calnesiac

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Solomantha ship art repost 3rd attempt, dm for uncensored version (no one is gonna dm bro💀🙏🙏)

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Hi agaun

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Maybe I’m insane but doesn’t he kinda look like Dylan idk maybe it’s just me

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*cuts him in half*

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Just some duds being dudes

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INTRO I NEED MOOTS!!

plz i'll draw u!!!!! srry idk how 2 make intros

⌖ aleksander (sasha)

⌖ 5teen

⌖ he/him , cis , schizotypal ,,,

⚠︎ NO DNI!!

⌖  i'm a bit of a newgen,,, and awkward as shit but plz talk to me i'll glaze u,,, even tho i'm a bit of a freak n like every other chronically online 4ch larper teen tccer but i won't do anything,,,,,,,,,,,,

i'm ganna post art/animations + infopost  =D

i speaking eng🇬🇧, cn🇨🇳, ru🇷🇺,, 

DON'T LEAVE YET!!

⌖ fav cases/perps: eric n dylan, nikita n artyom, adam lanza, seung-hui cho, andrew blaze, viktor n igor, vladislav roslyakov, dylann roof, pekka eric, salvador ramos, colt gray, ted kaczynski, alyssa bustamante, laaiti ekenstéen + A LOT MORE I FORGOT,,, 

⌖ likes/interests: guns (autos  n slamfires), fucking airsoft, drawing n animating ofc, old flash stuff, early 2000s slop, lolwcows, guitar/piano, producing w fl studio, skating, MUSICC, movies like donnie darko, wpd/deadhouse, walks/forests, elephant 2003, zero day, duck

⌖ games: cry of fear, afraid of monsters, silent hill 3, stalker, metro 2033, tarkov, cs2, black ops, mw og, gta, yume nikki/2kki

⌖ music: расчленённая пугачова/злые гномы (evil gnomes), shoegaze like whirr, slowdive, have a nice life, lsd and the search for god, ALEX G, duster, maidcore, post-hardcore like title fight, underground rap, YABUJIN, haunted mound, emo like daddy's hands, everyone asked about you, modern baseball, kizaru 3d, найтивыход, voidvoice717, hardstyle, post punk, дубовый гаайъ, кино, kmfdm, nin, punk like оргазм нострадамуса, purgen, minor threat, negative xp, fbf

⌖ here is my retarded ass self + art =D

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I had a vision

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its rly important to me that all of you know this is an image of BLADEE NOT ANDRE LMFAOOOOOOO

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Do you think that you’re a threat to society? 🙂

Me??

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it ain't cool to shoot up ur school!!

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Nine Inch Nails interview 1992 for Broken

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dylan wanted to die.

eric wanted to kill.

they sat side by side,

but looked in different directions.

for dylan, this was an exit —

a way out of the ache,

a way to erase himself from the world,

to finally stop feeling

like he was a mistake.

for eric, it was a plan —

a strike against those he believed

deserved to vanish.

he didn’t hide his hatred — he breathed it.

he wanted power.

he wanted to show

he could be a god

since no one let him be human.

dylan searched for peace.

eric — for destruction.

in dylan’s writings —

there were words about love, about emptiness,

about wanting to disappear,

about how painful it was to be who he was.

in eric’s journals —

rage, schematics, calculations,

pages full of fury and dreams of annihilation.

and yet — they aligned.

their loneliness overlapped,

their pain and anger became two pieces

of one terrible mechanism.

dylan was unsure.

he doubted until the end.

he wrote that he didn’t want to hurt anyone.

but he no longer believed

there was any other way out.

and with eric — at least it could end loudly.

he didn’t want revenge.

he just didn’t want to live.

and when emptiness eats you from the inside —

you’ll cling to anything that feels like meaning.

even if it’s terrifying.

dylan left because he didn’t know

how to stay.

eric left because he wanted

to be remembered.

and that —

is the most frightening difference.

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Spelling inconsistencies

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TCC PERPETRATORS AS SINGERS/BANDS

Don't attack me if u don't think it fits 💔

(Also, if you have ideas tell me :3)

ADAM LANZA: Rebzyyx

DNEPROPETROVSK MANIACS: Crystal castels

ERIC HARRIS AND DYLAN KLEBOLD: Yeat

NIKOLAS CRUZ: King von

PEKKA ERIC AUVINEN: Lana del rey

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i opened tumblr my teacher was fucking behind my and i fucking got blinded by suicide pics