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Shadowed Past

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Fates Entwined

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ZAYNE CONTENT WHEN. On my KNEES BEGGING FOR BEAUTIFUL BUTCH ZAYNE. 🧎‍♀️

she says hi

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HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SAVE ME

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Zayne in the Fragrant Possession card: “Did you know that my girlfriend won the Best Rising Hunter award? She’s my girlfriend. My girlfriend is on TV. My girlfriend did an interview for winning an award. She’s in a magazine. Excuse me, can I get 20 copies of the magazine my girlfriend is in? My girlfriend is in it. She won the Best Rising Hunter award. You there, random citizen, your hands are empty, would you like a copy of this magazine my girlfriend is in because she won the Best Rising Hunter award? Take three, my girlfriend is in it.”

Coworker: “Didn’t you win the best cardiovascular surgeon award?”

Zayne: “We’re talking about my girlfriend’s award always and forever and everything before it doesn’t matter, thanks, take a magazine.”

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I have not been able to stop thinking about the ending of Zayne's new card. Zayne... MC... You will ALWAYS be famous to me 😭❤️

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He's never beating the brat tamer allegations.

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From the 'Person I like'

To the 'Girl I love'

We've always felt Zayne's selfless love through his actions, but hearing him admit it just hits different.

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"I'll miss you, no matter where you are"

Twitter

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hey zayne. i love you

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Today’s Maid of the Day: Kokomi Teruhashi from The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.

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watch me jinx myself by trying to settle down, kick back and relax and get attacked and mauled by my anxiety like a random rabid raccoon biting into my neck out of nowhere

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Lazy meaningful doodle about my self-punishing habits

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LMAO the way he says "slightly cool" here he sounds like those asmr "do my skincare/make up with me" peeps 😭😭😭 sylus asmr skincare artist era someone draw him doing videos HWKAHSBSBS

he is NOT beating the silly allegations and that's fine (what a loverboy he'll do anything you ask 🥰)

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thinking about baphomet, monster guy who had never had a sliver of empathy but a one-track mind of fight, be strong, and kill, hesitating to kill Loki after gunning him down so quickly, 'cause he saw his story.

that even if inside he is the monster baphomet, he understood primally

because he too has fought all this time just to live, and living in a human body, he's also learned he's not invincible

that the human society he just wanted to be a part of was much more crueller and complicated

and he hesitated because suddenly he was a human being shown a story of a little boy screwed over by society.

my bro gained the ability to empathize and i love that for him nothing like human empathy horror I love when people catch all sorts of feelings and emotions i cant wait for the next season

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Im gonna rant about I Was The Final Boss as I analyze the characters everybody is not seeing the way the author intends to present them, and provide insight on Baphomet and Reaper's relationship.

I don't like how people are shitting on Baphomet's feelings towards Reaper.

Calling it sudden, ingenuine, out of nowhere.

It breaks my heart that people absolutely missed the point of his child-like smile in the first chapters when he finally felt human emotions.

That Baphomet had always been capable of so much more--why else would he have developed a consciousness when he was a Mob Monster, and climbed his way up the tower?

Why else does he feel so much emotions like rage when he realizes how weak he is? When people break his toys, people he's fond off in his own Baphomet way of being battle-crazed?

Why else does he seek life outside the tower--why else did he, with all his heart, wish to be human?

Baphomet has long since expressed humane characteristics even when he was a monster---it started with curiousity, envy, and then fondness.

I don't understand why he can't fall in love when he can feel anger for people in his own baphomet ways. (He remembered the crew that followed him around in the mines even if he didnt remember their names and took revenge. He cherishes the grannies in his neighborhood. He even thinks of Beelzebub as well, feeling partially responsible for the guy turning into a human child when it was indeed his own very selfish wish, and not the demon's.)

From the very start, ever since he questioned the status-quo and climbed the Abyssal tower to be its boss, he had already stopped being just a demonic beast shackled by the system.

Like a human, having free will and doing whatever the hell he wants---why wouldn't he also fall in love?

Remember that Baphomet is a demon beast that has long since stopped being JUST a beast, ever since he started fiddling with the damn smartphone in the tower and started listening to music and harboring interest in humans. He's actually not as incapable of these human emotions like love that people seem to think. Yes, even if he's battle-crazed---which is why I love his character actually, he's not just a protagonist in a box!

HIM, GOING THROUGH HUMAN EMOTIONS AND EXPERIENCES IS ONE OF THE MAIN POINTS OF THE STORY that you can DEFINITELY see the author put a lot of care and thought into showing.

Gradually learning empathy, which made him hesitate to kill loki. falling in love with a human who kissed him out of nowhere, and feeling his heart flutter at that, she occupies his thoughts and then seeks out to see what it's all about, only to be rejected--god, I loved that chapter. all of which he, too, criticizes himself for, but that's because---he's literally "human" now! He is no longer trapped in the tower, no longer shackled by his "base program" of "kill humans," and has free will and free thought, all of which he is discovering as we progress into the story!

It's literally just him, former demonic beast, being "human."

If his eyes can sparkle and marvel at the ocean when he first saw it, if he can take interest in games and love human food, while all the while being genuinely faithful and sincere towards his battle in life of being the strongest being in the world and uh, being obsessed with tearing limbs apart.. why can't he grow especially fond of a particular human and embrace the feelings that come with it?

He had great chemistry with Reaper---they were these polar opposites that you wouldn't begin to wonder why he'd be fascinated with her---because she didn't make sense, but Baphomet had always been curious, despite his deadpan and idgaf moments. She was comfortable to be around with, and she understood one thing about him best---that he was someone who didn't understand a lot of things, and she accepted that. Still got along with him well and NEVER held his ignorance against him.

There was also her recurring ideology---an understanding of demonic beasts being more than just creatures to kill, but creatures that can be reasoned with. Creatures with wills. Being treated like any other human, capable of evil? I cannot see how that isn't going to be interesting to Baphomet, and it had always shown how he considered her words and listened.

It may be questionable, as a thorough victim of the Gate Shock. Why doesn't she hate them? Why doesn't she despise them?

The thing is---in those moments of her trauma, and even as she lived on---Reaper despises herself the most.

How powerless she had been. Which is also why she kept emphasizing how strong Baphomet is.

To her, the one at fault wasn't the monsters who surrounded and killed everybody they touched.

It was also the hunter who took advantage of her mother and the granny. And of course .. her, who had no choice but to eat her mother's corpse to survive.

So I don't understand how people are missing this about Reaper.

I don't understand why Baphomet can't fall in love.

I don't understand why it's out of character, for this character who used to be just an entity programmed to only kill and be killed---who already went against that system and developed his own thoughts, opinions, and questions as a simple mob of a demonic beast---to develop romantic feelings towards the only person who showed him softness and intrigued him so.

I actually like that he instantly confronted his feelings once he knew what it implied, it's very in character of him to not be afraid of confrontation! It's very in character of him, to first be in denial, and then finally, follow his curiosity, never afraid, but cautious and curious.

SPOILERS AHEAD AS I CONTINUE TO YAP

That's what makes the season finale all the more painful, and while it upsets me for the author to suddenly spring unto us that Reaper had another personality within her that earned the name of being the Apostle of Gluttony---

(AN EDUCATED GUESS from Yeoruem completely being conscious as she asks him to save and kill him... There is A LOT MORE that happened to Reaper that, I think, just couldn't be fitted in the events of the finale, and is something to be thoroughly investigated in season 2.)

---who took the brunt of the trauma from the Gate Shock, and all the while have her instantly try to kill Baphomet.....

My guy didn't even have any moment to spare to know what's going on, just that he felt so betrayed, confused---why else did he instantly activate the code?

For that day, he lost his will to fight.

I'd like to think, the moment he was fighting her, that just like how he was able to see Loki's past, he watched her as well.

And understood that she had turned into a monster that needed to be killed, whose only salvation is death.

For his first fucking love to turn out like that, my heart breaks for him, and the fact that y'all don't see any of it at all. how this was a huge fucking slap to the face of his fate.

That even as a human, his fate is destined to be bloody.

That's what bothers me the most and I need people to know!!!! That Minu Cha!!! Baphomet!!!! Is not!!!!!! incapable!!!!! of developing feelings!!!!!! even if you headcanon!!!!!! him as ace!!!!!

Disliking him for being actually so human, to fall in love easily, how ironic when that's the story that people gloss over with how cool and merciless the author paints him to be most of the time.

After this though, love is gonna be the very last thing in his head.

But I hope, Reaper's death won't be in vain. I want her to taint him so much, the image of her, everything that she was, that she'd be like a stain in his red shirt.

I want to see her in the things he does, not just completely erased like this, and find out what in the ever living fuck happened to my girl.

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i love you timeskip Shiki u were grown ur scars r cool and u will be forever missed