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The World of Interiors, November 1996. Photo - Andreas von Einsiedel

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hey, it’s me. i know it’s been a long time.. a very long time. and the last time we spoke, you told me you never wanted to speak to me again, but it’s been almost 6 years and i’m still head over heels in love with you. i miss you everyday. every single day. i want back the parts of me that i gave to you but i’m pretty sure you’ve thrown them out by now, so i’m a few years too late. more than half of a decade too late, actually.

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im curious about what made you you. im curious about your taste in music. im curious about the way your mind thinks. im curious about how your body likes to be touched. im curious about your late night thoughts and how they make you feel. im curious about every single thing about you.

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“I wrote you letters but never sent them.I stayed up at night drowning in thoughts of you.Do you still care?Did you ever?Are you thinking of me too?How could you do this to me?Why did you do this to me?Why? Why? Why?I think and think and think, around and around in circles, until exhaustion sweeps over me like a blanket and finally I am at peace for a few hours.Except I’m not because there you are in my dreams. You are every where, like a disease that has spread to every part of me and there is no cure.I am trapped by you but you aren’t even here. There is no escape. What used to be wild and free is now caged, destined to rot in this hell you put me through.Do you even care? I don’t need an answer. I already know”

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“Eventually soulmates meet, for they have the same hiding place.”

— Robert Brault

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hope u fall in love with someone who never stops choosin u

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To the people of the United States, April 2020

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