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Shichiri Beach in Soshu by Kawase Hasui // “Pale September” by Fiona Apple

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My Mooing Muses

L. Eastaugh

There are no black sheep in this family,

Only black cattle, but there are many

How could you not be a sad cowboy?

As only child, even lonely on a farm

We know the stars are more visible here

A southern moon would be more dramatic

Like one of those simile or metaphors

Y'all get too poetic when you compare

My east coast sarcastic syllables show

Such a high pitched hyper hyperbole

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Lion Kerub, Virgin Kerub, Eye Kerub for the Lovers Tarot card

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finding you was like spotting a full moon in a clear blue sky

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i always get my hopes up and rush into things. i think i always believed that they weren’t going to be there unless they promised it up front. say it now so i can hold you to it later.

but there’s a softness to being slow. float in and merge.

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Brittany Murphy, 1999

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bite the hand - boy genius // seeing red - @/its_not_safe_here on instagram // cop car - mitski // i know the end - phoebe bridgers // unknown // wishbone - richard siken // sylvia plath // gleipner - walter ford // cursedsuggestion

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boygenius cinematic parallels

photo credit: marin leong / eric ryan anderson / lera pentelute

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“you’re such a music nerd!” yeah i’ve had to find some variety since I can’t stand being alone these days and this is the closest thing I have to connection with someone. imagine if i’ve just been sitting in silence in my room since 2019?

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my dad just came in my room and scared me and said “good just making sure you’re alive” he really thinks he’s gonna come home to my body one of these days lol

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I could never seem to find myself in you, she was the mask over your face

The bitterness is shoved so far down my throat, I can’t remember your taste

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Forough Farrokhzad ― Border Walls

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I disentragate and numbers become the only thing left to control.

Always moving like the waves within me,

shrinking like the urges I’ve denied.

The pain satisfies a hunger to rule,

at last - something that’s truly mine

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I watch from the corner, pale and cold.

Drawn to the aura that surrounds you,

unfamiliar in the golden light.

My teeth sink for a taste to feel a burst of life,

fingers graze the velvet armor over your chest like a tidal wave.

The hue of the sky is replaced with piercing blue eyes,

sinking deeper and washing away your glow.

The surface was out out of reach before you realized.

I rise over you and admire my prey,

sallow, withered, doused under my water’s weight.

I can nurse you back, but you know this means the end.

The blood from our pact will be too thick to wade through

We’ll trudge to land covered in gore and I’ll collapse onto you.

You know you’ll never wash me off,

But you can’t help dipping your toes every once in awhile.

Like a child approaching the vast depth before them,

I dare you to jump.