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[caribbeanxgod]

I miss my best friend so much....

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This is why I want to kill myself sometimes.

Me

[caribbeanxgod]

[caribbeanxgod]

“drink water eat good have nasty sex mind ya business”

— @thesexualquotes (via thesexualquotes)

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shoutout to my favorite coping mechanism, isolation

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I hate myself...

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Please

Someone help me

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I’ve lost everything...

And I’m going to lose myself next

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Please

I can’t do this shit much anymore and I’m going lose my mind.

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Am I too much?

I have made mistakes, done things that would hurt others and seemed like I didn’t care. I won’t deny that these may of happened but when I decide to be better, do better and improve myself, the past shows up. I want to move forward from these things and be happy and it always seems at arms length but my past, my bundle of mysteries show up to tear it all down. I just want to be happy.

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Yeah....

The constant thought of wanting to put a hole through my head is overbearing and I feel like it would happen.

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I really just want to die. Is that too much to ask for?

[caribbeanxgod]

I really just want to die. Is that too much to ask for?

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I need help.

I’m going to die someday and I’m ok with that. I just want to be remembered for all the good I’ve done and all the people who I’ve made feel better about themselves because life is hard and everyone can’t get through it on their own.

[caribbeanxgod]

I’m probably going to kill myself someday.

Me