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What I mean when I say I'm tired/spent/tapped out/out of spoons as a person with chronic illness:

I mean my body feels like it's made of lead.

I mean that walking feels like trudging through mud.

I mean that I ache all over like I did a full-body workout.

I mean that I hurt but I can't tell you where or what would make it better.

I mean that my thoughts are muddled and lost in a thick grey fog.

I mean that I feel the way you feel when you're "coming down with something" but you don't know what it is yet. I never know what it is.

I mean that the lights are too bright and the sounds are too loud and my skin doesn't feel right.

I mean that I need to sleep but I can't sleep and when I do, it feels like no rest at all.

I mean that I want to be out of this body, but it's the only one I have.

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life is literally so easy if you get scared you can just pretend to use the bathroom for 30 to 60 years

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Would being called big dog fix me? Who knows?

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Hey, y’all remember in P1 when GLaDOS’ Morality Core fell off and then she laughed and said “good news” and her whole tone of voice just switched and it was super chilling and a little gay and it absolutely fucking reverberated down your spine?

Good times.

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pelcan Mouth perfec t size for put baby in to n\ap! inside very Soft and Comfort baby sleep soundly put baby in Pelican Mouth. Put Baby In Pelican Mouth. no problems ever in peliccan mouth because good Shape and Support for baby neck weak of big baby head. Apelican Mouth yes a place for a baby put baby in pelican mouth can trust pelican for giveing good love to baby. friend pelican

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my personal favorite northernlion moment

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she took the pey wet in the divorce

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just made the most beautiful thing i've ever seen