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They should invent a way to sit hunched over doing crafts that is Good for your body

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a good sailor will always return to the sea

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buddie marriage of convenience because eddie knows he’ll never be able to choose between buck and chris as his best man so the only logical solution is to make buck the groom

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THE SCHUYLER SISTERS

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would you still love me if I was british

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should i eat first or shower first *has phone in couch time for another 3 hours due to choice procrastination, a behavioral phenomenon observed in pigeons and rats as well*

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where is harry styles

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“First and foremost I’m writing for myself,” I hiss through my teeth, resisting the urge to refresh my email for an Ao3 message for the 100th time.

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another night tossing and turning thinking about the abby/buck/tommy conundrum… what if you were straight up ghosted by a woman you thought was the love of your life and then you ran into her later and she was happy but she was engaged to another man and you never really got closure and years later you start dating some guy and you kind of don’t even like him and you find out that he broke the heart of the woman who broke your heart because he was just with her as a safety net and then you’re like. isn’t that kind of what i’m doing to him? but you want to be better than that so you ask him to move in with you and he says no because he doesn’t think you’re ready but how many times do you have to learn the same lesson before you are ready? and then in the middle of all this your sister’s coworker won’t stop talking about glee

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eating ice cream before dinner religiously

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worst fear is that i write something from the heart and it gets mocked as #tumblrprose . second worst fear is big big big big ant colony conspiring to kill me to death

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Chris seems like the type of kid that will make a card for anything - whether it's for a special occasion or just cause he feels like someone needs a card - and I like to think every member of the 118 has there own little stack of cards from Chris.

Eddie and Buck obviously have the most, but to many people's surprise, Chimney has the third most cards from Chris, and everyone else falls somewhere behind there. Everyone keeps them, obviously, but Buck and Eddie specifically both keep their's in their own fireproof safes with their important legal documents and other things they wouldn't want to lose in a fire.

I also like to think that maybe once Chris has outgrown card making at the drop of a hat, Jee-yun is old enough to take up the role and Chris gets his own little stack of cards to keep.

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Imagining a world where Shannon lives and she and Buck have bobbymichael levels of bestiesm. They take trips to the farmer's market together. He always sides with her when she and Eddie are fighting. They go out for brunch on the weekends. They take Christopher to the aquarium and when people mistake them for a couple they're like oh ew lol no. We could've had it all.