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[canideadmeow]

ego so high that when someone hates me i try to make it worse. like babe if you already hate me, i might as well give you a performance worth the price of admission. i’m not just gonna live rent free in your head. i’m redecorating the place. marble floors. venetian mirrors. velvet walls.

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i become one with things when i do them slowly. it's the way my coffee brews, it's the way i do chores like laundry or dishes, it's when i flip through the pages of my little book, it's when I'm trying to solve a sudoku piece, it's when i notice each letter and word while journaling, it's in relaxing, it's in slowing down and it is always about the process.

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brb, rewiring my brain to appreciate simplicity, stability, slowness

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i think dark academia books with female protagonists can save me.

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tom and jerry reruns have been my little escape lately. just pure stupid brilliant fun that makes me feel less alone. no lessons, no heavy plot; just running chasing failing and trying again :-) kind of like life honestly

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It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

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watching my promised afternoon thunderstorm slip from a 90% chance to a 20% chance.... baby come back i can change

[canideadmeow]

watching my promised afternoon thunderstorm slip from a 90% chance to a 20% chance.... baby come back i can change

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my god, i crave slowness. deliberate living. conversations that last entire afternoons.

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it's been so long since I last came here but you guys (AND BY THAT I MEAN ANYONE WHO SEES THIS BLOG) suggest me some way to get out of a slump, I haven't been drawing or reading or journaling and I really want to do all that but i don't have the energy to do anything???? which is so weird because I'm not really doing anything at all....it could be due to the weather 'cause istg it's so humid here I don't feel like doing anything but I've been lacking my creativity for so a month now so any sort of help works!!🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

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if you c*nsor anything in a post you are l*gally required to put all of the omitted v*wels at the end as a footn*te

*eeoo

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im actually mad at the new update on here istg

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this is actually so true like everytime I rewatch it and that scene comes up where he just casually shows up in an all red fit 'cause sangwoo hates red colour is soooo childish and annoying but i love this silly loser sm TT

Binged all of Semantic Error and I love this tall, red loser so much.

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been playing this little game in the morning where I imagine myself in a cafe while having my hot coffee (in this humid weather? yes. 'cause I have a sore throat-) and then I do stuff that I love, like I'll read a book or write in my journal or draw something or just simply enjoy my coffee while looking outside the window and it is sooo much fun!!

[canideadmeow]

been playing this little game in the morning where I imagine myself in a cafe while having my hot coffee (in this humid weather? yes. 'cause I have a sore throat-) and then I do stuff that I love, like I'll read a book or write in my journal or draw something or just simply enjoy my coffee while looking outside the window and it is sooo much fun!!

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feels so good knowing that you're never really alone and I don't mean it in a creepy way.

for someone like me who absolutely loves being alone most of the time or doing stuff on my own, it is a very relieving thought, knowing that there are still people out there--listening to the same music as you do, reading the same books as you, living under the same sky. just knowing that love exists and so does humanity, it's a privilege and it's beautiful<3