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⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀lee ji-ah as 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓 𝟎𝟎𝟑.

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𝒐𝒐𝒄.⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀still didn't do everything i should bc it's really a bad weather here (read: hella is freezing and feeling like a living ice cube), but going slowly and foward. also was thinking about ji-ah and her headcanons, i hope i can do some of than soon enough.

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⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀@manager016 has received a starter from ji-ah .ᐟ

⠀⠀she stood still, watching the pools of blood as everyone left the game room. her white sneakers were stained with blood that wasn't hers. should this have calmed her down? because the effect was exactly the opposite. it was as if invisible chains were tied to each leg, making walking a difficult and agonising task. her hands were so cold they felt like ice cubes, while her gaze remained fixed on the blood on the floor. if she looked a little longer, would be swallowed up by it, drowning right there.

⠀⠀maybe it was a way to deal with everything. to give up.

⠀⠀she heard the soldiers say something, but her mind was so elsewhere that her ears couldn't make out the words. ❝ what...? ❞ her voice was low, uncertain, making it sound like a young, frightened girl. and wasn't that exactly what she was at that moment? glanced up at the pink uniform and saw the square on one of their masks, blinking several times. ❝ what is it? ❞ she asked again, trying to organise her thoughts for whatever was about to happen. couldn't say why she was so paralysed, so affected by something it was becoming part of her routine. or maybe she knew and just didn't want to name it.

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⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀player @388s has received a starter from ji-ah .ᐟ

⠀⠀people were strange, acting strangely and differently in the same situations. perhaps it was that made humans being, well, humans. everything so incomprehensible. and ji-ah noticed this as she walked gently through the place and observed a group around her exchanging food or sharing it with those who needed it most. she raised her eyebrows at this, finding it peculiar that, in a game where greed seemed to prevail, they were sharing. she'd never have been able to bet on that, of all the things could have happened. could imagined some kind of revolution or fight over pieces of food, especially when noticed those who had voted to stay were not so patient, peaceful, or any other positive adjective.

⠀⠀but she couldn't believe her own action, as if watching from outside her own body.

⠀⠀❝ do you want it? ❞ she offered the small bottle of milk received from the soldiers to a guy standing near the group that had seemed so curious to her. 388 was on his chest, which made her think how they were just numbers after all. why had she done that? it's very different from what she'd have expected of herself. ❝ i can't drink it anyway... ❞ she said in a soft low voice, partly to justify her abrupt approach and partly to herself, after all, she could just keep it. could've thrown it away. anything, really. she held out her hand, waiting for a response, feeling a little bit stupid.

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❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ (sang-woo)

⠀⠀ji-ah's eyes were wider than usual, and while wasn't sure why, with so much going on around there, it was hard to imagine what wouldn't cause a reaction like that. she bit her tongue lightly when heard his words, as if they were unreal, bitter. worst than blood. she had lost count of how many people had died up to that point, and the agony only increased, as if someone had taken her heart and was stepping on it. it wasn't as if ji-ah was a person who cared so much about strangers; her history showed quite the opposite, but being there had a different effect. for the first time, she understood how life was worthless, or how it had a very low market price.

⠀⠀for the first time, she felt like a commodity. and she's a woman, after all.

⠀⠀looked up at sang-woo, trying not to bite her tongue again. ❝ being sorry gets us nowhere... ❞ the words came out colder than she could have anticipated, with a wave of hopelessness coursing through her body, like a snake preparing to strike. ❝ now that we're here, the focus is on surviving, or whatever we have to do. ❞ she used to be a woman of few words, didn't know how to make allies and something told her it was better that way. however, she looked at his face once more, looking for something. ❝ do you think there's any hope of us getting out of here or is it just a matter of waiting to see when it happens? ❞ she asked, but soon took a bite of the food they had been given.

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𝒐𝒐𝒄.⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀i'll be working on drafts and asks later bc it's too damn cold here, i feel i'll end up freezing. no jokes… but i'll be around anyway. ( know if you're in a warmer weather i'm sooooo jealous of you… )

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give a ᡣ𐭩 in this post to receive a random starter from ji-ah .ᐟ

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( 지아 )⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀𝒋𝒊-𝒂𝒉: refined wisdom, beautiful purpose, or elegant intelligence.

❝ today's a shade of disbelief inflict 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒎𝒆 you sent to me. i can entrust a new meaning, i'm not ready. so is this what it feels like 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 . . . tell me, 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝 .ᐣ why does it feel like help will never come? maybe i'm the one i'm running from. it's too much to carry. 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒚. lift me up . . . ❞

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[ 04 ] sender discovers receiver trying to style their hair but failing. :]

⠀⠀"next time you enter a life-and-death game, remember to bring a hair clip," ji-ah thought to herself as she tried to arrange her long black hair in a way it wouldn’t get in her way at any point. it'd be awfully tragic and comic to die because a strand of hair blocked her vision or someone managed to pull it in a dangerous moment. she was trying non-stop to find a way as soon as possible, her hands moving faster than humanly possible to do something that would stay in place because, in truth, there was no way of doing that. it was more of an excuse for her brain not to think about what was really happening there. not freak out. not scream so loud everyone would look at her and see how she's a pathetic little girl.

⠀⠀she tried to tie her hair in a knot, as older girls used to do when back in her childhood memories, but ji-ah was always afraid of copying them and having to cut the hair. her vision was always on superficial little things. at one point, she loosened her hair with force and anger, pulling it lightly without even realizing she was doing it on purpose. to hurt herself, just a little. it was like those cartoon scenes where the character goes crazy and pulls their hair as if it will solve everything that's happening in their life. it was only in that very moment she noticed someone was watching. great!

⠀⠀a soft, shy laugh escaped her lips. she shoved her hands into the pockets of the hideous green jacket and felt as if her face was burning. it wasn't enough everything that was happening, she still had to be embarrassed. for a moment, ji-ah pondered what was worse: the humiliation of being in a game like that or the humiliation of acting like a silly girl for others to see. ❝ tying my hair has never been so complicated... ❞ it was the only thing she could say, smiling awkwardly and wanting to bury her head in the ground. ❝ i hope there's no game about that. ❞ what had she just said? she needed to shut up right away because the anxiety was starting to speak for itself, using ji-ah's lips.

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Jisoo | Newtopia Episode 06

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aut 𝑣𝑖𝑎𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑎𝑚 aut 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒎.ᐟ

⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀oh, ji-ah, what have you done with your life .ᐣ⠀⠀ ( tortured by 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂 .ᐟ she/her, gmt-3, +25 )

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✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose quotes taken from various characters from hades (supergiant games). these quotes are from the first game of the series. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst! feel free to edit as you see fit, especially since some are gendered.

❝ i’m leaving. try and stop me. ❞ ❝ that could have gone better. ❞ ❝ why can’t you just stay? ❞ ❝ i wish you could come with me. ❞ ❝ you’re coming with me. ❞ ❝ i have to take you back. ❞ ❝ but for you, i will be making an exception. ❞ ❝ whew… they’re gone. ❞ ❝ now, come on, we got places to be! ❞ ❝ may the fates favour your journey. ❞ ❝ oh you know, i’d rather have my eyes put out, but thanks for offering! ❞ ❝ if only… ❞ ❝ you should be ashamed of yourself, and learn your place. ❞ ❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ ❝ you’re late. ❞ ❝ will i see you soon? ❞ ❝ did you miss me? ❞ ❝ i’m home. ❞ ❝ we’re heading home. ❞ ❝ you… came back? ❞ ❝ i hope i didn’t keep you waiting very long, did i? ❞ ❝ is something wrong? ❞ ❝ i can’t believe this. ❞ ❝ i’m in your debt. ❞ ❝ there’s going to be payback, you know. ❞ ❝ … damn you. ❞ ❝ this is for you. ❞ ❝ do you remember me? my name is—ah, nevermind. ❞ ❝ i’m not who you think i am. ❞ ❝ keep following that heart of yours. ❞ ❝ to hell with this place! ❞ ❝ fear is for the weak. ❞ ❝ oh, look at you, you poor, poor thing, you’re hurt! ❞ ❝ you’re such a sweetheart. ❞ ❝ you brought this on yourself. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me, mate. ❞ ❝ please, i don’t want to do this… ❞ ❝ you don’t have to do this… ❞ ❝ only the best for you. ❞ ❝ i hope you’re right. ❞ ❝ gods grant me strength… ❞ ❝ that is the worst idea i think i’ve ever heard. ❞ ❝ do you understand how little sense that makes? ❞ ❝ look what i found! ❞ ❝ something’s changed about the beating of your heart. ❞ ❝ no wonder they don’t like you. ❞ ❝ wish i could be there to see your face. ❞ ❝ i’ll earn your favour yet. ❞ ❝ how bad could it be? ❞ ❝ hello there, handsome. ❞ ❝ … this is the cheesiest thing i’ve heard from you. ❞ ❝ what has gotten into you? ❞ ❝ blood and darkness! ❞ ❝ lucky for you, i’ve no pride like many others here. ❞ ❝ it’s over. i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ go. away. i won’t repeat myself. ❞ ❝ i knew your heart was true. ❞ ❝ let’s kiss and make up! ❞ ❝ mischief, me? oh please! ❞ ❝ i don’t know how you can stand this kind of thing… ❞ ❝ you tried. that’s what matters. ❞ ❝ a man after my own heart… ❞ ❝ why won’t you give up? ❞ ❝ ever so stubborn, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ life and death, one and the same. ❞ ❝ you’re running from yourself. again. ❞ ❝ what do you want from me? leave me alone. we’ve nothing to discuss anymore. ❞ ❝ i cannot bring myself to stay upset with you forever. ❞ ❝ the truth is i’m a lover, not a fighter. ❞ ❝ i have to see her! ❞ ❝ so how goes wilful disobedience of late? ❞ ❝ you think all these gifts will make things go back to the way they were? ❞ ❝ we’re older now—i’d hope we’re wiser, too. ❞ ❝ i have to go. ❞ ❝ we were having such a good time! ❞ ❝ time is up. ❞ ❝ you’re so reckless. ❞ ❝ thank you for always keeping me on my toes. ❞ ❝ your luck’s run out. ❞ ❝ i don’t know why i bother with you, honestly. ❞ ❝ may i call you my friend? ❞ ❝ i’d like to make a toast, to you! ❞ ❝ no need for special thanks. ❞ ❝ i’ve some memories i’m not quite ready to give up on yet. ❞ ❝ i’ll break your heart. ❞

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DISCOVERIES!

reverse it, switch it up a bit, do whatever you want!

[ 01 ] sender discovers receiver trying to take care of their own wound very badly.

[ 02 ] sender discovers receiver trying to see something on their body with the aid of a hand mirror.

[ 03 ] sender discovers receiver attempting an ineffective 'home cure' for their illness.

[ 04 ] sender discovers receiver trying to style their hair but failing.

[ 05 ] sender discovers receiver precariously carrying way too much.

[ 06 ] sender discovers receiver doing home improvement incorrectly / dangerously.

[ 07 ] sender discovers receiver sitting outside after getting locked out.

[ 08 ] sender discovers receiver sitting on the ground trying to attract a street cat.

[ 09 ] sender discovers receiver looking at rings in a jewelry store.

[ 10 ] sender discovers receiver crying alone.

[ 11 ] sender discovers receiver dancing in their underwear.

[ 12 ] sender discovers receiver throwing something across the room.

[ 13 ] sender discovers receiver eating the sender's leftovers.

[ 14 ] sender discovers receiver writing / drawing in their journal.

[ 15 ] sender discovers receiver building a pillow fort.

[ 16 ] sender discovers receiver fast asleep in a weird spot.

[ 17 ] sender discovers receiver yelling at the television / a video game.

[ 18 ] sender discovers receiver terrified of a small bug.

[ 19 ] sender discovers receiver baking / cooking in a messy kitchen.

[ 20 ] sender discovers receiver trying to move something way too heavy.

[ 21 ] sender discovers receiver on the floor after they fell.

[ 22 ] sender discovers receiver drinking their fifth cup of coffee of the day.

[ 23 ] sender discovers receiver curled up on the bathroom floor after being sick.

[ 24 ] sender discovers receiver playing with fire, literally.

[ 25 ] sender discovers receiver snooping around where they shouldn't be.

[ 26 ] sender discovers receiver wrapping a present for sender.

[ 27 ] sender discovers receiver rearranging the room yet again.

[ 28 ] sender discovers receiver watching the latest episode without sender.

[ 29 ] sender discovers receiver with their head in the freezer trying to cool off.

[ 30 ] sender discovers receiver soaking wet with no obvious explanation.

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( aut 𝑣𝑖𝑎𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑎𝑚 aut 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒎.ᐟ )⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀player 003, named ji-ah, was one of the many who played the squid games. her status right now is 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄.

tortured by 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂 .ᐟ ( she/her, gmt-3, +25 )⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀heavy content will be developed on this blog, minors won't be accepted. oc from netflix squid games.

MEET PLAYER 𝟎𝟎𝟑 AND HER 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒.

⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒆𝒔 .ᐟ

very simple rules around here: 𝒊. i won't interact with minors muns. 𝒊𝒊. i don't have many triggers, just rape. 𝒊𝒊𝒊. all my threads will have trigger warnings whenever there is something. 𝒊𝒗. i don't accept any kind of prejudice or disrespect here, if it happens I'll block it. 𝒗. i like ships, but i only do them with chemistry. 𝒗𝒊. my ask box is open to memes and I also accept starters whenever they want to send me something. ⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀ my rules may be updated at any time.

⠀⠀ ⸻⠀⠀𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓 𝟎𝟎𝟑 .ᐟ

NAME⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀lee ji-ah.

PLAYER⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀003.

AGE⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀30 years.

SIGN⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀ sun in aries, moon in leo, ascendant in virgo, venus in leo and mars in virgo.

BIRTHDAY⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀12 april.

FAMILY⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀[redacted].

GENDER⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀ cis woman.

PRONOMES⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀she, hers.

SEXUALITY⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀bisexual.

PROFESSION⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀influencer.

LANGUAGES⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀ korean, japanese, mandarin & english.

MBTI⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀enfp.

HEIGHT⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀1.60cm.

POSITIVE TRAITS⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀ uninhibited, committed, clever, loyal & sharp.

NEGATIVE TRAITS⠀ ⠀ ⸻⠀ ⠀impatient, stubborn, cruel, rude & jealous.

possibly one of the most observant players, she's not easy to make an alliance with and prefers to stay in the shadows to avoid attracting too much attention to herself. which is a contradiction with her persona outside of the game, but after losing everything and throwing her name in the mud, not being recognised or anyone caring about her presence is comforting. she has a debt of 7 billion won, but nobody can figure out exactly what she owes. anyone who knows her past as jia, the influencer, knows she had problems with gambling and drugs, to the point where her family turned their backs on her. her father is very wealthy, but nobody knows exactly what he works with either. ji-ah lost her way by getting involved with bad company and now prefers to play alone, knowing that if she dies it will only be her fault. however, she still retains some of her old personality and isn't very keen on playing against other players.