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( @llvnas​ ) IT’S NOT OFTEN CALEB harrington - roberts is awestruck . but when he is , like with every other emotion , he is awestruck vehemently so . there is no in-between for a boy like him . his emotions work in binary opposites , he is either not sad at all or extremely , frightfully , outpour-of-tears sad . and in this case , caleb was c  o m p l e t e l y , undeniably , knees-weakening , heart-stopping-ly awestruck by the woman that barely even grazed his shoulder . he quickly turned around to follow the figure and without any hesitance called out for her , “ woah -- hey ! wait ! ” he jogged to catch up with the other and latched his fingers on her swaying arm . “ wait a second . wait . pause . ” he took a breath , still breathless from the beauty of the woman that stood in front of him , eyes darting from every feature , eyes , nose , lips , trying to take in her overwhelming beauty . and so he couldn’t help but utter ,  “ fucking hell , you’re so beautiful . ”

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“Beach Rats”, directed by Eliza Hittman, 2017.

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CALEB HARRINGTON-ROBERTS  - - ❛ EARTH  ❜

earthquake tremors run up their limbs while they yearn and ache , a crystalised sternum protects their cavernous chest . love and hard work erode their fingers , a magma heart pumps lava into the cracks of their sedimentary skin , sapphire eyes glimmer , delicately shrouded in mossy hair . ( source )

THEY SAY I’M WASTED POTENTIAL …

( HARRIS DICKINSON, 22, CISMALE & HE/HIM,  ) Check it out, it’s the ( HARRINGTON-ROBERTS ) heir, ( CALEB )! I bet the tabloids are giving the ( PHI SIGMA KAPPA ) house so much attention now that he is the ( MEMBER ). According to the last blast, the ( SOPHOMORE ) year ( FILM ) student are totally ( + IMAGINATIVE ) and ( + CHARMING ), but come off as ( - INSENSITIVE ) & ( - PEDANTIC ) most of the time. Though, I have a friend from (  ATHERTON, CALIFORNIA ) and they swear ( ROLLS OF FILM DISCARDED CARELESSLY AROUND HIS BEDROOM FLOOR , POSTERS OF THE MOVIES THROUGH THE DECADES GLUED ON WALLS , A CAMERA ROLL FILLED WITH MEMORIES HE’S TOO SCARED TO FORGET ) perfectly describes him. Honestly, I can see where they come from, ‘cuz whenever i see him, I swear, I can hear ( HOMEBODY ) by ( KAMAL ) in the background. 

MEANT TO MAKE MY DAYS ALL EVENTFUL . . .

one . a beautiful boy . a perfect heir for the company . they name him caleb , after the father’s great grand-father . barely a second had gone by and the man had already fabricated a plan for the little boy’s future . he was going to be tall , brawny with perfect blonde hair and sparkling green eyes with a smile that could get him anything . he would be docile and obedient and follow the paths of his father . he was going to be perfect . 

two . a beautiful boy . so innocent and naive , clueless about his predestined future . he runs around their grande estate and tends to his pony . he plays with the gardener’s kids and reads bedtime stories with mommy . he’s happy . why wouldn’t he be ? he’s perfect . he has all the toys he could possibly want , his friends love him , his family too . and like him , his life was beautiful too .

three . a beautiful boy . but adolescence came too quickly and so did the realisation of the ugly nature of his life .  people in fancy dresses and well-fitted suits flock to their homes , shake their hands , compliment their lights , their clothes , their smiles . but behind their kind facades was a grotesque person of malicious desires . betrayal was the beginning of everything . 

four . a beautiful boy .  but life is no longer beautiful . adulthood is approaching and innocence is long gone . he’s been exposed to the dark pockets of his world . the corrupt and lawlessness life of the rich was something he did not want . he begins to rebel . sometimes in his films , sometimes in his photographs ,  some through vandalising the cement near the major highways . it’s subtle at first , little bits here and there but all signs begin to point towards him . 

five . then he said fuck subtly . why should he hide his hatred ? why should he tame his detestation ?  so he revolted amongst the upper classes , catalysed a revolution against the injustice of social castes . he swore he would never be like them , thieves of the poor and helpless , villains of society . through his art he swore to himself that he will be the voice of the oppressed . to the rich , that is how a boy loses his beauty and that is what he sacrificed for his conscience . 

BUT SOMETIMES I CAN’T HELP BUT STAY AT HOME . . . 

camera around his neck . always carrying a camera around his neck , the phone camera is not edgy enough for him and it develops pictures that ( quote-on-quote ) do not evoke the particular emotions photographs are meant to . 

cigarette between his fingers . likes to smoke , but only for the aEsThetic . hates nicotine and knows its bad for him but he’s a chaotic dumb dumb ™ . will most likely tell you stop smoking and list all the bad things it does and then lighting his own  cigarette in front of you . 

theatrics and dramatics . he’s a major drama queen , will make a big deal out of every little thing . and he’s sad all the time because ( one ) he realises that he will never be able to save the poor and homeless and ( two ) he thinks he has to be sad because he thinks artists create their best art when they’re consumed with strong and/or sad emotions .

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Harris Dickinson in The Darkest Minds (2018)

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Show me some respect

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