Text
(I'll Be) Home for Christmas - Steggy Fic Preview
Summary: December 1946: The Valkyrie is found - with Steve Rogers alive inside of it. But when he wakes up, he learns that there was a cost to his rescue – one that Steve’s not willing to let lie.
Not without a fight.
A/N: Merry Steggymas @rachlovesligers I'm your secret santa! You said you enjoy either wartime or Agent Carter setting, a bit of angst before a happy ending, and Peggy going on missions with the Howlies, so I hope you enjoy this! (It's compliant with season 1 of Agent Carter, and then that's where we diverge, though you'll see many familiar faces throughout).
Unfortunately for us both, it got a little out of hand, and it's going to take me more time before I can post the fully finished fic. But for now, please enjoy this little snippet! Thanks to @steggyfanevents for hosting!
Fic Preview:
He wakes up and instantly regrets it.
The lights were blinding, the machines he’s hooked up to were whirring loudly, and underneath the smell of a fully sterilized hospital room, there was the distinct stench of Howard’s cologne burning into his nostrils.
The realization that Howard’s here (wherever the hell here was) forced Steve to open his eyes anew, because if Howard was here then that must mean-
“Peggy?” he croaked.
“Just me, pal,” Howard told him, his smile strained, though Steve didn’t have much of a chance to take it in before Howard was flitting about him, checking his vitals, making notes and muttering to himself. “And boy am I glad to see you. I mean I’ve been staring at your beautiful unconscious mug for the last five days but seeing you awake-”
“Howard-” Steve began, grunting with the strain of the effort to sit up.
“Hey hey hey none of that, we’re still not sure the extent of the damage,” Howard told him, placing a hand on his shoulder to settle him back against the pillows (of which there had to be at least three).
“Damage?”
“It’s not every day we thaw a man who’s fully frozen. You might be remarkable but it’s clear we still don’t know where your limits actually end, especially now that you’ve reverted back from being a giant capsicle.”
“I was frozen?” Steve gaped.
“It’s how you survived the crash,” Howard explained, and though Steve was still shaking his head in disbelief, the other man moved ceaselessly around him as he worked. “The serum caused you to go into a hibernation state so we’ve had to wake you up gently and carefully, so to speak. Even then, it's been nothing but miracle after miracle with you. We were hoping to find a body to bring home but to find you perfectly intact – with a beating heart no less – and after all this time-”
“How long has it been?” Steve interjected, causing Howard to pause, if only for a moment. “Since we stormed Schmidt’s fortress?”
“It... Almost nine months, pal.”
Steve’s stomach twisted into painful knots.
“Peggy-”
“She’s not here,” Howard interrupted before he could even begin to finish his thought, needle and syringe in hand. “Now enough talking, I need you to stop moving so I can-”
“Where is-”
“Sit still-”
“Howard. Where’s Peggy?”
For the first time since he’d woken up, Howard properly stopped and looked at Steve, his gaze equal parts uncertain and sad, and it dawned on Steve that everything could have changed – it all did change – in the last nine months, and it was very much within the realm of possibility that Peggy had moved on. Not only did he miss their date, he’s been dead, after all.Â
Steve could feel his heart sink as he voiced his fear aloud.
“Did… Does she not want to see me?”
“She does,” Howard told him quietly, but firmly. “I-we-she was with me, searching for you this last time that I went. Hell, she’s the sole reason we got you back here in one piece.”
“Then where is she?”
Howard opened and closed his mouth several times before finally setting the needle and syringe on the bedside table and sitting down on the chair beside Steve’s hospital bed. Steve watched his friend wring his hands for several long moments before finally looking him dead in the eyes, expression grim.
“Hydra has her.”
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
New Years resolutions: do whatever i want forever
64K notes
·
View notes
Text
that’s enough emotions for a whole year. ciao
388K notes
·
View notes
Text

[Image description: a one panel comic of Captain Haddock and Tintin. Captain Haddock, looking haggard, says, "What a year, huh?" and Tintin replies, "Captain, it's Wednesday." End ID.]
1K notes
·
View notes
Note
Holiday greetings and good wishes! Your Steggy Secret Satna here, letting you know the elves (me) are working on your gift. I've loved jumping off of your suggestions and I hope you'll like the finished piece, though its taking a bit longer than anticipated. Would you prefer a preview of the work sooner or the final version slightly later than expected? Sending festive thoughts your way!
Hi Santa!!!
I am game to wait for the final version later than expected! Please take your time, I will be happy to receive it whenever you're satisfied with it.
It's so lovely to hear from you, I hope your holidays have been restful and restorative!
0 notes
Text
the real cancel culture is canceling every show after 1 season
13K notes
·
View notes
Text
1.03 | 2.00
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
i keep seeing soooo many ppl saying the canada post workers are selfish for striking right around christmas time and that they shouldve waited until january or whatever like omfg that is the point are you stupid!!!
27K notes
·
View notes
Text
i’m so glad earth only has one moon, if there were more i’d have to pick a favorite and that sounds too emotionally taxing to even fathom
388K notes
·
View notes
Text
hey kids did you know that computers didn't used to automatically connect to the internet. it used to make this screaming noise. we should have listened.
67K notes
·
View notes
Text
Dude it is SO FUN and EXCITING to see a reoccurring reader. If you've commented a handful of times on an author's work, I guarantee that they recognize you. You can't imagine how many times I've excitedly informed my friends "the person with the funny cat image commented!" "- anon is back!!!!" and the friends've recognized who I was talking about because I talk about my commenters so often LOL. We love you all!!!
30K notes
·
View notes
Text
I had a rough day. Bartender, one glass of the characters kissing, please
27K notes
·
View notes
Text
fun date idea: instead of anonymously bullying random fic writers, bully your elected representatives
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Hana-Rawhiti Kareariki Maipi-Clarke, the youngest MP in Aotearoa, starts a haka to protest the first vote on a bill reinterpreting the 1840 Treaty of Waitangi
76K notes
·
View notes