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post this tamari

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THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

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Luka Luka★Night Fever 

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Ya like jazz??🎶🎷

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(norman, charon)

OH NO NORMAN LOOK OUT THERE'S A SPIDER ON YOUR WALL 😳🕷

happy spider on the wall day hehe

(yeaaa it's been a while since i've used Krita for something that isn't vector art or a painting, this took about 6 hours to make)

alt version without the blurred overlay effect: https://sta.sh/02c7503xbw2u

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Teto posting day 1 Pathological Facade xp

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might color this sometime i dunno

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(mariyam)

today is mariyam day, therefore i must draw mariyam

i am legally obligated to draw mariyam

(it's been a while since i've shown mariyam some love anyways)

(edit: I just realized that the right mariyam was missing one of her fingernails but i fixed it 💔)

(edit 2: the nail still looked kinda wrong so I had to go fix it AGAIN 😭)

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Star Stroll ⭐✨🌟

Just my usual obsession with translucent dresses haha

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ok poll time because apparently im weird and i eat dinner way later than other people

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You can choose whichever particular shade you prefer within a category. ("Red" could include auburn, copper, strawberry, etc.) But whatever you pick, you're stuck with.

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(james vela) i fricking drew james vela again

yeaaaa he's here and i love him <3

(ignore the bald kokichi oma on the top of the image, i was listening to too much Mcki Robyns-P while drawing this)

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fuck it we ball

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Happy birthday yam yam!

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so um. did anyone else who bought gitd tamari plushies from makeship recieve one that's weirdly low quality? like

its not just the jumper looking Like That, it's the X and squares on the hair being just thin fabric which looks so bad im sorry but you can clearly see the fluff(?) coming off and the X isn't even glued on properly...

especially when i compare it with my other tamari

what happened girlie. i still like my ugly low quality child but for both the price and what im used to from makeship im disappointed frankly. id expect the amazon knockoffs to be like this, not the actual plushie