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To Be Changed

To allow yourself to be loved is to morph into wet clay,             soft and malleable, quick to shift shape at the lightest touch.

I was a perfectly fine sculpture with bumps and bruises and chips- imperfections that came together to tell my story.

Your touch turned my hardened stone to pliant clay. You flattened my bumps,             sharpened my curves,                         smoothed over my chips. You molded me into the perfect shape, something you could find beautiful.

I became unrecognizable. You compromised the structural integrity of my design. You created bumps of your own and chips to match, until I needed your hands to hold myself up.

When you were done playing with wet clay, you dropped your hands that held my shape, and allowed me collapse in on myself.

Love was convincing, pushed me to morph into what you wanted to see.

To be loved is to be changed, and I hate the way you loved me.

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i literally just wanna go to concerts, make out, cuddle, and sleep a lot

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looks at you with my huge brown eyes. let's touch a hot stove together. Ok?

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4/19/15 -Hannah

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"I want you to love me the way you love your family. The way you love to show me what it's like to be happy."

Happiness, Rex Orange County

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We used to promise each other

Half of our beating hearts,

But now we promise each other

To not be stoned this time

Are we too young for this?

Too young, too used to the

Taste of liquor

Too young, two thoughts

Of mourning

My unmarked brain

My formerly unmarked brain,

Now shattered ceramic .

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y’all be like “wlw” and it be white loving white.

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sorry for being annoying i could kill myself right in front of you if you want

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"I want you to love me the way you love your family. The way you love to show me what it's like to be happy."

Happiness, Rex Orange County

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I was put on this earth to kiss women, read books, and pet little kitty cats.

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i wish I had hugged you tighter the last time I saw you

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