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About Fate

“Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn’t something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step. There’s no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That’s the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.” Excerpt From Kafka on the Shore Haruki Murakami

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Confession is an expensive thing, indeed. Instead of confessing the truth, everyone; or to be exact we, tend to look for something worse to cover it up, and not often it hurts.

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I am mentally dating either Peter Kavinsky or Cole Sprouse which also means that I've gone crazy but who cares huh

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Mumpung

Mumpung masih hidup, masih bisa Shalat Jamaah, maksimalkan.

Mumpung masih hidup, masih bisa Qiyamul Lail, maksimalkan.

Mumpung masih hidup, masih sempat taubat, maksimalkan.

Mumpung masih hidup, masih bisa baik sama orang lain, maksimalkan.

Mumpung masih hidup, masih punya waktu untuk Qur'an, maksimalkan.

Mumpung masih hidup, sebentar lagi ramadhan, persiapkan, maksimalkan.

©Quraners

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I just remembered I have this story #2

When I was in college, I liked borrowed books in college’s library. 3 books could be kept for several days, after that you would be charged for each book. Last time I borrowed it, I kept them for about 3 years. 3 YEARS. 1 book was charged 1k a day, so it would be around 1m for 3 years and I borrowed 3 books. The total charge fee was around 3m. I was doomed by my own self. When I was about to graduate, I need a clearance statement to complete all the requirement which meant I need to pay the whole charge fee but of course I did not have money that much. I was pretty broke back then (these days as well), and it was impossible to ask for the money to my dad. Then I talked to the staff, an elderly madam who has scary eyesight and looked like always in anger. She said that I had to pay at least 50%. I said that I only had 180k or something around that. She mocked me for what I have been done and asked me to talk to the chief directly. Long story short, I talked to him and told him straight away that I know I was mistaken but I did not have the money and I need the clearance statement. Then he asked me several questions but I ended up cried instead. I cried out loud. I do not remember what the exact questions were. He was sad to see me cried and let the staff gave the statement to me with just 180k charged; all I had. I just could not thank him enough. He saved my life. My tears saved my life. And the worst story is I did not read all the books yet kept them for that long.

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I just remembered I have this story

I once was let’s say having a crush with this guy. Someone I met by accident. Someone whose the name I love. He was so arrogant and sarcastic and player but I liked him. My heart went race just by received his text. But it didn’t go well. I was all wrong. It was all wrong. That was not how it supposed went. I made up my self. I once hold my anger caused by his bad etiquette just-so he will stay. Such a fool. (c)

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Even the whole words are not strong enough to express how thankful I am, how grateful I am to have a Dad like him

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Kalau sabar ada batasnya, maka kebersamaanmu dengan Allah juga akan ada batasnya. Allah bersama orang yang sabar, kan? Kalau kamu buat batas untuk sabar, sama saja kamu buat batas antara kamu dengan Allah.

Taufik Aulia (via taufikaulia)

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Kau sungguh manis, Tuan

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Sebelum berpisah, aku ingin semuanya jelas. Sampai tak ada lagi tanda tanya di antara kita berdua. Sehingga jika diperkenankan bertemu lagi nanti, itu semua untuk memulai, bukan untuk saling menyalahi dan pergi lagi.

(via mbeeer)

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Karena agama itu, yang sebenarnya harus mempersatukan semua hamba Allah, sejak dari dahulu-dahulu menjadi pangkal perselisihan dan perpecahan, jadi sebab perkelahian berbunuh-bunuhan yang sangat ngeri dan bengisnya. Orang seibu sebapak berlawanan, karena berlainan cara mengabdi kepada tuhan yang esa itu. Orang yang berkasih-kasihan dengan amat sangatnya dengan amat sedihnya bercerai cerai. Karena berlainan tempat menyeru Tuhan, Tuhan yang itu juga, terdirilah tembok membatas hati yang berkasih-kasihan

R.A Kartini

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“Ada saatnya dalam hidupmu”, kata Soekarno, “engkau ingin sendiri saja bersama angin, menceritakan seluruh rahasia, lalu meneteskan air mata.” Setiap orang, sebenarnya, butuh waktu untuk menyendiri dan membangun kembali menara rencananya yang telah ia gambar di waktu-waktu lalu. Kesendirian membuatmu bisa melihat seksama pada diri sendiri; sudah sejauh apa kita bermakna untuk orang di sekeliling kita. Jangan-jangan, ada tidaknya kita bukanlah perkara bagi mereka, sebab sama saja nilainya. Kamu butuh sendiri, untuk merenung tentang kehidupan, kini dan nanti, dulu dan ke depan. Hidup itu, semakin kamu bertambah usia tidaklah bertambah mudah. Perenungan akan membuat kita bijak melewatinya. Just you and your Rabb. Sampaikan romantisme dan ceritamu pada-Nya, sebagaimana anak kecil yang menceritakan keluh kesahnya dengan antusias pada orangtuanya selepas sekolah.

@edgarhamas (via edgarhamas)

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It feels like we only go backwards baby Everypart of me says go ahead

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Aku suka susu Aku nggak suka kopi Tapi suka kalau kopi dipakein susu Boleh tanya ke Ben filosofinya gimana?

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Di saat orang berjuang untuk hidup saja, kamu juga berjuang untuk mati dan hidup setelahnya.

@taufikaulia (via taufikaulia)

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Nona itu di sudut kamarnya sedang merindu Rindu hari-hari haru yang telah lalu Rindu mereka yang terlibat di masa lalu