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captaincoconutty · 4 years

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Todays Feels

Do you ever feel like you’re better off alone? Like maybe you really aren’t even meant to be around people for too long, yet you yearn for a connection and a closeness to someone so badly...It’s crazy how your feelings can contradict each other this way. It’s even crazier how you can feel alone even when in the presence of other people. A constant battle, a circle of chaos in my head.

Human interaction for me is a funny thing. It’s like this-after I feel myself getting close to someone, in that same thought I always tend to ask myself if we’re ever even as connected as we might feel...and I’m not sure we ever really are.

So maybe I’m just crazy because I can feel so close and connected to someone after just knowing them for a day. I can feel myself craving to be intertwined with them, to know them. I pay attention so closely to the way their lips separate when they’re concentrated or how their hands hold a pencil while they draw. It’s really a beautiful thing to me. To really see someone. It’s like art...the most beautiful art. It makes me feel alive and my senses are heightened by this excitement and energy. It’s euphoric. And then when that person is no longer around it just becomes a memory embedded in my heart. A piece of them still with me forever. But a piece of me gone.

#talesoftheheart #love #piecesofme #piecesofyou

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