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あなたの側になりたい

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[SUBBED] - Airi’s letter to Nanako (Nanako’s graduation Stage) Keeping my promise :) Sorry for the wait and enjoy. I really want to do this kind of things because I want them to stay forever as part of an history that just anyone may go and check whenever they feel like.

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Airin came omg T____T

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Suga Nanako☆Lastly…

Good evening!(●’w’●) Through the ups and downs in life (lit: fall 7 times, get up 8),  I’ll always fight without being discouraged. I’m Suga Nanako, also known as NanNan  and I’m 17 years old.♪ There’s been the very last Stage for me today. I’ve always treasured Stage performances,  ever since I was a research student. They’ve probably been the thing in which I could lose myself in the most and was most passionate about. The theater performances were the very first thing that, all together, made me…  worry,  cry,  laugh,  sweat,  and get completely absorbed. Stages have been really very important to me, also counting that I joined SKE in the first place because I was attracted by the performances in the theater. And today,  those Stages came to an end for me.  It feels weird somehow,  thinking that from now on I won’t be able to stand on that stage, dance and sing anymore… But to make up for that time I’ll carefully use it for the sake of my next step. Joining SKE, living a bustling everyday life,  I was able to fully realize the importance of time. Time passes if you don’t do anything,  and it passes even if you desperate hold on to any minute and any second. SKE48 taught me a lot of these things that should be quite obvious. And… I’d like to write something about the members. To me, members were the very first beings I could completely open myself up to.  The sides of me I never shown anybody,  always trying to make a good impression, the real me, who not even I myself was aware about… I could show everything in front of the members. I believe I’ve had really wonderful comrades. As for Team E’s members… Rena-san has so seriously looked over me,  worrying, praising me, doing so much for me…  Having been with her ever since the times of Team S, I always did nothing but depend on her…  Rena-san, who’s always so kind but that can be strict when there’s the need to.  I think it’s thanks to such a Rena-san that Team E members are now all heading towards the same direction. Iguchi-san’s feelings towards the Stages are very strong. I’ve been performing with her ever since the research students’ times, and the words of such an Iguchi-san - who’s always very serious - have an incredible persuasive power. So much that many times I got taken aback by her talking in tears… I like Iguchi-san, who treats me lightly but that sometimes acts all sweet with me.  Momona-san couldn’t perform with me today, but  she’s the sole member I’ve constantly shared Teams with.  It felt as if I got myself an older sister. There would’ve been no point in telling her "Truth is I wanted you to perform",  but I thought I’d definitely tell her anyway. Still, when I actually phoned her,  I ended up fawning on her like usual,  spitting all my feelings out.  Sorry if I’m always so cheesy, I look up to Momona-san, who looks constantly composed and is incredibly girly.  Reika-san… I’ve always thought she’s just like the sun. Her smile never disappears and she always laughs  as if she’s having a lot of fun! Reika-san, who does her best with her studies  while working in SKE, has been an encouragement for my heart.  Going through exams while working in SKE is so amazing I couldn’t even think of it!! And Reika-san who actually did it…is great,  and made me feel like I myself should do my best!! Reading her blog today made me realize that she felt the same way about me, which made me very happy. We’re kind of “war buddies” lol As for Yukko-san… …I believe there’s not many people able to speak out so frankly all the things they think… Yukko-san starts talking even about things everyone perceive as hard to say. I’ve been always fired up by Yukko-san’s passionate feelings about leading Team E! Madoka-san is… …one of the seniors I was together with  during my first hand-shake event,  the mini one in Sendai\Chiba. It’s ever since then that she kindly concerns about me. I was very happy when, after we got together in Team E,  having expectations on me,  she told me: “Let’s lead the team together!” I’m sorry I couldn’t live up to your expectations. But watching Madoka-san always giving her all, I feel like doing the same myself,  so from now on, when I’ll feel discouraged I’ll think about Madoka-san. (^^)／~~~ As for Kaneko-san… Despite being so hair-headed,  she sometimes goes very deeply into things, and thankt to that she brought the Team E back to the right way when it was about to run on an odd one.  I kept relying on her when it was about MCs… I’d like to become like Kaneko-san,  able to recognize even the smallest change… Kanon-san’s femininity… …I really wonder what that is(￣▽￣) I want it too lol Before getting in the same Team with her,  I used to think she was nothing but cute (sorry),  but I got surprised to see how really funny she is! Is Mei-san really younger than me? She’s so mature to make me wonder about it at times,  and makes me feel like I’d want to become just as mature as she is. Always so calm and wonderful. Personally I find it amusing to talk with Kanon-san and Mei-san. Their combination is perfect! I very sincerely admire Honoka-san’s figure..(￣▽￣) If I had a figure like hers I think I would go around showing my legs the entire year lol But no matter what I might do,  I guess I’d never get like that, so… Anyway Honoka-san is really amazingly kind! I wonder if she ever gets angry! lol I’d like to turn into such a gentle person. Now to Naru… It was the first time for me to see someone who was even more impertinent than me.  I thought I was quite impertinent myself… …but I’m nothing compared to Naru!! Still, Naru is also very sensitive. She understands everyone so well one would get like "When is that she got to observe everyone so much!?" Naru’s consideration made my heart feel warm so many times.  With Tsuu… …I’ve been really close in these past few months. We did lots of things together. She’s the first member I’ve gone out on dates so many times! She taught me a lot, gave me many advices and I did the same for her ♪ lol My relationship with her plainly smells like youth. I want to stay forever with Tsuu, who’s so girly, delicate but also very determinate! SugaNaga is the best! As for Nao… Our [NaoNan] never really took hold and we kept being called NanNao, but well… lol To me, Nao was someone I could considered I rival. I started feeling Nao’s amazingness ever since the very beginning and I’ve always admired her. We kept being aware of each other’s presence,  which is also why I managed to work hard until now.  Lately, we’ve had a very pleasant relationship in which we can feel very relaxed around each other. Ami is… …really a weird girl! I get surprised by all the things she does but, just as much, she also made me have a lot of fun. I like the honest Ami, who, even when I happened complained,  she would very seriously listen to me and she would also very seriously get angry!  I want for her to keep having forever the merit of being able to express straightly her feelings just the way she perceives them.  Rion is, maybe… …the very only members towards whom,  even if just a bit, I was able to act like a real senior. I couldn’t do much for the other research students,  but I did many things with Rion.  I love Rion’s voice when she calls me: “Suga-saaaaaaaaan!” I’d like to write more and more about the members,  but the time-limit is not going to wait for me, so  I only wrote about Team E members. I’m quite sloppy, so there are many members I’d like to write something about but I can’t… I’d like to keep writing something on Google +, since I’ll keep having it a bit more. Even though there’s a lot of things I’d like to write,  now that the time has come I can’t find the words… The same happened during the greetings in today’s Stage(._.) I wasn’t able to express everything, but in my own way I did my best to convey to you all I wanted to convey. I said it many times back then but, once again…  …thank you so much for all the love you gave me.

Suga Nanako

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The place where I belong (Ka・ω・)nonノ♪

Today we performed  Nanako’s last Stage,  which also was this year’s last. It was a pity that we couldn’t get all together to see her off, but,  I’m glad because it looked like NanNan was very happy  about all the surprises! In the end, I was able to see NanNan’s best smile, which I love so much,  and I’m happy because I myself could see her off with a smile. NanNan,  even now that you’re graduated,  let’s both work hard, okay?(・ω・)

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Nakanishi: Falling 7 times, getting up 8 

There was Nanako’s Graduation Stage today… She’s a very very important person to me. Nanachan photobombing in my pics, 

Nanachan, who eats the vegetables even though they were only meant to put some color to the fruits assortment we received… 

Nanachan, who plays doing things that used to be popular among grade schoolers…

The Nanachan I love so, so much. I’m sure that, independently from the path she’ll choose, Nanako will diligently face it straightly. That’s why I believe that she’ll be fine no matter where she’ll be. I hope that Nanako will keep, unchangingly, being the way she is, spending days thay won’t let her smile ever disappear. Nanako, let’s have fun together again some time, okay?

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「Lonely☆Juritan」 

Also, I would’ve liked to watch with my eyes Suga-chan’s last Stage, today. I loved Suga-chan’s intense performances.＞_＜ It’s not something one can easily do just by thinking of doing it vigorously. And Suga-chan’s dance in particular, despite being intense and strong,  is also very beautiful. Similarly to Katsuo-san, maybe. I received a huge stimulus watching her performance, since we’re almost the same age. I would’ve wanted to stand on the stage with her more, but …it’s not easy to be a high school student, after all.  I understand those feelings very well. It’s hard to make studies and work co-exist. ＞_＜ It would create many worries. Of course it’s hard not only for high school students… I’m sure it needs a lot of courage to make a decision… It feels lonely, but… …I want to support her! (tln: to clear doubts some may have - like Jurina, apparently does - Nanako DID NOT graduate because, unable to put on the co-existence of work + studies, she felt forced to choose. It was because she discovered that what she wants to do is something different, hence, in order to follow her real dream, she wants to focus on studies)  _________________________________________________________

Takayanagi Akane＊Cute, cute, cute, cute…so cute!

Today, in Nagoya,  Team E’s Suga Nanako-chan’s Graduation Stage  had been performed. Nanako,  thanks for your hard work. I’ve always loved Nanako’s performances. I’ll be able to be with her tomorrow, so I’ll be sure to treasure that time. I’ll write more about this tomorrow(^-^)*

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Nanacho’s Graduation Stage♯Furuhata Nao 

There’s been Nanacho’s Graduation Stage today. 

We all had side ponytails during the first performance. I feel like I can’t distinguish anyone lol As a surprise, we got to dance [Tsuyoki Mono yo] with the members of our period as research students.  I remembered about so many things… I was so happy to be able to dance together once again! I also had the privilege to read the letter written by Airi-san. It was a joy to see how happy Nanacho looked… The bouquet was made of beautiful rainbow colored roses.

Smiling pics…

And now an UP pic!

I hope for Nanacho’s future to become bright and enjoyable.

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♪僕の太陽

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