catiiicore

[catiiicore]

bro, my "bsf" is obsessed/in love with my ex 💀💀💀 (we broke up a month ago and she had some participation on it), so let me vent about shit she done/said

how can i explain how she's born a pick me, this girl was defending my friend TOXIC EX, that fucking destroyed my friend mental health. she was saying how much she wishes he was someone better, not in a, he deserves or he must learn way, like "he's doesn't what hes doing 🥺🥺🥺 he must learn", like he's some toddler that pissed his pants, GIRL HE DEFINITELY WASN'T MANIPULATING HER BECAUSE HE DID KNOW WTF, and then she talks how much young he is (he's older than us) and that he still isn't aware of how shit he was

but the worse is coming, she talks shit about a 12/13 yo girl in our school because she sends those kinda pics to guys in my school, including to my friend toxic ex, and everytime I try to explain to my friend that this most have something really fucked going on to consider doing that, she slut shames her, and say that she knows damn well what she's doing, like girl stop please, shes like 3 years younger than, SHE'S BARELY A TEEN WTF, HOW CAN SHE KNOWS DAMN WELL AND A 17 YEAR OLD GUY NOT?

im so fucking tired of her defending guys and attacking girls, like doesn't matter what guy said she will try to defend him

other thing that's super annoying is how much she's super religious and intolerant, like when me and my ex was still together, he kinda "came out" as an atheist to her, and poor soul was so fucking scared of her stop being friends with him he cried, because he didn't believe in god (canon event not gonna lie), she didn't say anything but she wasn't happy at all and their relationship got weird, and when we broke up he went back to religion (still don't know why) BUT THAT GIRL ALMOST MADE A PARTY TO CELEBRATE THAT, she was so fucking happy because he now "believed" in god, and after that she became best fucking friends with him, like wth, she talked like her mom got cured from cancer, it's was super weird

theres other thing, she's homophobic, not a bit, but a lot, she got better by the time, but still she talks how much gay people will go to hell in our friend group (we are all queer and she know damn well) and gets super uncomfortable with jokes around sex or sexuality/gender, BUT ONLY WHEN WE MAKE IT, like if I say something I'm like unholy, but with my ex said that she would laugh her ass of

but now comes the title story :333

so i met this guy because we liked the same streamers/animes/music LIKE WE HAD SO MUCH IN COMMON, so like in 3/4 months we started liking each other, but my "bsf" was his friend too, and here comes the catch, she made us be friends, but she wanted to interfere in our relationship, like, she could make comments and stuff, trying like manipulate our relationship, she even was involved in his confession, like girl, he's trying to confess his and you got in the way, but like she was clearly not happy with us being more close with each other than with her (I get it but not like that) and every time I did something that she said something got wrong, when i did what I thought it got better, but was when the break up came

(for context I'm really insecure in relationships, not only romantic ones but in general, right now I'm kinda feeling like shit because my friends are definitely tired of me, and my ex isn't always good to talk or has energy for me, and that had been causing a lot of problems between us)

I was thinking on breaking up with because you know, like, 'I'm being a shit as girlfriend' and stuff, before I could break up, she came up to me in a random afternoon saying that he wanted to break up, since I got like tired of stuff I just ended like in the same second with things with him, no explanation or anything, we were supposed to still friends and maybe get that kinda friendship back, but didn't work (don't know why too lol)

but after that she became obsessed with my ex, like unhealthy, and she tried to force some sort of responsibility of his part in their friendship, like "don't treat like your friends" (from what I know they always had the most casual friendship ever and he never cared too much about her lmao) and like she did everything to kinda appear they were bestis or something else, like last school project we need to make like letters to people we really liked, and guess who she made to, MY EX, everybody actually realized that from her, even people not even close to us saw that and said how weird it was

like is super weird the fact like he doesn't care so much about her but she tried to make everything about him, and since we broke up she never tried to kinda cheer me up, she just said like "get over him he's like super chill and your crying" or kinda were super insensitive towards my feelings, never considering the fact, he wasn't only my bf, he was my best friend and one of the only people that understood

im getting better, I will change school next year so no more her and I'm just waiting for holidays and other events to try be friends with my ex again (he is actually super chill and great as a person, im just kinda healing from other shits that happened in between this conflict), because she will not be a problem again

I dont know if he's 100% over me, because in school he still looks at me like he's deeply in love and look my reposts every week lol

but that's it, maybe the #ihatemybsf isn't so wrong 💜💜💜

I put here the most important facts, but there's more, a lot more but I kinds got tired of writing