carnelianly

[carnelianly]

yayy you're back!! looking forward to anything you post ♡ (hopefully more noncon art lol)

hi!! i will try to write when i can!! you’re always welcome to send asks and tell me any ideas you have about it as well hehe 💗

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I've rlly gotta stop getting horny every time men cry 😞 it's becoming a problem it's detrimental to my wellbeing and that of those around me

i tell myself this every day. saw a cute guy on tv sobbing and sounding really pathetic and i literally immediately hit the “oh my GOD…..” and then had to pause the show. like. hm.

unfortunately i think about <jerking a guy off while he cries into my neck> far too often. more often than i’d like to admit. or even comforting a hot loser while he cries about something that happened to him. like awwhhhngh would sticking it in make u feel better? just asking

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i’m still here btw… the slutty waist… the Even More sluttier briefs… he’s just so gorg ୨୧

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wrote this like 5 months ago. this is emotionally absent art and his assistent, after him and tashi divorce. pretty short n sweet :3

“come here,” you murmur to him. it’s not a question, or a request. you’re not going to make him do anything, but your words are sharp when you talk like that, when you look at him like you know he needs it.

“why?”

“art. come here,” you say. a little harsher now. he obliges, and you take his hand and help him sit down next to you. you guide him down, helping him to rest his head in your lap.

he feels vulnerable like this. it feels.. familiar to be here. to be below someone. despite how much it hurts his ego to feel less than someone, he does find comfort in familiarity.

“you shouldn’t have had to go through all of that,” you murmur to him. he frowns. he doesn’t like where this talking point is going, but you continue, “you shouldn’t have had to throw your life away to pursue a dream that wasn’t yours. to win all of these trophies that mattered to someone else but not to you.”

he doesn’t speak. he’s almost angry that you’re bringing this all up. he doesn’t want to think about his ex-wife. he doesn’t want to think about his life, how he only finally retired this year because she left him, and he has been searching in vain for something that eases the heartache in his bones. he feels ill, sick to his stomach at the prospect of facing those feelings.

“you didn’t always do the right thing, but no one does. you deserve forgiveness for what happened 12 years ago.”

you’re an assistant. you planned his schedule each day for years, scheduling him interviews and practice matches, coordinated with the other staff. he saw you every day. he likes you. maybe not more than that. or maybe. he doesn’t know. he doesn’t know what it’s like. his wife had ruined that perspective for him, and now romance, in his head, is foggy and confusing.

but it doesn’t bother you. he’s grateful that you’re being patient with him, that you understand him and meet him where he’s at. he has no need for your job anymore, but you still come by to check on him. he supposes crying with his head in your lap once a week is not an awful arrangement.

god, he is already crying.

“you shouldn’t have had to keep doing something that was slowly killing you for the sake of someone else’s dream. you should have spent your days with someone who loved you. i’m sorry she never gave you the love you needed. i’m sorry you felt used. i’m sorry you lost your passion for what once made you happy… oh, god, art..” you murmur in his ear, god, you’re so soothing, “you’re allowed to cry. you know that, right? no one’s gonna think you’re weak if you cry.”

he is weak. he knows he is. he’s just waiting for you to admit it.

but you don’t. you let him cry, let him. collect himself, let him piece himself back together for the moment, and you smile when he finally looks back up at you.

“i know you’re still in there,” you smile gently, “art.”

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gonna be posting some unfinished drafts! doesn’t make sense to keep them hidden 💗

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hey girlala. we missed you!!! i love your writing and would be constantly refreshing my tumblr for your posts last fall. true fangirl culture imo🧘🏾‍♀️. in all seriousness though ur writing is addictive and as i’m learning the value of openly appreciating your fav fic writers, this is really just that. ur fics r so fun and unique and your work is loved asf! continue to be great babe

omg hi thank you! this is so sweet and so encouraging! genuinely the sweetest thing i could hear! rest assured i want to come back to using tumblr more since i am done with the alt right cess pool of twitter. i belong on tumblr, this is what 13 yr old me would have wanted 🙂‍↕️

thank you for this ask, babe! i’ll give you a follow so we can be mutuals! much love from me :3

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YOURE BACK!!!! your dark content is my favorite 🫶🫶

HI!! I WAS SO WORRIED NO ONE WOULD INTERACT OMG HAAIII

thank you! this is quite literally the worst time for me to come back since i have midterms coming up, but it makes me happy that at least one person is happy im back at it!

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using arts dick as a paci since he can't get hard anyway <3

damn 💔 you try to get it on with him and get him worked up but he slows you down and apologizes, saying he can’t, it just won’t happen tonight. but even if his dick is a little useless it could still use a little love. give it some kisses!

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your noncon art fic is one of my faves omg i love it so much 😩😩😩 he just needs a pretty girl to be groping him

hi sorry it took 1 million years for a response from me it’s been a minute but i still love noncon…

i think a pretty girl telling him he wants to be taken advantage of would like. completely rewire his brain lol!!

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send this to ten other bloggers that you think are wonderful. keep the game going, make someone smile!!! ♡♡♡

thank you! sorry for the late response!

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we miss you...

hi i just opened my inbox.. this makes me so sad im really sorry anon. i’m alive. i hope you’re well! i’d like to get back to posting more but we’ll see!

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this.

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reblog to give your mutuals a djungelskog

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CHALLENGERS (2024), dir. Luca Guadagnino

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i wish i had a dick purely so i could make art get on his knees and ease it into his mouth and make him take as much of it as he could, watch his eyes roll back as he pleasures my cock, and then flinches in mild disgust when i cum on his face.

because yeah. i could make him suck on a strap on. but it’s not the same.

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🩷⭐️ happy six months of challengers ⭐️🩷

to celebrate we’re having a challengers watch party TONIGHT, an hour and 30 minutes from now!

come chatty, horny, and silly 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

stay tuned for a link to the hyperbeam room! i’ll reblog this post and attach that link soon!

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did mike Actually choose to give art an ed 😣

I may be extrapolating a bit but Zendaya talked about things Mike did to give Art more dimension in a podcast HERE and it was serving ED to me but I can see how it’s like… him being more conscious about his health/athleticism but my evil brain is interpreting!!!!!

I’m killing myself about it!!!!