NSFW-. Not for those under 18 or the easily offended. Just a guy who grew up drinking Cafe con Leche that is trying to make sense of the nonsense of this world. May my blog be whatever you want it to be. I'd like to believe it is about...
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I wish I would have let my old self be cringe.
Let him show the world his poorly made poems, his comics, his ideas. Let him learn to find his people, to be noticed. Let him make mistakes, learn to take criticism.
I didn't have to be perfect, I was just a kid starting to find his place in the world. But I was so scared. So scared to be harmed, to be betrayed, to be worse than I wanted to.
So I hide behind the smoke of a cigarette. I made fun of the ones who were brave enough to be cringe, to show the world what they were thinking, what they were doing. Showing them I was better than anyone else because I was so cool to give a fvck, crying myself to sleep because I couldn't get out of the nutshell I put myself in to protect myself from the world.
I wish I would have let me do teenagers' stuff. Let me fail, let me try, let me learn about myself.
I'm sorry young me, I treat you so harshly, so strictly. I promise I will use my 20s to live the things you couldn't. Now we are safe. I promise.

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