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Last Line Challenge

Rules: In a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you’d like).

Thank you for tagging me @snarky-magpie. It was perfect timing too, because I've finally written something 🙌

Maybe this whole mess is how they can finally convince Buck he matters.

I'm going to cheat on the rules because tagging ppl gives me anxiety and I feel like I haven't been online in ages so idek who I'd tag (especially when it's not for a fandom they became mutuals with me over). So; open tag for whoever wants to do this. I'd love to see what you're all working on <3

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i saw a girl on tiktok who put her salt lamp in the dishwasher and didn’t realize it would dissolve, and it’s been on my mind for like 3 days

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i have this unrealistic fantasy in my head where if you calmly and logically explain something to someone perfectly they will understand your position and gain knowledge from the exchange. unfortunately in the real world this does not happen often

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scribe, prepare this message for the Holy Knight of the East, post haste;

they are yaoiing us on ao3 man. wtf

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I wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.”

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Is this a problem?

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emails suck. unless they are from ao3, then they are the best thing to ever happen to me

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buddie proposal where eddie proposes by accident and then. takes it back. because it's not how he Meant to do it. but buck was just being so. Buck. god. and he couldn't. he couldn't keep it in. like, it happens during the most mundane moment. like, it's early morning. and eddie's huffy because buck's not there (he went out for a run) and also there's none of his favourite cereal left. and then buck gets back from his run, and he's like, i stopped off at the store. you were running low on. idk whatever the fuck eddie's favourite cereal is. and eddie just, feels warm all over. god. he loves him. so much. and he says, marry me. and buck freezes. hand halfway to a bowl. says, what? and eddie feels like he might explode. says, marry me. and buck's like, because i bought you cereal? and eddie's like, no. well, yeah. but. fuck. wait, no. i take it back. and buck abandons the bowl completely now like, you take it back? you—no. what? you can't take it back. what do you mean you take it back? and his eyes are big and wide and confused and. hurt. maybe. and eddie's like, no. i don't—fuck. i'm messing it all up. i had a plan. and buck's expression softens. and he stares. like a puppy. says, you had a plan? to— and eddie breathes out, a long sigh. yeah, buck. to propose. i had a plan. then you. you bought me cereal. and buck frowns like, it's just cereal. and eddie laughs, a little choked. says, it's not, it's. no one's ever loved me the way you love me. and the way i love you is. god, buck. sometimes it feels like my chest is. like it’s not even big enough to hold it. and buck swallows, lump in his throat, cereal abandoned. says, eddie, soft and breathless. and eddie says, so i take it back. but only because i couldn't hold it. i have a Plan. and buck's like, tears in his eyes, okay. but for the record, it's a yes. now and. whenever. however. and eddie's like, i know. reaches, grabs buck's hand and pulls, tips their foreheads together, and buck meets him halfway in a kiss, slow, lingering. pulls away and says, so, cereal? and eddie laughs, says, yeah.

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just to let you know where i stand

they’ve already been through 97 trials and tribulations

just let them be happy until the end of time, they deserve it

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best advice i ever got as a writer was to pick a hobby that i hated more than writing and stick with it. i’m a runner now and it’s miserable and i Hate It and writing is so lovely in comparison. bonus: i’m in excellent shape and running gives you a lot of time to think about writing. i’ve solved a lot of plot complications while running.

This is such funny advice. Writing is so excruciating, you gotta take up Self Torture so that writing feels like a fun little break 😭

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I've seen a lot of ff writers apologize for their fic being "self-indulgent" which baffles me cause like is that not the entire concept of fanfiction?????

SAY IT WITH ME FOLKS, "FANFICTION IS SUPPOSED TO BE SELF-INDULGENT"

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not looking to pick fights so I'm not rb-ing but it's not parasocial to interact with an ao3 author and to respond to what they say in author notes or comments, that's just being social

ao3 authors aren't content creators, that's a real person sans public persona just sharing a cool thing they made

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I feel like if I was Eddie I'd have steadily increasing feelings of some sort about me and everyone I know surviving every conceivable violence while Shannon Lightly-Bumped-By-A-Car-No-Visable-Injuries Diaz died

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Saw an image of a character breaking a CONCRETE wall with his bare hands bc the dick was so good.

Now imagine Harry getting the fucking of a life time and him losing control of his magic and accidentally destroying the bedroom— office— bathroom— alley way— classroom— any living space because he’s so magically powerful.

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Just updated my Ao3 profile and realised it’s old enough to legally drive in the US. 😂

Got it in March 2010 and the user ID is four digits long.

Reblog with when you got your Ao3 account and how long your user ID is.