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carlathecat · 1 year ago

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#ck art #one zine at a time #fucking hell man #whatever at this point

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carlathecat · 1 year ago

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Hugs for pain; pain from hugs

and the worst part is that i feel nothing when you or my sister reach out for a hug or when i am the one to seek the warm embrace. i do it right. i try my best.. 2 seconds done, like nothing went; but i feel hollow, before and after it'd be bittersweet. but i feel nothing

and im sorry im so, so fucking sorry im chipped. im broken i don't know what's wrong with me please be my friend, please don't ignore me please, understand

and im in need of all and none i can provide. i can create from nothing i will build for you or ill break bridges with bare hands but in the end, please don't be scared when my face shrivels in a dry cry when my silent screams my hollow pain they all come pouring down like meteors cause i'm not that fixed i ain't that cool cause i am broken too

and please accept when i will try stumbling in my words, face red in my palms, to ask you for your warm embrace and im so fucking sorry cause i'll still be in pain cause i won't smile in the end and the worst part is that i still feel nothing

#ck art #ck writing #i seem to only be in the mood to write poems when i have a significant depressive episode and about a specific emotion #which i suppose. is on par with how classic poem writers were i guess #anyway uhm. i dont expect nor want anyone to read this #i just needed to write it and then felt like putting it out here #does that mean i'll still reblog it to my main blog? probably. is that stupid? probably. will nobody read it anyway? probably

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carlathecat · 1 year ago

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hi i wrote a poem

I'm broken too

When you cry and fall, I'll be there for you And when you scream and shout I'll be there too But please, don't be scared When I'll bleed, when I'll cry When I'll be underwater and when I'll be underground. Cause I'm not safe. Cause I'm broken too.

A cup half-mended will help you quench your thirst But be careful, my dear, It is still not safe. And when your lip will be sliced open Your blood and tears will fill the cup And you'll both end broken on the floor.

I'll hug you on hello, I'll hug you on goodbye, I'll hug you when you're happy and I'll hug you when you're sad. But please, I beg of you, remember, I also need that hug; I aren't safe from pain, I've seen blood in my eyes.

And I know, I know your troubles well; I know them all firsthand. But please remember, we both are climbing up, I don't have wings, nor pulleys, I don't stand up above. My hand sits next to yours Cause I am broken too.

#ck art #ck writing

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carlathecat · 1 year ago

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I'm rebuilding my website from the ground up!

Right now there's not much to it, but check it out!

#ck art #ck programs

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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old screenshot from an old wip

#ck art #ck drawings #non-fandom #idk why im posting this #just randomly found this pic in my drive #the wip this is coming from is basically dead #but what if..#idk. dont think so. but it's still at the very back of my mind

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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Art prompt: tbh and btw :]?

this ask was sent on january 22nd but i finally finished it (yes it's almost 5 am dont worry i woke up at 2 am lmao)

im not .. happy with it but honsetly at this point i dont want to work more on it either

having said that, despite how shitty they look i kinda like the way i made the leaves. it's not great by any means but i wasnt expecting myself to come up with the idea to use the textures built in krita

#apparently missed this one when i went through my archive #ck art #ck drawings

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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She needs an irl hug from a queer person..

#you know what #this can go here. as a treat #ck art #ck drawings #non-fandom #sona related

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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Now with an ID in alt text!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @hyperfixatezz !!!!

Finally drew our wedding :3

i'll be honest it's simpler than the mental image i initially had

and i couldnt for all the tits find a way to draw the eyes and i just gave up. also i wanted to finish it for today and i dont think i wouldve been able to art again today so this shall do

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @hyperfixatezz !!!!

Finally drew our wedding :3

i'll be honest it's simpler than the mental image i initially had

and i couldnt for all the tits find a way to draw the eyes and i just gave up. also i wanted to finish it for today and i dont think i wouldve been able to art again today so this shall do

#ck art #ck drawings #non-fandom #sona related #also i still have no idea how to do shadows and lightning #i did like. 2 types of shadows lol #also the gold texture sucks but i had no idea what to do #overall i shouldve worked on a larger canvas but yknow what #im content with the end result #happy birthday hyper <2 #image described #image description in alt text

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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Do you have an OC/Persona?

Mine's Syringa (And Lily)

I noticed them in your banner yeah i like them :3

But i dont really have a sona yet. Oc even less.

I did start at some point to design a sona but didnt really get around to finish it

Guess i might aswell post her to tumblr too

The lack of mouth and right hand is caused purely by the fact that i wasnt feeling like drawing them at the time. Shoelaces aswell

Theres not much information i can say about her except that shes got muscular arms

#ck art #ck drawings #sona related

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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something insanely autistic about the concept of "void"

#ck art #ck drawings #hollow knight #sorry op for putting essentially your post on my art sideblog. if you want to i can put my thing into a new post #but i wouldnt have made this drawing had it not been for your post #and im not a big blog nor a good/known artist anyway so i dont think it'd spam your inbox #but if you want to i can do that

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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this is a part of a wip i've started, first as a meme, then to visualise my future self, hopefully after i manage to grow breasts

hopefully ill be able to finish the next panels soon enough

before anyone asks, no, i dont have experience drawing boobs, no i will not draw nsfw stuff, at most some sort of nudity but on my own account and it will be tagged appropriately. however i dont consider topless as nudity anyway.

also those lines on the sides of the abdomen are simply how my ribs sit. idk if that is common so i thought i should mention it if anybody was confused by them

#ck art #ck drawings #non-fandom #sona-related

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carlathecat · 2 years ago

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Ummm... The Hollow Knight!