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I was promised a vessel and got thrown into a teenager who has their own shit to work through that is not being helped by this situation, and if I ever give up then the world is covered in darkness.

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MASTERPOST OF THOSE SUFFERING IN GAZA THAT HAVE REACHED OUT TO ME (AS OF 6/23/25)

If you cannot donate, go to arab.org to click for free, and reblog this post

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I’m making this post on the behalf of Sami and his family. Fundraiser here.

Sami says:

"A simple picture, yet it holds a powerful meaning. Tell me what did you understand, and what will you do? 'I understood that these children are in urgent need of donations, and I will donate. I will also share this post—it might help in some way. This image is full of sorrowful meaning, and I will do everything I can for these innocent children. I will donate so that they can go to school, eat clean food, and sleep in peace.' This is exactly what is happening right now with me and my family in the heart of Gaza. Please, donate—share—speak up. Don’t stop. We are between life and death. Don’t leave us behind."

Please do anything you can to help, any engagement is appreciated even if you cannot directly give to the campaign. Thank you so much <3.

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"passive egression" Rough anim loop

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The genocide in Ghazzah has caused permanent effects on those who survived it. Many Ghazzans have lost their homes, their health, and their loved ones. Many survivors are still at risk of more serious health effects due to being deprived of food, shelter, and medical care for so long. However, with swift action and support for Ghazzans, you can help them heal and avoid more suffering.

One person you can help is Suham Bader. Suham's arm was injured over a year ago, but she was not able to recieve treatment for it as her family was forced to flee their home. Without medical treatment, her bone fused incorrectly. During a year of suffering through cold and pain, Suham's condition has kept getting worse. Her parents and her uncle @hashembadr are very worried for her. If Suham does not recieve surgery soon, she will lose her arm entirely.

Hashem and his family have been fundraising for almost a year now, but they have only reached 14% of their goal so far. They urgently need funds for Suham to get the surgery she require, but donations keep stopping for days at a time. They still need to raise around £4900 to cover the price of surgery and the transfer costs.

Suham is just a kid. She's lost her home and has gone through a year of unimaginable trauma. Please, help her get the surgery she needs. It's all her family is asking right now. Your donation and sharing their campaign both make a difference in her life.

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Israel has launched violent attacks against the people of Gaza once again, with complete disregard for the supposed ceasefire they agreed to. The death counts keep rising and it's no secret that Israel not only kills Palestinian children, but specifically targets them. My friend Sahar @reallyoptimisticface was separated from her children before the current aggression started, and they have been living in Gaza without their parents for almost two years. She knows that they live in danger, and we both worry for them daily. The area they're currently in is an extremely dangerous zone and the lack of connection makes communication hard. Her older daughter Diana has been caring for her younger siblings, but she's suffered burns and wounds from being forced to cook over open flames.

As more news comes out and we see the extent of the Israeli violence, Sahar worries her children may be next. Please stand by her and support her so she can see her children again, bring them to safety, and be together as a family. No child should have to live through this. Your donations can give them some hope.

Read this post for her vetting info

Sahars campaign has been moving so slow, but her children can't wait on this money. If you are able please donate, it's the most effective way to help them.

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Nader @abdalsalam2000 is in Gaza during an internet blackout, he and his family are in serious danger and they can’t communicate it to the world because the internet is cut off and e-sims are very slow. He’s a 17 year old boy who is fundraising to support his family of eight, including his father who is sick with cancer and needs treatment. Please help me share his story while he is away. i’ve only briefly heard from him in the past few days, and the situation is extremely dangerous. He doesn’t have the ability to reach out to people how he usually would, so I hope you will help me share his story and do that for him while he’s away

€59,995 raised, they’ve almost reached 60,000!! Please keep supporting Nader

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Help Ahmed 💔

Ahmed, our 4-year-old child, suffers from diabetes. Amid the war, his condition has severely worsened due to the lack of his medication and insulin. We struggle monthly to obtain the necessary insulin needles for him, at exorbitant prices and with great difficulty❤️‍🩹💔.

Ahmed needs .4 gauge needle tips suitable for his age, but he has been forced to use .8 gauge needles, which cause him great pain, making him cry every time he receives an insulin injection. However, today Ahmed is very happy because we managed to get .4 gauge needle tips after nine months of pain🥹🥹.

Ahmed is supposed to have a special diet for diabetes, but he is forced to eat whatever is available here since the appropriate food is not accessible, which harms his health.

Ahmed should check his blood sugar levels 3 to 5 times daily, but due to the unavailability of test strips, we only test him when absolutely necessary, which happens about once a week.

Help Ahmed obtain his most basic right, which is the right to treatment. You can help by sharing the campaign link or donating🙏🏻🙏🏻. Here is the campaign link:

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"Rescue childhood from hunger and death."😭🙏🇵🇸💔🍼

I am the mother of a baby girl named Sabrine. She is not even one year old yet and suffers from bronchial inflammation. She was born in a tent under extremely difficult conditions. The sounds of war terrify her deeply, and I’m trying desperately to escape with her to a safe place—far from fear and danger.

The cost of transportation to reach safety is $500, which I cannot afford right now. Sabrine also needs diapers and baby formula regularly, and their prices have become too high for us to manage.

Any small support from you could help save my baby’s life and give her a chance to live in peace and health.

Here is our donation link

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-asma-and-ahmads-family-survive-gen0c1de

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Thank you from the bottom of my heart to anyone who stands with us.

Help me spread it, thank you

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best wishes:

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As you all know I'm a good friend of Mohammad Ayesh ( @moayeshblog ) and I've seen him work tireless to help others at the expense of helping himself and his own interests. From his work with @gaza-evacuation-funds and @ihyaafoundation. And I'd like to advocate for his own fundraiser right now.

The living situation in Gaza is catastrophic and he is no exception. He is still a very young man but he's shouldering the huge responsibility of his family, by going out every single day to find what little food is even available in Gaza to provide for his family. Only 1 kilo of flour is 30 dollars. That's just enough to make around 12 small loaves of bread. And this needs to feed 8 people for a whole day. And that's just a small glimpse of the daily life that Mohammad is living with his whole family.

Mohammad posts regular updates on his blog @moayeshblog so please follow him there where he is posting updates. And most importantly, please check out his fundraiser. He is relying on donations to provide for his whole family and those donations are very very slow at the moment.

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Weekly Plan: 6/8 - 6/14

Okay, I actually managed to get some stuff done this past week! Not a ton, but it's better than nothing. Let's quickly recap:

Created and animated a "drowning" animation

Created an iris transition

Set the player's respawn to have a slight delay (for stylistic purposes)

Added water splash SFX to "drowning"

Started working on player's respawn 'poof' VFX

Added grass back to original demo level

Adjusted character speed and jump timing

Let's break it down. So, for my final project, when you touch water you respawn instantly, which I didn't really like. I wanted a short sequence that would make it more clear what exactly was happening when you touched water.

The sequence would be:

You jump into water

Character starts kind of paddling/thrashing

At the same time, water splash sounds and VFX play

Iris transition to screen black, then back open again after respawn

Slight delay (makes it feel less chaotic/rushed)

Character appears with a puff of stylized smoke

I'm almost done, I just need to figure out a couple things. Namely, I need to add splashing VFX and the stylized cloud of smoke. I've barely ever used the Niagara effects system in Unreal, so this will be a challenge. So, I decided to put that on the back burner for the time being.

That being said, I am actually almost done with the smoke! I saw a very good tutorial that someone made that you can check out by clicking here. I just followed the first ten minutes or so and was satisfied with the result. However, I'm having some issues with placing it in the world. The emitter starts trailing away for some reason.

Oh, and I followed this tutorial for the iris transition!

Instead of gifs, I want to start posting videos (better quality, better for archiving, audio, etc.) So here's a compilation of this week's work.

I got a couple other little things tweaked as well. I had accidentally gotten rid of all of the grass foliage in the original demo level, so I just painted that back in. Took less than 5 minutes. Also, I'd been super unhappy for a while with the jumping, so I doodled some settings around really quickly that made the jump WAY more controllable and intuitive. I was also getting fed up with how slow the character moved, so I bumped the run speed up a bit.

Alright, that's last week! So, what about this week?

Main focus: Grapple mechanics

I really want to make the grappling hook mechanics as good as possible, and so now that I have all the time in the world, it's time to tackle it. I'm going to focus on the grapple swing specifically, but if I get it into a good enough state I'll move onto the other grapple mechanics. But since I do have lots of other projects I need to work on, I might not even get the swing mechs done in a full week. Let's just work on it and find out!

That's about it, see ya!

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Big Life Update

I graduated!!!!!

That's right, I now am the proud owner of a degree in 3D Digital Design! I'm not done learning though, and I'll never stop learning. I just love this pathway I've chosen for myself and I'm glad I'm finding some success!

So, post graduation I have had more on my plate than expected. I do have lots of free time, but I've been kinda hyper focused on a character modeling project that's been distracting me from CQ. I'm also getting ready to move in about a month and I'm trying to secure some work in the new city, so I've been busy with lots of job hunting while simultaneously trying to strengthen my portfolio.

Unfortunately, that means I haven't been working on CapyQuest. But I've finally decided to get back into things! I know in a prior post I said I was going to slow down updates but I think I might switch back to weekly posts to keep myself motivated and on track. We'll see how it goes.

I really want CapyQuest to become a full game someday, but I don't think I could finish it without some help. I don't have any current plans for creating a dev team or pitching CQ to an existing one at the moment, but it's an eventual goal.

First, I'm going to finish a really, REALLY strong demo. It's gonna rock. It'll take a while, but I want to clean up and tighten up a bunch of stuff that I had to half-ass due to school deadlines. So bear with me, it's going to take a long time but CQ will never die!

I'll post my first post-grad weekly goals on the 1st. Stay tuned!

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waaah! I'm glad to hear that it brightened your day! Good luck in the coming weeks for you!

Hey man, I just gotta say I’ve pored through a bit of your blog and I just gotta say—I love this!

I’m part way jealous and in awe of your art style, devlog(?) style and just generally good attitude when it comes to your progress. Like, inspiring. I hope you keep having a lot of fun working on CQ! ❤️

Ah this makes me so happy! I've been too busy lately post-graduation to work on the game more (there's been a lot of job hunting and preparing to move, blech) but I'm going to get back into the swing of things in a week or two. Thank you for this message, it really made my day! ❤️

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I keep meeting transfem(me)s IRL who genuinely believe that transmasc erasure is a real problem and that we transmascs have it just as bad as they do. Today I spoke to a gal who actually thought transmascs have it worse. I responded to her that I believe everyone in the trans community shares a deep pain, beyond quantifying, that there's not really a hierarchy to our pain. There are so many amazing women out in the world who get it, who cherish and love us and feel our pain with us, just as we (transmascs) cherish and love them and feel their pain with them.

The haters and the division-mongers are the outlier. They're just louder in online spaces. Hate and division will always lose. Love and unity is the way forward.

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The American people overwhelmingly oppose Trump’s plan. In fact, a recent poll found that only 14% of voters support cutting social services to fund an extension of Trump’s tax cuts. That’s why Republicans passed the bill early in the morning when no one was watching — because they know how wildly unpopular it is. This bill is NOT a done deal. It still needs to pass the Senate. It's important that we get in touch with our senators and tell them to vote NO on this bill. Keep calling. (202) 224-3121

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This isn't even a hate message this is just the funniest possible thing in the universe. I'm losing my shit laughing right now