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WHAT A DECADE

I realize that this decade i've learned so many things and grown as a person.

I have done many trainings, seminars,clubs and experience that i know it can help me. i've done so many things that i think helps me to improve. all the sadness,rejections,failure that i experience and now im here standing and bringing all the memories i have.

in this decade i met a lot of different kind of people

and some of them leave but i keep holding to the people who are staying with me.

Im done dealing with my past so im gonna focus on myself more on myself my goal and keep growing and improving myself also still loving my passion.

Ill make sure that i will learn more this decade and meet other people. All i can say is goodluck to my journey.

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TEATRO BANYUHAY

Teatro Banyuhay is a club for theater and acting.

Me and My Classmates tried to auditioned in this club because the adviser of this club is our teacher in filipino before.

We got passed from the auditioned and the time we get auditioned is fun.

Dyring the trainings we had some workshop because we have incoming shows so our section given a story that is all about student and teacher relationship.

not only th play we are training all about also the Incoming competition for Sigabo. I try to auditioned in our team i passed the first audition but in time they change the team and i did not make it to the final cut.

but theres a problem in the first team so our trainor or our adviser remove some members and we get it to the team and we have a smooth training and have time on knowing ourself.

We compete at the merriam college we are competing with the big schools and we are face game on. but sadly in the end we did not win because of we are competing with big schools and we are not that strong to fight them.

But it takes times to grow and improve maybe its not the time but it is something we can get to learn.

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CSS CLASS

In this class we are taking Computer system servicing.

We take this class to learn something about computers.

We are all afraid of our teacher here in this class because of the poise. In this class you are trained not as only a computer technician but also as a person to work like a employee.

In 3 years were been together we experience a lot like we did cry because we share our problems we cannot do the task but specially we are like family.

me and my classmate helps each other just to pass the subject even though we help each other we cannot control every one we also have tension in each one them because of some issues but we just do what we need to do.

but in every ocassion we have we celebrate and enjoy things we are family in this class so we have a learn and grow together.

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CAMPING

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When i was in grade 7 we have camp on Red Cross Youth when we will train to become a peer educator about communicable and non communicable disease.

While having our camp we only have a little tent so we need to insert ourself well. 4am in the morning we have a exercise and all of us our sleepy because we sleep at night in 12 oclock in the midnight, we have some activities.

It is a 3 days camp so we experience a lot like when we will be getting our bath we have to travel from the camp to the restroom and its far from our camp eco park is a huge park and theres no street light so we really have to use flashlights. Then, our food because theres a lot of campers we have a bad food like our rice is not cook well due to have a huge numbers of camp.

in 3 days camp we knew some people from different schools we met new friends play along with them with volleyball, build a strong relationship as a team.

We spent 3 days camp well we have learn so much as a peer educator and also a person to interact with some people

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RESOLUTION

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Every one of us every new year we want something to change in ourself and in our status in life.

We want to change something that we are used to,to explore things that we never experience.

In every new year we enter we want to make it better we want ourself heal by the pain that the previous years but i realize that in every year we take theres always ups and down we cannot escape it but it really helo us because we beavome something more we become stronger each year and years.

We really need to change something we used to do but in changing ourself we should consider everyone that surround us we should expect that we will on ups and downs this year but stay positive because we can learn from it and take it as advantage that experience taught us to be stronger.

People change because they learn and they want to out of the box from where their used to be.

Change is not bad it just for their own good.

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DANCING

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For some is Dancing is a talent. but for us dancing is a skills. Yes, everyone can really dance but its like a skill than can enhance your talent through out a years.

I was dancing since i was little its like its really part of my life to dance. In my elementary days every year we have a dance contest for every year level so i was dancing every year in my elementary life.

i'd continue dancing in my High School days where everyone also dance so we really get together while dancing. but i did not dance every year anymore its life more often to dance because im not only dancing but i act and do anything that i did not try anymore

so i literally stop dancing. i only dance if i need it like dancing if we have contest.

I have insecurities in dancing because some of my classmates that im nit really a good dancer where i think i can agree because im not strong as they are as a dancer. Thats one of my reasons why i stop dancing.

now im in my Senior high life i remember that when we have this activity that i really need to dance im scared but yet i do it because its a grade and one of my classmates said your great i feel overwhelmed about it because i no that im a good dancer and i stop dancing. And on a club day i did an audition with e crew and i did not practice my piece its kinda like a freestyle and everyone likes it and i also passed the auditiones. entering a dance club i think this club would really help me to gain my passion and dancing and im not wrong because they really believe in every one of us they say that passion is really important the determination you gave makes yourself boost.

after we had rehearsals,workshops,trainings and have our own concert i gain back my confidence i think my passion in dancing is back my body kept asking me to dance and now i also do dance cover on tiktok.

Killing your passion is killing yourself also do not kill your happiness that makes you who you are.

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WELCOME 2020

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Welcoming 2020 is one of the huge celebration after the whole year and welcoming a new year.

everyone is busy preparing for their media noche

we are all excited to welcome a new year of our life and end a decade.

Me and My family celebrate a new year in Rizal so my Mother and her Mares plan to have a party in our streets. Before the programs start me and my mom preparing our food in media noche i helped my mom to prepare things and to cook.

Childrens cannot hide their excitement for their party everyone wear their clothes before the program starts. Me and my family wear color red.

The party also have an exchange gift for kids and also for adults.

The first part of the program is the game where childrens could play. Every Neighbor has their own play and also provided their prizes. After the games all of the children have their. boddle fight.

And after that the adults manage their exchange gift and for the children they also have raffles.

After the program we just waiting for 12am and to celebrate new year even though its not yet 12 am everyone is so noisy and excited for the countdown you can hear a blowing horn a motorcycle screaming and etc.

and also other families preparing their fountains for the countdown. After minutes ago everyone went outsides and greet everyone a happy new year and the fountains light them up and started sparkling.

everyone is so happy to end a decade and start another year you really can see their smile on their faces and my family celebrate our New Year with all hopes and positive vibes.

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PBB

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Pinoy big brother is a reality shows that cover the reality of people inside the pbb house.

i try to auditioned in pbb last april 2018 just because of curiosity. im not hassle to go to the venue because ive got a ticket that reserve me a time just to go there so im with my papa.

im super excited because one of my dream is to be an actor so ive met a lot of aspiring pbb housemates we are so full of dreams i get to see some artist on the venue and i also see Direk Lauren dyogi.

at first i was too shy but my innerself is ready to answer some questions but in the level 1 you only have to move your body ang make a short skit about your parents of what their occupation.

I failed in level 1 i feel sad about it but i say to myself that its okay maybe its not my time.

so i tried to auditioned in San Jose Del monte bulacan with my sister so there I met maymay and edward because im filling up my information sheet.

on my second audition it is more exciting because you really get to close to your co aspiring pbb housemates were given a task to do an commercial about family we are batch 4 of Auditionees.

so we rehearse and practice a lot we get to know each other and we make friends with them.

its our time to act until direk lauren to do what we do on my first audition which is the dancing i was really nervous because i get failed it and i was not wrong i get failed and get me so sad but i always look on the bright side I say it to myself again that this is not my time.

if theres a audition again ill definetly try again.

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VECTOR

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Vector is an digital art where you can draw or illustrate your art.

I do vector because its my pass time and i really enjoy it. I like vector because its digital cause i always draw in paper and in vector its digital and its easy to use.

there are tools like pens that you can really use it. and there are colors and other settings you can use.

its not hassle to use vector art because you dont need to buy art materials like color pens and pencils.

and also nowadays it is relevant especially those digital artist cab really share their talent by doing their digital artwork.

you can start business with it other artist use their talent to do personalize vector arts and they really get money from it.

Vector art you should try it and growth as an artist with Adobe Illustrator.

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2019

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In this year ive experience a lot , ive grown and so much learnings i got.

This year I get to say goodbye with my classmate were beeb together for 4 years and so much happened. and also this year I also meet new people with my new school.

In this year i get to experience to go to school thats is far from my home and I also experience entering the world of media which is in production. Ive experience also to watch the taping of the voice kids and work with the crew of TVK.

I also have my one of my family in elj which is my dance club the Ecrew which i grown as a dancer and boost me my passion.

i have experience so bad things but i handle it amd manage it well. I must say im seeing my improvent from junior high and also as a teenager that the usual things i do and i dont do it anymore.

i could say that this year is one of my hardest year because of what happens in me and around me. But the good thing in this year is that im more open than ever before i get to say what i want and act the way i should be.

2019 is full of experience and also a year to start growing as a person.

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CLOTHING

We say that we gain confidence from wearing our favorite clothe well i am agree with that.

I must say i am really addict in terms of having a good shirts,pants etc because it made me feel to express who i am and i really gain confidence wearing my clothes.

And also because im inlove in different looks because i always wanted to be a model.

And also one of my reason is i am not a expressive person so i express myself wearing something that people would understand me.

Its like my language is complete with my clothes to express myself.

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DAPITAN

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This where my parents lived. and also this is my province its where Dr.Jose Rizal Deployed.

In this place you will know and experience the meaning of peace of mind every road you take is good to your ears because you will hear the waves of the sea because in dapitan they cover it with the mountain so in every disaster will come dapitan is safe because it is covered by mountains.

in dapitan you will experience the night life you can go to dakak a beach resort and you can also go to Fantasyland which is a place where you can play.

if you wanna hang out with friends outnight in there are some places like you can drink while smelling and feeling the vibes of the sea that nears at you.

you will feel like you are really a probinsyano because the ambience there makes you a promdi.

at night you can really sleep well because around 8 it is quite and there are some few streetlights.

I always miss the vibe of having a peace of mind and i can only feel that if im going to my province

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FIRST DOGGU

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I was not a fan of having dog because i am scared of dog until we given a dog his name is Nico we are intouched because he is a good dog.

Nico is a smart dog he can open his cage using only his nose then he knew that we will be angry because he went outside everynight so he comeback before morning and back at his cage and lock it for us to think that he is not going around at night and because of that we think nico is really a loving dog and smart dog because he is so kind to people he doesnt bite unless he doesnt know the person.

after a years when nico gave to my tita because we will move house and theres no place for nico. We go to manila to visit my tita and nico still recognize us and we feel that he is excited to see us.

its great to have a dog that will love us cause they really feel us inside.

after we had nico im not too scared about dogs.

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MOVIE LOVER

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I am a movie lover i do love watching any kind of genre unless i am interested about the story that is something unique.

We are so inlove in some movies especially watching our favorite actors.

but the essence of movies are to giving message

in movies they relate it to the society they give some acts that is relevant and really happening to the society.

It gives impact to the people who are watching they might be a set a standard, brainwash peoples mind but they only one goal theres always a goal or message that is giving them to us.

We should not always adore the movie because of its actor,visual effects,edit but we should look on the message or lesson we can get because it matter the most.

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MANILA BOI

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I was born on manila, i lived there for a years. i was happy to lived here because everyone is good people they are so welcoming and kind.

i had a great year living in manila even though i am child i remember some unforgettable moments.

like everyone is so close to me i play with my childhood friends and who is older than me.

We always go to rizal park to have some picnic and to play with. im always with my tita to go around in manila i must say i was spoiled before.

and my mama told me that our neighbor called me ayo because i always knock on their door and say ayo.

but now im leaving in qc and im always happy to go back here where i came from i always excited to go here every december it feels like im going to back at my original home.

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I AM MODEL IF I AM...

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When i was a child my dream is to be a model someday, my friends told me that you really look like a model the way you look the way you dress.

but.

My family is lack of money we cannot get any workshop even though i can do catwalk, photoshoot but as a model you need to have experience and agency.

and then i got this insecurities that some people say how can you be a model if you have pimples and scars and your not even tall. so i start putting myself down. i lose my passion about it.

I start not watching about fashion vlogs trainging because not everyone believes in me. but then i realize that who are them to judge me i have the talent but im lack of confidence.

so i promise myself to fix my physical and emotional health for me to bring back my passion cause until today i do love passion.

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NEW YEAR, NEW US

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When Every New year we tend to forget the bad things we do from the previous year and we wanted to changed it to the upcoming new year but we dont realize that in happen every year we cannot change it.

It is part of our life that we tend to encounter it and learn from it. Unless we are living the learning we get is endlessly.

Yes, we hurt from the previous year but what about the next year we will be hurt again and if we say that we will do things that can hurt us again, its not.

it will happen and it will happen because we will learn from it we have to learn from it because years makes you stronger because every year we will learn something new, we will meet someone that is new to us.

We all have to do in Upcoming year is that we need to prepare from what is to come and ready to learn from it because learning will not end in school it will end in yourself.

You may forgot those hurts but dont forget the learnings you get. It will make you stronger than before.