candyheartdaydreams

[candyheartdaydreams]

your latest video your breathing is rapid is it always like that or is it from all that you ate .

I had quite a bit to eat and more than a few drinks so my heart is working very very hard at the moment, and I think my lungs are as well!

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Just home from a party with lots and lots of good food and drinks… and my heart is working very hard to keep up with everything I put it and everything inside of me through today… can you tell? I can feel it pumping into my hands as I hold my stethoscope against it.

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We are so back!! Expect a new post soon :-)!!

[candyheartdaydreams]

I’m sorry for the silence recently, i just wanted to update that a lot has been going on personally. My health isn’t very good, and I’m dealing with family situations and bills due to both things, and quite frankly, I’m just way too tired to be online very much at the moment. Even if I weren’t, My laptop is broken currently and I have nothing else to really record on right now because my steth mic doesn’t play nice with my phone at all.

I deeply appreciate all of the kind messages of concern and care. I’m hoping things will settle out soon, but in the meantime I just wanted to let you all know that my heart is still beating and I do intend to come back once I’m able 💜🩵💙🤍

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Hey there!

I really love your content and I would like very much to write a story about your heart if you are okay with it.

I would really really appreciate that if you could!!!

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Is anyone else like- oddly in love for onomatopoeias for describing their heartbeat? Such a nerdy thing but good heavens someone mimicking the sound of a heart is like Dreamer kryptonite.., 😭💜💜

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My heart felt like it was beating super heavily in my chest while I was working so I thought to sneak in a quick little recording to let others hear it too 💜💙🩵 there’s a few little skips here and there I think.

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Happy birthday to me!!! This pumps been going for 25 years now!! 🩵💜🤍🩵💜

I Tried (and failed 😭😭) to steth the aorta in my tummy!! I think I’ll just stick to the heart for now!!

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What do you think about this: Your doctor will perform a stress test on your heart. She will put you on full monitoring and listen to your heart continuously while you stimulate yourself with a vibrator. When your heart is beating incredibly fast, your doctor will take over the stimulation. You will make your heart so fast that it will fail. After she has listened to your little pump flipping over and twitching uncontrollably, your heart stops completely. She starts to resuscitate you and of course saves you.

I love this so much!! The idea of someone having complete control of my heart like the doctor would is always something that I really love- her pushing it to failure after it’s already beating so hard and strong and fast… I wonder how it would sound to her at its fastest just before it starts to fail🩵💜

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Your audio suck. Fix it

I’m trying really hard with what I have at the moment. the setup was the best I could do with the money I have. This kind of thing is what makes it so hard to get motivation to keep doing this. I love the support and the kindness I get from most people and appreciate it endlessly. It’s overwhelmingly positive. But to get talked to like im a dog when im doing my best to do something that makes me happy is hard to contend with.

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Would you like to have an echocardiogram after they stick a knife in your heart?

Hell yeah!

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You are amazing love your content. i have a question, in dark cardiophilia is your fantasy being shot/stab/arrowed through your heart or you prefer shooting someone in their heart ?

One of my favorite fantasies is either an arrow or a knife in my heart… one where you can see it moving with every desperate beat ❤️❤️

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Happy to be back!! Heres a little video of my pump beating away!! Keeping me alive and working hard in there :)

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Sorry for no posts and lack of response to DMs. Something happened over the weekend that really messed me up a little bit!! I’m okay, just still very shaken up. I should be back to business soon 💜🩵

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What is your favorite dark cardiophilia scenario?

Heart exposure / removal but surviving through it to be able to see your beating heart / feel someone holding it..,. 🥺👉���

[candyheartdaydreams]

Shot to the heart? Hot or not?

Very 🫣💜🩵🩵

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Thinking of making another video tonight or tomorrow teehee