keep them away from their family like a psychopath

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I just saw someone in the comments call the abusive guy in the story that has committed literal crimes, "red head daddy"

Does someone have a spoon to scoop my eyes out

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You ever just get so sad about a backstory explaining about their longterm devotion for them, giving more context for their current issues, and then get even more upset that theyre fucking the next frame like they were just arguing the last frame? Like excuse me? Where the hell did that come from?? A little warning next time, thank you

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You say one thing like "I cant with these feet fetished bitches sucking on my blood" and now your friend starts naming titles for a reader x mosquito fic. I just wanna go to sleep man

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I think my life would've been much better if i didn't read that fic. I feel like i wouldnt be sitting on my chair regretting my life choices.

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Lemme just say that gumball's reaction to getting touched in his sleep, WITHOUT CONSENT, being "please, marshall, take me..." is making me wanna defenestrate myself

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Was thinking about a story i read a really long time ago and told my friend about it. And then i decided "yknow what maybe i should reread some of these", so i opened a gumlee fic.

I havent even reached the second paragraph and i already wanna stop. What is this shit. Inhale exhale. I went, "ok ok, im overreacting, lets continue reading" and then i read more. It just got worse. I thought it was bad that marshall was jacking off while gumball was asleep. But it gets worse that it says here marshall has it all recorded.

How the hell did my young self let this slide? Like going, "mhm yea this is peak gay and normal and healthy"

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Yknow what? I think I'm now more convinced I'm a psychopath.

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I constantly think about how my mother said that our relative, who's been under a lot of teacher trouble lately because he's not doing well in school is just being lazy and slacking off.

She doesn't understand how hard he has it adjusting to our school's take in education, that plus the burden of online classes. I'm sure it's not what he anticipated joining this school in the first place. I can't blame him.

I've been told by my cousin, his best friend, that they haven't been contacting all too much, since he was busy with school. It's a lot to take in. I'm more or less sure that she just doesn't understand that adjusting to a form of lifestyle won't take less than a few months.

I was the same grade as him then and i wasn't doing well either. But the difference was that we had face-to-face classes. And just because another student is doing better doesn't mean you have to too. It's all a matter of practice and perfection. All of us have a different pace of progress.

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I was petting my cat while sitting infront of the open door. Then all of a sudden i hear some *psst* me from a distance and i don't mind it cause it might not be for me but when i try to pet her again, there's the *psst* again.

To whoever *psst* me, i hope your head gets bludgeoned by a fuckin sledgehammer. AND *PSST* ME AGAIN WHEN I TRIED TO TOUCH HER, IF NO ONE IS GOING TO DO IT, I'LL CRUSH YOUR SKULL MYSELF.

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There's something about the word 'ok' that makes me feel unsettled. Like, i'll be asking yes or no questions or informing someone of something and all they respond is just 'ok'. Did i do something wrong? Did i say something wrong? Am i annoying? Do you not like me? Did i do anything to annoy you? I don't know, and i don't want to ask because i'm afraid you'll think of me weird for asking or making something a big deal when it probably shouldn't be and i'm probably just being paranoid over nothing.