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HIATUS.

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[sms] Come get me, I get the weekend off base~

[sms]: Roger that, soldier hyung~!

( @kwvndrgvn )

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[sms]: BABE I MISS YOU

[sms]: I miss you too, hyung! As always. I don’t get why you had to shout it right into my phone, though. I can read it loud and clear. ㅎㅎ

( @kwvndrgvn )

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“Want to work out together? I could use some company.”

“Work out, what-- I know hyung’s still training hard, but to ask something like that... It doesn’t sound like hyung at all. Ah, expect the unexpected indeed...”

( @kwvndrgvn )

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kwvndrgvn‌:

“Seungri you’re the link that keeps us boys grounded the cement that keeps up solid to the ground.” It was like Jiyong could read his mind well at times they were known to read each other’s minds may be on the same wavelength when they often talked.“Exactly gotta make sure things aren’t taken out of context because if they would be that would mean a big ordeal for one of us or us as a whole group and we wouldn’t want nor need that."Everything is complex in this forever changing the world of global artist and forever changing music. Sure you would I know how you take all my rated x things.” He shifted and crossed a leg over the other and sat like usually does as he spoke comfortably.“ Hm? I think more now then so we other members will speak to you not behind you, well as I can only speak for me I say that Maknae has done a job well done.” He was, in fact, being honest and blunt but not Gdragon but as Kwon Jiyong. He patted his shoulder as he reached over.“Don’t make such a constipated face.” He teased of course.

“If I’m the cement, does that mean hyungie’s the construction worker or something? Because you know, you make me har--” He stopped his idea of heading towards the route as he just waved it off, even if it was just one of his bolder jokes. It would only be a matter of time until Jiyong’s manner of speech rubbed off on him in the subconscious. It seemed to be finding its light of day now. 

Ah, context. It was usually his best friend or worst enemy. It couldn’t simply be a singular role. No matter how vast the universe itself was, there would always be the most narrow-minded of people in this century who would take things at face value without even bothering to learn about the facts. Sometimes, it made him wonder whether there was advancement in the first place-- or perhaps nothing really changed, after all?

“After working almost all your life for music, it almost feels like you’ve done everything that the art has to offer, but that’s where your knack for innovation comes in. Can’t wait for your next big creation that the rest will just follow~” He rolled his eyes at Jiyong’s attempts at compliments to cheer him even though Seungri was just fooling around as usual. Nevertheless, it provided him with reassurance and comfort he didn’t know he actually needed. “Ah-- well, I can’t not say ‘thanks’ for hyung’s words. I’ll keep them to mind when I begin to doubt myself again.”

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lalalovelylisa‌:

"The mischievous little panda,always up to no good."Bom playfully teased the younger,nobody that knew him could deny that he could go from professional and mature to cheek and playful at the drop of a hat but Bom always saw as one of his best qualities.

"I’m going to work very hard to give D Nation a great name and an agency that lots of potential trainees will want to join!"Bom felt a lot pressure,that was no doubt about that but she wanted to be sure that she made D Nation a successful company and better reputation as a singer with a unique voice."I’m sure VIP’s enjoy how active you’ve been since then others enlisted,I know they’re missing Big Bang all together but I’m sure having you touring has helped.”

“I’m sure they only do it to irritate you,you’re basically their little brother and older siblings think it’s their job to annoy their younger sibling."Annoying each other seemed to a common theme amongst groups,especially boy groups. Bom remembered the fun 2ne1 had playfully teasing and picking on each other,one moment in particular when they all playfully teased Minzy about her outfit for a music festival."I haven’t met with Seven in a long time,even when I was still apart of YG I didn’t meet with him often.”

“What can I say? Experience is the best teacher. And what its taught me is damage control, or the lessening of said damage at least. Another challenge, another victory.” Even after one struggle after another, he just kept going. Where else would he go but forward? He might stop and play around once in a while, but it wouldn’t stop him from reaching his destination.

He nodded as he felt warmth from her emitted positive energy that honestly felt contagious. “I’m looking forward to it. A lot of kids are talented these days. I’m sure many look up to you too. Your voice alone is already a hit-making selling point. And I know you’d take care of them well. I mean, look at me~ I ended up like this under noona’s care.” He chuckled. “Yah, even I miss BIGBANG. Dressing rooms feel so strangely spacious and quiet~ And I just hope I’ve filled some of the time and space enough before they get discharged. It’s what the hyungs asked of me, and because they don’t ask favors from me in general, I have to do what I can.”

Even if Seungri had a little sister of his own, it wasn’t really that common for them to tease or bully one another... that was, until recently when his onscreen personality began to look obnoxious in Hanna’s eyes. “Most of them have older siblings, so I guess I’m the maknae they never knew they’ve wanted to have. Lucky me?” He sounded confused on purpose as he let out chuckles. “Ah, well-- You know how schedules are. We just happened to work a lot closely with him back then.”

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sxoulmxses‌:

“Well maybe when your solo thing is coming near a close mine will start.” She said in a hopeful tone. It has been too many years since she was promised a solo career in America and Korea; but neither were very successful or big as either company made her to be. “Well he’s not the only one who gets a say in any of our music. He needs that okay from the board of directors too so even if he says okay for my album, who knows what the directors will say. It’s all hopeful thinking for now.”

“It already is. Just going to wrap up with the concerts and episodes of some shows so it’d finally give way for the baddest female to take the spotlight. I feel like with everyone else busy with concerts and other side projects, hopefully this will finally be the time for the door to open for you.” Behind the scenes, he was always doing his best to cheer on his friends. He genuinely hoped the best for the other, as he knew what she felt before he became “worthy” of getting another album. “It’s weird how they’d think in any other way. Like what I said just now, your name is already a brand, a household name at this point. A lot of people are still expecting and waiting too, so that when that day finally does arrive, you’ll kill all the charts for sure.”

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Did he end up making a crucial mistake? Probably. 

Did he regret it? Because there was no way to undo what was done, he let it be. 

Would this make him finally trust in people less like what his hyungs always wanted? Not really, even if he was one of the many people in his life who have treated him this way. 

At the end of the day, this was just another lesson learned, another experience in his never-ending struggles to make him keep moving forward as a better person with better judge of character. What he lost from the other would be made up for with someone better. 

Though, he couldn’t deny the pain and despair it caused him. Mental, emotional, physical... It was draining. The remaining months should have been about making as much happy memories as he could. 

Who was he kidding? That kind of thinking was now a fantasy for him.

Oh, how he wanted a break. A pause button to give himself room to step back and breathe. But, no-- he was already being whipped from the day he signed his life away. So, even with his back littered with countless of scars and open wounds, he was going to keep moving forward, to keep being the bearer of the word “victory” until the end. He wanted to be able to overcome this obstacle to achieve another victory in this extraordinarily unpredictable life of his.

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How are they in the morning? Up right away or ‘five more minutes’?

If he doesn’t have any schedules, he doesn’t have the will to get up at all to make up for his lack of sleep essential for his active nightly lifestyle. But in terms day-to-day work, he tries to get up right away as much as he can. However, there can be times when he oversleeps that when he wakes up, he even forgets the schedules he has on that day that gets himself in trouble sometimes. And he doesn’t want his body to get used to that habit, hence why he tries to make as much schedules as he can even on a free day so at least there’d be something to worth waking up to.

Your muse just embarrassed themselves in front of a group. What do they do?

He has lived his life being the center of attention around his hyungs who embarrasses him often, so he tries to be embarrassing in front of them as payback. He basks in their frustrated and amused reactions that he strips himself of his pride and image just to get back at his hyungs from time to time. 

He’s always made himself become the life of the party, and that includes making a fool of himself or saying silly things, and that’s earned him a lot of friends easily because he makes himself out to be someone who jokes around a lot and has a consistent sense of humor.

If they had to lose sight, hearing or touch, which one would they choose and why?

He’d rather lose his sense of touch. Listening and seeing his loved ones are much more important than being able to sense and touch another. It’d be difficult not to be able to feel the love from another through physical touches because he’s quite needy with his significant other in terms of physical contact, but there are other ways to express and receive all forms of affections from family, friends, and his significant other. 

He’s learned over the years that love comes in all forms and shapes; that it can be deeper than just hugs and kisses. He know he’d be more than happy hearing how much he meant to others or just listening to their stories, and seeing them happy in front of his very eyes.

How well does your muse get along with kids?

He loves children with every fiber of his being. He tends to get along with kids very well since he picks up on their behavior and interests fast. Just like how extroverted and outgoing he is, he has the ability to make kids get along with him. He’s impressed kids in events where even the CEO’s wife attended. It showcases his all-rounder performance that not only can he impress general demographics, including children.

What’s their favorite way to pass time?

With any hobby that’s within his reach. Sometimes, he just uses his phone and watches videos. Sometimes, he just wants to hang out with friends who has some spare time to talk and drink with him. He tends to go outside a lot more to be able to find out activities that he can do to pass the time.

What are their nervous habits?

Lots of blinking, licking of his lips, moving restlessly on stage, uneasy glances, and tapping of the foot.

Does it take long for them to trust someone?

In general, it’s easy to get along with him due to his friendly and approachable nature, but in terms of making him open with her innermost emotions and thoughts, it takes a lot for him to trust completely in anyone. He’s even made that barrier with his members, since he doesn’t want to be a burden to them, and only Jiyong has crossed the boundary he’s made for himself so far.

How quickly do they learn new things?

He’s a fast learner in almost all things he’s taken an interest in, from different kinds of sports to careers. In things like dance, he picks up on the moves fast since he had made a name for himself as a dancer first and foremost before other things followed suit. In languages, his comprehension and memorization abilities have made the multi-lingual aspect of his possible. He's aware that one of his strengths is being able to understand context and keeping that to mind by using it in conversations with native speakers that’s made it easier for him to converse in a new language naturally.

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kwvndrgvn‌:

He listened to him as he nodded quirking a brow at the mention of R18. “Not everything y’know sometime’s I say thing’s and they get twisted and people use that against you so at times I do filter myself and barely speak much you should know this all to well  especially during MADE tour  when my facial expressions spoke more so than my own mouth.” But I think when I am drunk my mouth spews R18+ at all times.“ He snorted and waved his hand going into a bit of a laugh as he dabbed his face with the back of his own hand becoming flustered by the conversation  things seemed to always make his face heated up.” You are amazing maknae, even more than so your lines are better than youngbae’s if anyone can beat him at his own game is you man you sure had even me laughing so hard each time you would speak into the mic. His dope ‘congratz’ Irritated me the most due to the fact he just broke record repeated it like he used it too much too often and it just isn’t funny anymore with you it more catchy and lively and just out there when you least expected ya know?“

“People do tend to take words out of context. It’s like you have to make sure your words are free from the possibility of being understood before saying it. I thought we were all about free speech? Ahh, what do I know? These things are so complicated. I’ll just continue saying things as comfortably as possible. And when you do talk about adult content, just make sure the people you’re talking to don’t take it the wrong way, while I’ll take it that way--” He merely said the last phrase as a punchline to his joke, but there was definitely truth to that. “Ah, well. You all tend to look at the maknae lovingly behind my back. In front, I’m just given injustice to the very end~” He sighed exasperatingly as he acted frustrated, but he knew that was the chemistry in the group, as Seungri began to felt more like the glue (or maybe tape?) that kept them together.

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kwvndrgvn‌:

“I have to look much better than — well mister handsome worldwide The great Seungri here. I do regret half the unfiltered dripping nonsense but it is worth it in the end I think so don’t you agree? I mean  I don’t need a valid legit reason to have a filter being raw and unfiltered is whom I am right?” he snorted playfully and nudged him.”Like when you spoke with that one line ‘Eveything’ Did you regret that line? You made all of us embarrassed.”

I just made myself sound like a bottle of filtered water.

“At least it’s not something R18, you know? Whatever you say gets adored by everyone, while I have to watch what I say because I don’t have the same charismatic image that you have. Besides, I’ve grown from my phase of carelessly saying things, even though I do miss thanking myself than anyone else,” he chuckled. “But ‘everything’ is really catchy and meaningful. Yah, I’m the master of catchphrases in the group! Youngbae hyung’s ‘dope congratz’ only got popular because he’s used it so many times.”

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kwvndrgvn‌:

“Are you judging me as well? Come on Chaerin is judging me already. You too?” He blinks and fixed his hair.”I kill everyone with my great looks~”

“Only because you say the most embarrassing things that you’d regret spilling right after you say them. I swear, your mouth needs to have a filter on from time to time.” He rolled his eyes in a playful manner. “Right. Sure you do, but that’s not really a valid reason behind such a claim. It’s like you just wanted an excuse to show off your looks--”

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The kiss to his lips gave him a Jolt of energy as he sat up and pecked his lips back before second-hand embarrassment overtook him and he grabbed a pillow and placed it to his own face."YA!"Jiyong was hiding like he was shy after a first kiss all over again.

At Jiyong’s reaction, even Seungri was taken aback as he laughed at the other holding a pillow over his face. “Yah! What was that? Why’re you acting all shy now when you’ve asked for it?” Insert him continuing his hearty laughter.

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"Seungri is like AIR essential." He clutched his chest eyes still closed.

“Aigoo. Needing your daily dose of Seungxygen, huh? And to that--” He leaned down to give a peck on the lips of his significant other. “Wish granted.”

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* He opened his eye peeking* I need air.

A small chuckle escaped his lips, knowing full well what the other was trying to imply. “Such an old man. And what do you want me to do about it?”

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*Pretends he faints falling back onto the couch*

He simply watched his hyung fall back onto the couch with an unfazed expression on his face. “Hm? What gives? Are you that lovestruck again?”

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Yah this maknae~

“And what’s with this maknae that you speak of, hm~?”

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