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Thank you.

Taylor Swift, this one is for you. I wrote this back in October when you celebrated the 10 year anniversary of your career, and this is my way of saying how much your presence and talent mean to me. I hope I can meet you one day and hope you enjoy this poem I wrote for you. I love you girl. 🖤 @taylorswift Yours truly, Casey Rose. Hello to you, my dear friend and cyber based big sis I have a few words for you, after meeting you ten years ago, And for how much you make me feel bliss Taylor Alison Swift, where do I even begin. From sparkles, surprises, and living parallel lives, To proving to everyone that women empowerment can truly win You are a typical star every girl dreams of being From your fashion sense, confidence, sweet manners, and lyrics It’s people like me and your fandom that feel life has so much meaning Ten years is a long time But if it weren’t for all your hard work and blessed talents I would’ve never been able to get through growing up without your clever rhymes It was ten years ago when god gave the world a precious gift Of a young woman born in 1989 And was destined to bring us all a little bit more uplifted I’ve always admired how relatable you are How every move you make in the studios and streets is perfection That even if you’re in your 20’s, your music expresses being a teenager at heart You value family, friendships, and fans the most You go out of your way to make a cancer diagnosed kid feel special inside Instead of inspiring kids and teenagers that it’s cool to do drugs on such a high dose On behalf of the fandom let me just say Though we’re far apart we’ll always give our real love And we’re thankful you reach out to us online and want say hey We’ve met internet friends from around the world because of you If anything we’re a fandom that always looks out for one another And for that we truly love you so Some fandoms are selfish to other ones, and some call people snakes But be proud to know yours spreads love and listens to one another I’ve never seen a fandom so sweet and one that knows how to properly handle hate The memories of laughter, albums, concert, awards and surprises, Are the ones I wish we could put on repeat This past decade with you has been a perfect fantasy Because of you I became a writer. Back in freshman year I was writing a sonnet and ran out of ideas, Until I looked and a colorful painting and thought of the line “we were in screaming color” I’ve grown up in the atmosphere of acting and musical theater. Emotions and love stories that never come out of the woods, Are reasons that make my soul meant to be a creator Just like you, when it comes to love I’m young and reckless I have the longest list of dashing ex lovers The rep I had in middle school was the same serial dater rep you have w/ the press I’ve made mistakes and dreamed of fairytale endings. I’ve jammed to too many break up records and watch too many chick flicks. And just like your 1989 era, the past year or so my heart has happily been dancing I’m thankful people like you exist. I love your clothes, friends, hair, and selfless acts When you die I will cry and I know an angel like you will surely be missed. You’re beautiful inside and out, You always put on a grammy winning show, You are part of the reason my happiness was found. You are mature, hardworking, smart and so loving to all, You’ve given warm hugs and all you fans kisses, Meredith and olivia are to die for your heart is anything but small Every performance you give you always 100% slay Every outfit and makeup product you own looks like it came from the runway Your super talented all these awards yet still so cute & awkwardly astray Your squad is goals and iconic all the same Our ears are blessed to hear your intelligent speeches and interviews You are so grounded and professional it’s almost insane The voice you have is soothing and satisfying I’m so proud that my icon is you And lucky that when needed at anytime, your music can release anxiety When it’s midnight on my sister’s bday, we’ll be singing the song 22 Dance around the kitchen and bake treats in our pjs Laugh away and hope all her wishes come true I have a whole playlist of 16 songs that’s titled Taylor Swift, With the anniversaries of red, speak now, 1989, and your very first album, I keep calling out to God lately, saying “long live this everlasting gift” A while ago I met some sweet girls from the fandom in an instagram DM chat They’re different and kind and spread joy from around the globe I love having a mini girl squad even if their time zone is 3 hours back Happy 10 years to a girl I love, Who will always be my friend even when traveling all over the world, I hope one day I can meet my idol and give her a big big hug. Happy ten years to charitable and giving soul, To someone who conquers those who hate Who stands up for herself, explores her curiosity, and is a grammy winning writer Happy ten years to the girl whos makes others smiles Who can relate to growing up as a young teenage girl And taught many that with cookies, close friendships, and the coolest cities, life can be worthwhile Happy ten years to a woman with an abundance of intellect A part time supermodel and the right gal to be those most influential Because of her people have met best friends they will never forget Taylor, I hope that I’ll be singing along to your albums ‘till im 40 But until then I’ll shed teardrops on my guitar out of joy And on this decade anniversary, made God bless you and all of your beautiful glory Stay goofy, stay yourself, and live life with no regrets Make your own decisions and take leaps of faith Through paparazzi and busy schedules, life is short, so let’s make the most of it I hope you will read this message some day And maybe reach out to me wanting to meet Allowing me to hug you in real life and whisper hey I love you, taylor alison swift, and I hope you do too After helping me feel comfortable and complete May we "long live" this moment, and Thank you.

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CRYING

“I’ve been looking sad in all the nicest places”

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goals

Hanging out at Big Machine, 2007 [x]

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💜

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Precious Purgatory.

One fateful day, I woke in the brink of spring’s light. With droplets of a rainbow shimmering across the morning sky, Beside me is my love, & we eat pancakes as life is alright. We live on an island, full of dreams and possibilities. With palm trees and beaches, Clear crystal stars shine above just for him and me. Far out on the ocean away from society, We dance & we pray & we talk. Away from stress and all of life’s pointless priorities. Trees and forests grow, their green feathers aglow, Right outside our humble abode of cozy decor, Stored with photos of happy memories of me and my fateful foe. It is a place of desire for us and a place of our love Where we can embrace and cherish one another, And judgement acts as a peaceful little dove. We don't need to pay taxes, we've got all the food in the world. We play in the flower fields and prance among the waters, It is our island of secrets, & where our separate unity is safe & secure. The sparkling sand blows adrift in Heaven’s winds Across the sunset is the moon’s perfect crest We lay together free from sins I look in his eyes as he looks in mine His warmth is a timeless fairytale A tale as old as time, like a song as old as rhyme Here we are as inseparable best friends. In this world we know real love, In this world we’re awkward human beings till the very end. I thank God for what we share, For all the hugs and all the perfect moments, Along with all of the comforting care. The sun is now set, and we dance under the stars With a suit and tie and glimmering prom dress We share chocolates and look up at a clear night, visible enough to see the planet of mars. One fateful day, I woke in the brink of winter’s night. My heart beating in sorrow as I think of him, Wondering if things are still alright. It was all a dream, the island and all Everything from the trees to the chocolates have vanished Along with the flowers all the photo framed walls. I come to school and he isn't there. For I wonder where he is hidden, Thinking of the flame that we once shared. He told me we would be friends. He told me don't make things change. But as I approach him, keeping distance is what God recommends. We haven't talked in days, I told him I'd be fine. But it's hard to pretend everything's okay. I try remembering God loves me, I try being with friendships and away from lustful intoxication, Yet I can't even remember what it's like to be free, My presence in front of him has faded to black and white. I'm a hologram that's slowly gone static, With consistent tears of blood, I realized what I did wasn't right. Listen to music, eat candy, watch movies they say. My friends and classmates pity me all the same, Even when I kept complaining by my side is where they all stayed. I've heard a saying that says you don't know what you have until it's gone. One thing is true, we didn't end in a fight, So Hallelujah, love has won.

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Implicit Demand For Proof

Let’s just say sophomore year for me went a little something like this~

It is amazing that in just a matter of months many things unfold From friendships, relationships, and having to grow up It is that time of year where a new story of mine shall be told.

I walked into the year greeted by old friends Laughing and reminiscing what happened last year Not knowing what would happen by the year’s end

By the time September came I introduced myself to plenty of girls and boys Exchanged numbers and got past the awkward stage of small talk And by the end of October formed a group of 6 that still bring me joy

I spent December and January celebrating life with a fake champagne glass Everyday felt exciting as I danced my days away And shoutout to Mrs. Yuhas for a 5 star film class

Those 2 months were the happiest of them all From dancing around the kitchen to looking at a brighter side of life These are just a few of the good things that I can recall

Like any other teenager, I have dreams and troubles Days of insecurities and days of confidence I am a true kid at heart but can sometimes be more of a rebel

I love all things glitter and cosmetics I have a passion for the pop music industry I imagine myself in old age having a bunch of Grammys in the attic

Being kind and giving compliments is my biggest priority No matter what you wear or you’re younger in age I always love to tell people that each of their souls contains superiority

I know my strengths and have plenty of options career wise But with so much pressure and being forced to grow up I still wish I had the most innocent of eyes

As some of you know, I am a writer of all things For I am fearless within my works It is but the honesty, that spreads my innermost white wings

The one true thing I love most about this school Is that all of us teenagers can relate to one another No matter where you come from you are never recognized as a fool

Like anyone else I’ve struggled with purpose and figuring out who I am I’ve struggled with growing up and having to balance a life Shoutout to the people in the room whom I can call fam

Through all this I’ve learned, listen to your friends and to your mothers Not all wounds are visible Be kind to yourself, and to others

Life is full of surprises, secrets, and delicate dreams About finding balance and finding purpose That it’s one thing to have dreams, and another of knowing where you’ll end up to be

Shoutout to the relationships I had, you know who you are Remember me well, even if it’s in your wildest dreams And that you’re a sky full of stars

And as we end another fulfilled year I stand here in celebration of finding myself I cannot stress how much I am glad to be here

After days of laughter and days of screams and shouts I can relate to the quote, “she lost him but found herself, and somehow that was everything” Now I just have to figure her out.

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That moment when Kanye West secretly records your phone call, then Kim posts it on the Internet.