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[Also of note - until I delete this or whatever, this counts as a roleplay blog. Asks that pertain to real life situations which are sent to this blog will not be posted here.]

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[Honestly not sure what to do with this blog or any of my others these days, may leave it up as an archive if I do abandon Tumblr as a platform because like 2 people have said they still want to look through my work. Does not mean I don't care about roleplaying as a whole, but...

I've been increasingly burnt out on writing for about a year and a half now and let me tell you, taking like 4 consecutive hours to finish a single post is not what I would call fun. It's either that or I stare blankly at a screen for months knowing I could write the words I needed to if I just had time or energy or...IDK probably not college and personal life sapping my will to live. If it's a chore and it's not literally essential to my survival, I tend to ignore it. This has led to several people sending me death threats; honestly I prefer the ones who insult and then block me more. At least they're honest. I don't know when this will be better, I don't know when I'll enjoy LITERALLY ANYTHING again if I'm being candid. Do what you will with that information, because I honestly don't care what others think of me. Already know I'm a horrible person.

Maybe 2026 will be better, but I'm not terribly optimistic and also seriously doubt I'll even live until 2026.]

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So yeah my situation is getting worse. Of course my father is blaming me for not paying tuition earlier when this entire year he's been complaining about not having the money for me to attend college. And I'm still chained to him financially because I might not legally exist. Actually would be kind of funny how he falls apart the moment he kicks us out were it not potentially impacting my job prospects. And whether or not I have a place to live. So I'm almost 2K in debt due to still being financially tied to a guy who can't manage money. Anyways this has been going on since 2023 but looks like everything is finally, fully going to shit.

As always, shaming posts will be ignored and friendly reminder that I don't have digital funds so cannot help out anyone who needs money.

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[Don't write this guy as often anymore, which is somewhat of a shame because I absolutely adore him and always will, but muse is fickle and for the past...at least half a year my brain has gone "well, time to shove everything on Floyd". Maybe I should reblog some ask memes or something, but at this point I reply to almost every notification I get at a glacially slow rate and there's at least 7 or 8 drafts I have to finish at the moment.]

Anyways - it's inherently funny? Tragic? Maybe both? Something inherently evoking an emotion or two about the fact this man doesn't want to be loved and does everything in his power to make damn sure people don't get close to him while somehow they persevere. Have I talked about this before, maybe, but IDK. Think it's pretty interesting how even despite him trying his hardest to drive literally everyone away, people stick around. Does he feel like they should, no, and that's also absolutely something I draw from myself from because I've been there and I will forever be there as the world is not built for things that once wanted to call themselves human. Kay hardly needs validation on his being a terrible person, he knows damn well he is a terrible person and in fact acts deliberately to piss people off more often than not because it only strengthens his own opinion of himself [as being lower than dirt], but he does not think he will ever be capable of good. In his own eyes, he is not worthy of being known let alone being cared for, and he's perfectly happy to let people's memory of him fade into nonexistence. Also funnier in that you literally cannot use this against him. He knows damn well who he is; he'll laugh at you.

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Felidae Movie Prompts

"The musty stench hit me like a sledgehammer."

"I can see you're scratching for a fight. Okay, you've got one!"

"Haven't you got it yet? He wants his motives to be known and understood."

"No, no! There aren't any good men! They're all bad! They're all the same!"

"The world is hell. And the crowning glory of hatefulness in this world is man."

"It must've been a can opener."

"Do you mean it's the fourth dead body?"

"Hey, little smartass. What do they call you?"

"Even better if it can help us solve a murder."

"That's what happens to you when you eat too much junk food."

"Don't worry. I'll catch up with him eventually! And when I do—!"

"None at all. They're stupid. They're victims to their fate."

"You can't begin to imagine how deeply I regret this."

"He lost his innocence…as people have lost theirs."

"I have become evil, but once I, too, was good…."

"A little bird in a tree told me."

"Did you come in here to take a leak? Well you don't piss in here anymore. I live here now and I have my standards."

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From the book Caroline’s Party, 1972. Illustrated by Pierre Probst and written by Jane Carruth. 🪥

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Send my muse “What would you do if...” scenarios.

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[I do apologize for the influx of OOC posts lately but I'm hoping to have some time later in the week to reply to messages, etc. ? Crossing my fingers at least. And I'm not going to lie, I've also been quite demotivated recently as the little things like threatening to send a bomb to my residence get old.]

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Émile Racine 'Torture Belt'

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Felidae Movie Prompts

"The musty stench hit me like a sledgehammer."

"I can see you're scratching for a fight. Okay, you've got one!"

"Haven't you got it yet? He wants his motives to be known and understood."

"No, no! There aren't any good men! They're all bad! They're all the same!"

"The world is hell. And the crowning glory of hatefulness in this world is man."

"It must've been a can opener."

"Do you mean it's the fourth dead body?"

"Hey, little smartass. What do they call you?"

"Even better if it can help us solve a murder."

"That's what happens to you when you eat too much junk food."

"Don't worry. I'll catch up with him eventually! And when I do—!"

"None at all. They're stupid. They're victims to their fate."

"You can't begin to imagine how deeply I regret this."

"He lost his innocence…as people have lost theirs."

"I have become evil, but once I, too, was good…."

"A little bird in a tree told me."

"Did you come in here to take a leak? Well you don't piss in here anymore. I live here now and I have my standards."

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Thematic Headcanons. A series of subject-specific headcanons you can ask your favorite blog and muse.

hc + 🤝 for a headcanon about a connection with one of the receiver's mutual

hc + 👪 for a family-themed headcanon

hc + 🧡 for a friendship-themed headcanon

hc + 💌 for a romance-themed headcanon

hc + 💕 for a loved-themed headcanon

hc + 💔 for a headcanon about a sad experience

hc + 🤥 for a lie-themed headcanon

hc + 😶 for a headcanon about a secret they know of / keep

hc + 😴 for a sleep-themed headcanon

hc + 🌇 for a headcanon about morning- or evening rituals

hc + 🧼 for a hygiene-themed headcanon

hc + 🏠 for a home-themed headcanon

hc + 😃 for a happiness-themed headcanon

hc + 😨 for a fear-themed headcanon

hc + 🤕 for a pain-themed headcanon

hc + 🚶‍♂️ for a habit-themed headcanon

hc + 👍 for a headcanon about things they like

hc + 👎 for a headcanon about things they dislike

hc + 💪 for a sport-themed headcanon

hc + 😡 for a headcanon about something that makes them angry

hc + 👻 for a headcanon about supernatural occurrences

hc + 🥣 for a food-themed headcanon

hc + ☕ for a drink-themed headcanon

hc + 🐈 for a pet/animal-themed headcanon

hc + 🌸 for a plant-themed headcanon

hc + 🌄 for an outdoor-themed headcanon

hc + 🌍 for a travel-themed headcanon

hc + 🗡 for a weapon-themed headcanon

hc + 🎡 for a hobby-themed headcanon

hc + 🚗 for a transportation-themed headcanon

hc + ⏳ for a time-themed headcanon

hc + 🌘 for a night-themed headcanon

hc + 🌞 for a day-themed headcanon

hc + 🪐 for a universe-themed headcanon

hc + 🌂 for a weather-themed headcanon

hc + ⛄ for a season-themed headcanon

hc + 🎉 for a celebration-themed headcanon

hc + 🏆 for a goal-themed headcanon

hc + 💯 for an achievement-themed headcanon

hc + 🚬 for a headcanon about a bad habit

hc + 🎭 for an arts-/crafts-themed headcanon

hc + ✂️ for a hair-themed headcanon

hc + 👗 for a clothes-themed headcanon

hc + 💍 for a jewelry-themed headcanon

hc + 💄 for a makeup-themed headcanon

hc + 🎓 for an education-themed headcanon

hc + 📿 for a faith-themed headcanon

hc + 🎵 for a music-themed headcanon

hc + 📱 for a media-themed headcanon

hc + 🎥 for a film/tv-themed headcanon

hc + 📔 for a reading-themed headcanon

hc + 💰 for a money-themed

hc + 💼 for a job-themed headcanon

hc + 💉 for a medical-themed headcanon

hc + 🛒 for a shopping-themed headcanon

hc + 🔞 for a nsfw-headcanon

hc + ❓ for a headcanon of the receiver's choice

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Ever since I was a little girl I always wanted to get hit by a car in a way that would make me a lot of money

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"I'd destroy the world to protect you" but it's a parent/child relationship

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There are kangaroos outside, please help. - Submitted by: fastman27

#641119 #962B26 #BE5841 #CB9A66 #FDD69C

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Household officially makes "too much money" for food stamps so I had to uhh. QUIT MY JOB to literally be able to eat; or at least I thought so because turns out the other member of my household alone puts us $40 over the applicable limit. I know I don't talk about personal things on here, or much of anything at all, but what the fuck lmao. And also if I start working again we lose healthcare [which we have to pay out of pocket for anyways].