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Here comes “the best years of any person’s life”.

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20 years old is when you’re old enough to fly away, yet young enough to still be grounded in a notion called “family”. 20 years old is wanting independence, yet fearing it. 20 years old is falling in love with him when all you wanted to do is fall in love with yourself. 20 years old is taking a chance when, in reality, you’re terribly afraid. 20 years old is feeling old and new at the same time.

20 years old is (via v-italite)

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For every end there’s a new beginning, and from that I have learned so much.

20 Things I have learned in my 20 years of life  (via allmypeaceishippie)

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Every single day there is a reason to smile. There is a reason to feel gratitude, a reason to feel peace. Acknowledge every good thing the universe offers to you, it knows exactly what you need. The greatest thing you can achieve in life is complete happiness, don’t pass up on the warmth of the sun and the peace of a empty park. Wake up, feel gratitude radiate from you.

smile by Amy Kennedy

06/07/17

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Man’s greatest need is Christ. Man’s most abundant supply is Christ.

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Cats & Dogs Wallpapers

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My first love became a father

Typically, I never talk about the guy as much as I used to. Nor do I ask about him to our common friends. However, the feeling of nostalgia never leaves when he comes to mind. Seeing him hold a tiny human in his hands made me feel a bit sad yet, at the same time very joyful because this man and his wife had brought another human into the world who can potentially be a person of immense change and kindness. I was sad because it all happen so quick, and it felt just seconds ago that I told him I had to let him go because I wanted to focus on my career and I wasn’t sure what I wanted in life yet, and that getting into lifetime commitment with him was not my goal at the time, which by no means I’m saying I want now, but I now come to realize those are the most beautiful things that can happen to a person in life. I made my choice, to come after my dream, I knew I wanted to focus on my career only. Next thing you know, I see him make his own choice, he wanted something I could not give him at the moment, which was a family, children, and a Christian based marriage. I came to conclusions with myself months later that, though we both took distinct paths in life, we are both doing what we most desired. He’s got a family now, and I’m currently pursuing a career that I am tremendously passionate for. I love him and will always appreciate everything he did for me and for the way he loved me. He understood me like no other, his tenderness extended far beyond my expectations. And I admire him for accepting this change in his life and for embracing it. Because in this world, very few men stay around and claim their children and decide to raise children that already exist before they get married to someone. This man has exceeded my expectations. And I am grateful to God, to fate, for allowing him to be my first boyfriend, courtship, and relationship. He was a friend first before anything AND always reflected confidence, which throughout the years I have reflected. Self-care, confidence, honesty, gratitude, humbleness, but most of all FORGIVENESS & KINDNESS. The reason I matured so much was because of him. I thank him from a distance because though my intentions aren’t dishonest, others might perceive my gratitude for jealousy, and it’s not like that at all. He took part in my growing process. I was 15 when I first met him. He changed me. He made me a better person. And if I had to do it all over again I would. I will never stop loving him and I will never forget, he was my first love, and I hold nothing but my outmost respect. Congratulations on being a father, heaven made bank 💙 1.7.14 - 8.16.16

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What a desolate place this is.

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Star Wars: The Force Awakens (2015)

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“When you have a connection with someone it never really goes away”

@menpale

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How Are You?

Casually you’ll ask if I’m okay 

I’ll give the same response 

I give every other time and that’s a shrug 

I never know how I feel 

And why should I know 

It can change really quick

I can be joyful and happy one second 

And the next it can be taken away

Feelings are just temporary 

Perhaps they aren’t real 

Just a figment of everyone’s imagination 

So next time you ask me if I’m okay

I’ll just shrug

because whats the point in knowing

if it can change in a split second

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Talking to you is very complex

It’s funny because we’re both a mess

You talk about your love troubles

And then I say that mine are doubled because

When you talk about them

I tell you I feel the same and

When you’re talking about someone else

Just know my experiences are coming from my feelings for you

I don’t want you to know that I still like you

But here I am telling you in code that I do

Someday you’ll figure it out

And I hope that day comes soon.

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kiss me softly & often // violet & tate 💜💛

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be my shoulder to cry on

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Loving him wasn’t a mistake, but thinking that he loved me was

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