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my copy arrived this morning when i was out and it’s so beautiful 😍😩♥️♥️

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DOROTHEA’S DIARY - evermore merchandise concept

A selection of 15 entries from Dorothea’s diary, each highlighting a key moment or experience in the fictional star’s life that shaped her.

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The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo headers

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I realize i only draw the same four fandoms so heres some tlc ladies

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Nightmares— Linh Cinder from The Lunar Chronicles

The original loop was a lot smoother, but ended up being 25mb. This one is around 5-10mb and is really grainy and choppy.

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HI I NEED ANYONE TO GIVE ME SOME ACOSF SPOILER PLSS

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Celia St. James is going to ruin everything

- evelyn hugo

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I really struggle to speak about my opinions in this fandom because of the toxicity that thrives in here.... It’s like some people don’t get that I can love Nesta, and want for her to heal from all this trauma, and acknowledge that she isn’t the kindest (or nicest) person ever, and had a pretty rough relationship with her sister.

I can like Feyre and admire the sacrifices she’s made for The Night Court and Fae, but also acknowledge her severe lack of experience and how naive she can be.

I can like Elain for her willingness to step up and assist in the war, while also speaking about how (even though she and Nesta did the same things when they were still poor) she gets treated very different from her elder sister for doing the SAME. THINGS.

I can like Rhys for his cunningness and sacrifice while also speaking about how he assaulted Feyre UTM and has made no progress in helping the Illyrians in his centuries of ruling.

I could go on and on and on about this, but bottom line:

Whether you’re an anti or a stan of a character in this series, if you aren’t willing to see the faults of the characters you love- but are willing to condemn others think a little deeper before you go bashing them with unnecessary negativity.

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Trying to bring some positivity to the stans! 😘

We understand Nesta on so many different levels. We are aware of her faults and her hardships and her inner demons. We are aware of all of her amazing attributes and it's why we defend her to the end!

Let's face it. Calling Nesta an asshole was a bad move for many reasons. But we know sjm loves Nesta and she's extremely attached to this story on so many levels. I just think sjm didn't have her mindful filter in when she said it. Let's face it though guys...though we know why, and we do not judge her and we understand and defend Nesta...She can be purposefully mean. Defence mechanism I know. I love her anyway. I'm not going to call her an asshole or a bitch because those terms run alongside internalized misogyny etc. But guys Nesta can find someone's weakness and wrap it up in a bundle of daggers and throws it for the kill. (I personally love it in one way) at the same time she needs to heal, it's not healthy to constantly feel the need lash out to protect yourself.

In the exclusive of ACOSF. Our girl is bitter. She is fucking angry and they've just given her a banishing. You know what I'd lash out a be a fucking asshole too with all the shit she's dealing with. You lash out my queen! Bloody show them every part of you that is raging and broken, you make them see you and what has happened to you and let it all out so you can heal! We call know Cassian will take it, he's not afraid of her, hell he's probably riling her up to get that out of her. So no calling her an asshole not a good move but hey I support Nesta letting it all out.

This is her book of healing!!!! She's going to be an "epic hero" (already is to me from her past heroic actions) buts she going to come out of it all with the sun shining on her. Remember the synopsis. "Feyres sister Nesta shines..."

We're getting a book of Nesta and Nessian!!!

I understand the worry. I'm choosing not to let it ruin this gift we are getting.

Personally. I'm okay with Nesta apologising to Feyre and even to Cassian and even to her father's grave.

She isn't a villain she isn't solely to blame but she must heal. She isn't completely innocent she played her part. And for her to see that and choose to grow and to try and fix her part in those relationships I think shows great strength and beauty in her character. She needs so much closure and healing and love.

What we need is for others to realise how they played their part. How badly they treated her.

Feyre (though badly) started to take that miniscule step by admitting she wasn't there for Nesta in the bonus ACOFAS scene.

We also know SJM said it was interesting to see Feyre and Rhys from other povs. Guys from the sneak peak we saw how much resentment Nesta has for them (with good reason) it's Nestas pov. I truly believe sjm will stay true to that and really explore it.

What I'm trying not to worry about (but I am) is whilst Nesta is finding herself and healing and owning her actions I want Nesta to hold others accountable too. And I think she will. She's a bloody queen and will stand up for herself.

As for those worried about the threesome and it undermining the whole dynamic between nessian and mates etc... Guys, it was cut. Its not canon! I'm glad. I was worried too. For those who wish it was still there, I'm sorry you're disappointed. Write away and create fanfics 😉

Let's try not to over think and worry. These live chats are just let downs on information and it's a chit chat. After the last one I have chosen not to watch them anymore cause they're barely spoken about and when they are it's usually repeated or son can't say too much and she's trying to dance around everything and not doing the best job of it.

But hey! I love her books and this is going to be my favourite. I just have to believe that.

Hope some shared positivity helps 🌞