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chat i'm so upset. i'm literally so fucking upset

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so many drafts so little energy

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On this, the shortest night of the year, we gather to honor three souls that have slipped into the darkness that lasts forever. We celebrate their sacrifice, grieve their loss, and rejoice in the knowledge that they're still here with us.

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in the mood to write, does anyone want smth small ......

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tiny ramble about lottie post rescue.. :>

to be honest, i kind of see post-wilderness lottie engaging in ballet. i feel as though she takes a competitive route and gets quite far, but caves in at a final showcase or audition for a leading part. ballet is obviously so unnatural to the body and part of lottie's character is that she is forced to follow a really rigid schedule: taking medication and being put into an unfeeling and neglected place by her parents — forced doctors appointments and therapy sessions. as she is from money, it makes sense that she was raised learning ballet and resorts to it later in life (soccer being a rebellious antic that her parents sort of despise her for choosing. a retaliation of neglect.) a lot of her character is about reconnection with one's primal being.. even if ballet itself isn't natural. she'd see it as a distraction from her inner calling... something to push away that unholy voice in her head. i don't think she goes directly into building a cult after the rescue. flailing back into that unbound voice she gains in the wilderness is hefty and she would not outwardly choose to do it. ballet is so all-encompassing and it engulfs her, strangles her til she cannot breathe — that is when i think she has that cave in with it. it takes years of therapy until she disconnects from her parents. and until she has cut ties, i see her as giving into that voice in her head: that clairvoyance that she is linked to.

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the society (2019) writing prompts. change pronouns to your liking. ♡ enjoy!

never would've pegged her as a conduit to the heavens.

it's been ten days. i'm not the same person i was, ok?

you know how you said everyone we go to school with is an asshole? well, you were right.

if i had to pick anyone in the whole world to be with me when things got bad, i would pick you!

it's a fucking solar eclipse! it's not a sign, it's a predictable astronomical event.

wishing someone dead is not a crime. it's disgusting.

anything's possible.

there's nothing around here to fucking do but think.

who cares if it's my fault?

i don't want to see anyone. especially you.

i dressed up just for you!

we have to know where to look.

summer solstice. long days. but our nights are about to get a lot longer.

people want comfort, answers.

what'd you do last night?

i'm sorry you're afraid of being alone.

all i've ever wanted was an empty house.

what are you guys doing?

i know how to be invisible.

you want me to come with?

it seems like the right think to do.

i mean, we're guessing in the dark here.

my head fucking hurts.

maybe this is some elaborate fucking game.

you're sober?

i'll look like you soon enough.

i don't have an answer to those questions.

it's how we survive.

the only thing i know we can control is ourselves.

i have a lot of decisions to make.

i mean, there's only so many options.

i think people are doing well... under the circumstances. don't you?

it's gonna be a problem eventually.

who has all the power?

this should be interesting.

there's a point to everything, there are answers.

people won't like that.

you could've asked me for help.

there are no sides anymore.

we’re not going to ask for power, we’re going to take it.

thank you for shopping with us.

it's a nice town but it can get old pretty fast.

six months ago we were children. 

party at my house, after.

you can be my partner, if you want.

who am i in this story?

you can't be an asshole to ___ and nice to me.

i was the kid that cried on the first day of school, like, every year.

it takes me a while to get used to things.

i keep thinking god's punishing me.

that's life, right? you make the most of it.

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PROMPTS FOR ORDINARY THINGS THAT FEEL INTIMATE *  inspired by this post. these don't have to be romantic - you can specify romantic or not when you send them. in essence, these are simply intimate, affectionate moments to share with someone you love and care about. adjust as necessary, send 'reverse' for the reversal of the prompt

[ lean ] sender rests their head on receiver's shoulder

[ shop ] sender and receiver go to the grocery store together

[ brush ] sender brushes receiver's hair

[ tie ] sender helps receiver with their tie, either by putting it on or adjusting it

[ necklace ] sender helps receiver with the clasp of their necklace from behind

[ zip up ] sender assists receiver with zipping up a piece of clothing

[ unzip ] sender assists receiver with unzipping a piece of clothing

[ shoelaces ] sender bends down to tie receiver's shoelaces

[ swipe ] sender notices a smudge of something on receiver's face and gently wipes it off

[ braid ] sender braids receiver's hair

[ jacket ] sender takes their jacket off and hangs it on receiver's shoulders

[ puddle ] sender hurries to stop receiver from stepping into a puddle

[ drinks ] sender brings receiver a drink from a bar/their kitchen

[ feed ] sender feeds receiver's pet/s for them

[ cook ] sender and receiver cook a meal together

[ feed ] sender allows receiver to try a bite of their dish, holding their fork out for receiver to taste

[ teach ] sender, an expert at something, takes time to teach receiver how it works and how they can get better at it, too

[ readjust ] sender comes up behind receiver and readjusts their stance (maybe holding a gun, holding a golf club, aiming for something, etc.) to help them

[ makeup ] sender fixes receiver's makeup for them

[ bathroom ] sender and receiver go to a public restroom together and have a normal conversation in between the stalls

[ aloud ] sender reads aloud to receiver

[ refill ] sender refills receiver's glass without asking

[ massage ] sender notices receiver looks tense, steps up behind them, and massages their shoulders

[ listen ] sender listens to receiver explain something they're passionate about

[ silence ] sender and receiver comfortably exist in silence together, both of them working or reading or focusing on something different

[ food ] sender brings food over to receiver's house

[ hum ] sender hums along to a song receiver is singing

[ see ] sender sees something that reminds them of receiver and texts them a picture of it

[ admire ] sender stares at receiver across a room, silently admiring and appreciating them from afar

[ win ] sender lets receiver beat them in a game

[ puzzle ] sender helps receiver solve/put together a puzzle

[ carry ] after receiver falls asleep in an inconvenient place, sender carries them to a bed and tucks them in

[ kneel ] sender finds receiver sick in the bathroom ("tossing their cookies"), and kneels beside them, holding their hair back and cleaning their face

[ clean ] sender helps bathe receiver

[ wash ] sender helps receiver wash their hair

[ patch ] sender carefully patches one of receiver's wounds

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Ok so im watching ep1 tn and ep2 tomorrow bc im so wiped but, whenever lottie comes on my laptop i start clawing at the screen and screaming MY SHAYLAAAA

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a writing blog for a private, selective rendition of charlotte matthews from showtimes' yellowjackets. –– by stu. there's no such thing as false hope. there's just ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒.

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Suddenly it's December / and you're not 17 anymore. / And you haven't been 17 for a very long time, / but sometimes you need to remind yourself.

the idea that lottie started a whole cult as a means of false control over her own narrative is so saddening, she truly wants to be free and i feel like both courtney and simone portray that beautifully

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the idea that lottie started a whole cult as a means of false control over her own narrative is so saddening, she truly wants to be free and i feel like both courtney and simone portray that beautifully

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haiiiiiiiiiii

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cultcore

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