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7:29 pm
i’ve gotten bad again. really bad. i’ve cried myself to sleep the past 4 nights. cried so hard i wound up hyperventilating, then having an anxiety attack. idk what to do anymore. i think about harming myself, drowning. the ONLY reason why i’m still alive is my son. i have nothing else to live for. & even then, is it enough? his godparents would take such good care of him, raise him well. give him a good life. i don’t want him growing up to hate me... i’m so afraid of that. that’s my biggest fear, & us dying together. i guess bc our brush with death scared me so much that’s all i can think about now. all i know is i’m not okay anymore. at all.
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I need to learn to let go of the things that have broken my heart
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If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.
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