Hey guys, so I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not being here more often. My life took a turn for the absolute worse. But I have great news because that happened I've been writing way more and being way more creative, I'm going to start to try to write everyday even if it's just a little short story, be patient lovelies I'm so very happy that you're following me, have a good day/ night 😘
I want to die I want to die, it's funny how everyone's looking around the room and then eye to eye to see if I'm serious or maybe I'm just a little curious to tell a friend I'm suffering means oh no it's okay you'll get better like maybe I'm just buffering the idea to tell a parent you want to leave is like telling god that he shouldn't have made Adam and Eve to want to die is like sticking a needle in your eye it's like floating in a river of blood it sounds bad but fun, to know one day it will end doesn't scare you at this time but just ask Elvis and Busta rhymes, let me ask you this if you knew it were your time would you go along with your day or send a bullet through your brain
Also, today is my parents’ anniversary! They’ve been married for thirty-eight years, and together for forty.
I don’t want to preach, but if you are ever afraid because you are asexual. If you have a relationship that isn’t based on romantic love. Mom is asexual. She also said no to my dad’s proposals three times because she wasn’t in love with him, and she was and still is repulsed by sex.
When Dad asked the fourth time, my mom broke down in tears. Because she didn’t want to break his heart, because she still cared about him so damn much even if what she felt wasn’t romantic love. Because the only reason she would have sex with him or anyone was because she wanted to have her own children. And you know what?
Dad still wanted to be with her, from the time he was eighteen until they both were ready for the grave. Because he didn’t want to ever be without his best friend in the whole damn world. Mom meant that much to him.
I can count on one hand how many times my parents have ever kissed in front of me, and every time was on the cheek. But their hugs are the most heartfelt you’ll ever see. When they laugh together, you know there’s a deep love between them. They truly are each other’s best friends.
So congrats, Mom and Dad! For always being there for each other, for me and my brother, and for my husband and our friends. You are both amazing, wonderful people, and I am so glad that you found one another.