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Beginning to think something might be wrong with me lmao like why have I been crying more or less every hour for the better part of a week. Nothings even happening. Like what gives. Why.

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Nothing like having a breakdown on the drive to therapy, another breakdown during therapy, and one more on the drive home for good measure :)))

What a long day and it’s only noon lol

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Another day, another colossal eye roll at the Twitter side of the fandom lmao

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Into the Big Feels again tonight 🥲 kinda feeling like a punching bag but idk how to like. Navigate it without blowing up what’s left lol.

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Thinking an abundance of things tonight :))))

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I think something must be wrong with me, why am i hit for like a week straight of crushing, sob-in-bed-all-day depression both before AND after my period??? Just before like sure, I guess I get it, but after too?? fucking bullshit. Like 3 weeks of every month for me are spent just being fucking miserable and/or in significant pain. what the fuck.

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I'm not usually one to fuss over numbers but I do have to giggle at how every time for the last year or so that I post a fic, my ao3 sub count goes down by a couple

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I’m just picturing Dream now, getting home in the wee hours of the morning after the wedding, and just. Thinking about getting married. Thinking about George. And because he’s a little drunk still, just posting that YouTube post and then basking in the thought of it being real. Trading all the comments congratulating him and just. Imagining.

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Crying a little at how the pics of Dream and her look kinda like siblings asked to pose for a pic at a family event or like awkward teenagers before a school dance but with George it’s all hand on the small of his back or the lower belly and you can just see how their bodies are like. Gravitating towards each other

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Oh he’s HORNY horny today

Omegaverse man just texted me but sorry dude, you got the exact wrong timing with this lol come back in a week and we’ll talk

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Omegaverse man just texted me but sorry dude, you got the exact wrong timing with this lol come back in a week and we’ll talk

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Holy fuck can I like. Donate my uterus to science or something??? Why is this bitch trying to kill me. Like fuck you too.

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Getting the results of my neuropsych eval this morning and I’m :))))) nervy

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Getting the results of my neuropsych eval this morning and I’m :))))) nervy

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How is it already mental breakdown o’clock again? Didn’t I just do this whole song and dance earlier this week?

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Also like I literally just woke up and the first thing I did was check those tweets and when I tell you all the excitement just… melted out of me seeing that caption. Like we get it dude, you’ve got a gf. You’ve given her a dumb nickname. She takes candid pics of you when you aren’t looking. None of that has anything to do with the minecraft content I signed up for.

I also can’t help but think how much worse things are gonna go when they split when he’s painted her across so much of his content in such a short time lmao like at least if she was private (which she supposedly wanted to be) (hashtag doubt) (I think she just said that cause it’s the “right” thing to say) (I don’t think she ever planned on sitting back and not marking her territory at any possible opportunity) he could be offline and sad for a while and then continue as usual but now?

She’s gonna be in fanart. People are gonna talk about her forever. She’s in his videos. Mentioned on like… every stream and space. Like what’re you doing, man?

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Also like 🤷‍♀️ once again the theory that we only get content when we start complaining loudly enough is being reinforced and like. It’s kinda giving the impression he doesn’t want to/doesn’t care because honestly, how hard is it to just sit scroll through his photos a few times per week and click a few to post? Like I have no doubt he takes cute pics of the cats on a least semi routine basis, or selfies or whatever. And it’s not hard to just… click post.

Especially the Twitter sub content should be sooooo easy, cause unlike YouTube or twitch the content doesn’t have to be time consuming or engaging like a stream. It can literally just be a picture of one of the cats.

All this to say, if it’s that easy, why else wouldn’t he be doing it other than just not caring?