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forgot about this till I saw it on my feed...

um day 2 - sage food/s an why?

Any leafy greens, strawberries, homemade bread, frosting for some reason??? oatmeal, corn thins, any lean proteins, tuna

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my brother who is like 1/2 and inch taller than me has longer legs by a noticeable margin this isn't fair, totally not jealous because my 13 year old brother is taller than me skinnier than me and a cis man 😂

Why do I have to have short legs, I swear I would look skinnier with long legs omg

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Why do I have to have short legs, I swear I would look skinnier with long legs omg

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Doulingo getting abit to relatable I fear

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I will never ever be flat chested i'm going to kms

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I'm less than 10lb lighter than my hw, i'm torn between it making my wl seem pathetic and being grateful i've always had a reasonably low weight

I think i've put on some muscle though so it's all good?

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im so tired yall. so torn between being fit and strong to frail and dainty and tiny like tf

CAN I LIIIIIVE CAN I FUCKING LIIIIIIVEEEEE

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doing this bc its all over my feed yay

Day 1, stats and expectations

I'm hovering around 4'11-5'0 I haven't actually measured or weighed myself in awhile and about 85 pounds

I'm trying to get back to my lw which is about 55 pounds (unrealistic ik since I was like 4'6 or smth then)

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I hate the holidays, having nothing to do makes not boredom eating almost impossible

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I hate december, I hate christmas and for all the wrong reasons. Its the only time me and my mum really connect but its always over food, swedish food. I can't ever ever pass that up because being in sweden and being with my family there was the only truly positive childhood experience I had

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you know a mf lonely when they are missing the bf who forced them to eat and recover and all around wasnt great (im mfers)

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hello tumblr, apologies to anyone who potentially cares for falling off the face of the earth, currently recovering from an attempt so probably going to try stay lowkey for abit for my own sakes but yeah

anyways super lq bc or smth under the cut, its 11pm and my cam quality is awful as per usual

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eating chicken and corn thins for brunch (I love corn thins with all my heart they are like 13 cals each I think)

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rosecvpiid333 bingo cuz i’m a narcissist

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I hate having muscular thighs, someone validate me i'm so done 😂😂

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nvm I can't come

I'm so done, school finished 2 days ago and i'm already eating more again because im bored

going to work with my mum tmr which starts at 5am and goes to midday so i'll eat bc its a physically demanding job and then I have therapy. Then since I'll still be out i'll go shopping

boom distracted all day

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I might be the fattest bmi 17 person to walk this earth get me out of here