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// Realizing that I need to take a hiatus. :/ Mental health isn’t the best rn, I’ll admit, and that’s affecting my roleplaying most of the time. Ugh. I’ll be back though, so don’t worry!

                    --Pazzy

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                                    And I won’t fucking let them. 

                    Camilla de Lillo Bonanita graphic

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@resentingalegacy

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   “Yes, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care if blood gets on them.” Camilla doesn’t like where this conversation is going, but she’s not showing it. Instead, she shoves her hands under her armpits, despite having gloves of to keep them warm from the London air.

   She stares at the ground for a moment before meeting Nico’s gaze earnestly. “Just...focus on what you’re doing now, okay?”

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“I could always just kill them…”

Violence/Death themed ask memes/prompts

  “Or you can not do that,” Camilla replies. Killing means either of the two things:

  1.–You continue killing.  2.–You die. 

  And Camilla doesn’t want those options laid out in front of Nico. She should be the one doing the killing. She’s good at it. 

  “You could always hire someone to do that; keeps your hands clean.”

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Violence/Death themed ask memes/prompts

((Obviously, lots of trigger warnings here so please be careful - Violence tw, death tw, killing tw, physical abuse tw, blood tw))

“Is that blood?!”

“You didn’t have to kill them!”

“Your car is dented, who did you hit?!”

“I could always just kill them…”

“Why are your knuckles bruised?”

“Just go! I’ll clean up this mess.“ 

“You busted my lip!”

“You clean up, I’ll hide the body.”

“They deserved it.”

“Dont you dare hit me!“ 

"I liked killing them.”

“Oh God, there’s so much blood!" 

"Don’t be a baby, I only kicked you in the balls.”

“Kill them! Go on!" 

"Who gave you that black eye?!”

“They died happy at least." 

"Do you want me to hit you?!" 

"Get rid of them and I promise I’ll never bother you again." 

"I’ll kill you, I swear!" 

"They were trying to kill me! I had to defend myself!”

“I’ll kill every last one of them." 

"Ow! I think you’ve broken my arm!”

“I’ll fight beside you." 

"Are you burning a body?”

“I was protecting you!”

“Don’t be alarmed, but I may have just run a guy over.”

“Have you ever killed anyone before? Be truthful.”

“It was an accident!”

“Well, you should’ve thought about that before you hit them with your car!”

“Burn the body and lets go.”

“I’m glad they’re dead!”

“They’re not going to make it.”

“Don’t you dare die on me!”

“I had to do it.”

“I killed them so we can be together, don’t you see that?”

“I may or may not have a dead person in my basement.”

“I am sick of cleaning up your mess!”

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                              Don’t call me, I’m tired; Open

  Phone ringing? PHONE RINGING? Absolutely fucking not, Camilla silently hisses, digging her phone from underneath her pillow. Blurry-eyed, she doesn't even look at the screen to see who it is. She considers ignoring it, but ends up answering it.

  “It's 3 AM.” Her voice is rough, scratchy. A glass of water would be great. “Why are you calling at 3 AM? And—who is this?”

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She’s intimidating and brooding And she scares people away, because She’s not made of sugar and spice and everything nice. But rather fire and lightening and everything frightening. People see the smoldering flames And the raging winds And they think that she’s strong. They think that she’s powerful. But really, she just tends to burn herself down.

beautifullytangled (via wnq-writers)

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// Kinda wanna give Camilla laryngitis bc it would be hilarious to have someone talking shit to her right in her face while she can’t talk. Lmfao she’d be so pissed. 

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   She had to stand on her tip toes for the hug, but it wasn't a strain as usual. Camilla wasn't a very affectionate person—wait, scratch that; she was, very much so, but only to a selected few. And Jonny was now her friend, so she can do this whenever she wants without feeling awkward about it. A small laughing noise came out of her mouth when he hugs her back and lifts her off her feet, but she composes herself when he lets go.

  Because I wanted to and you're my friend. “No reason,” she says casually.

≡ (CAUSE I CAN!)

Send me a ≡ for my muse’s reaction to yours suddenly hugging them very tightly 

Jonny was a little taken aback when Camilla suddenly wrapped her arms around him and hugged him like that. He blinked, so used to hugs from Jax and Henry it was almost like he’d never hugged before. But Jonny loved affection and he quickly hugged Cam back, going so far to lift her off the ground an inch or two. He laughed before he set her back down and gave her shoulder a squeeze. “What was that for?”

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The worst feeling is sitting here just wondering if I am over the pain or if I have made myself at home in it.

B. Damani || The Fires Burned But Now Feel Warm (via wnq-writers)

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The 15th icon in your folder is your Muses “I’m calling you out on your shit.” expression.

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