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I was holding so tight with that magical thing that connects us , as i believe. Thinking that you've been broken. Hoping that someday, we'll meet again and reconcile. I was praying every day that God will grant my wish, you. But then, everything wasn't enough. Now that you're living your own life, i think it's better to set myself free.. Free from you, the memories and the feelings that execute me for such time. One day, if we're really born for each other.. Destiny will bring us together no matter what happen. For now, it's a farewell.

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Abstract.Random

I visit him whenever I need someone to listen to my undying resentments.

When nobody wants to listen anymore, when I can’t tell anybody because

I’m ashamed of showin’ them what I really feel.

The world is ironic.

I wonder if I’m just a lead character in  a novel, unfinished. If everything is just part of someone else’s imagination. 

Uncontrollable.

I’m nearly turning the 21st chapter of my book. Dunno how far I am at the end, don’t have any idea who else will be the characters, where are the next settings, the climax..

Just livin’ the moment, with feelings.

Abstract. Random. Like stars freely scattered in the dark evening.   

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I’ll love you one last time

At first was attraction.

Then, we get close to each other and become so much comfortable.

Third was mutual understanding.

Forth was concern.

Last was a bit of forbidden love.

You said “I’m now boarding. Miss you”, it hurts. It hurts that you need to go away from me and marry the girl you have from the very start. I don’t wanna fight, I won’t be fighting, and I have no plans to fight for this feelings. At the beginning, I already know that there won’t be you and me. I never thought, I never predicted that my feelings towards you will end up like this. Hurting. It hurts that I have no right to feel this. It hurts that I cannot show, It hurts that you feel that way towards me, It hurts that we’re feeling this forbidden love. Why do I have to meet you so late? Why do I need to meet you now? Why do I need to be trapped on this? Hurting, Lost, Pain.

It hurts to go away from you, avoid and ignore you. But do I have a choice? if I won’t who will end this? I don’t want this to get deeper. The deeper it gets,the more the pain I have to bare all alone.

But I want you to know, that our friendship was the most unforgettable friendship I will ever have. Joy, Kilig, Youthful. Everything, I felt like flying in every steps we take during the long walks we had.

I’ll miss you so much. I’m gonna miss you badly. But I have to, I have to say Goodbye. Before I love you more than now.

-Bolera

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It's been 2 years since we parted, it was hard to let go of the feelings I've always have in you-reason why until now, I'm secretly peeking on your message inbox and capture the most memorable convos we had(because all were memorable LOL). I was very sad then, I got to delete our message history on my messenger.haha Well even the simcard I was using that time left me by incident. (Excuse) I know you're happy without me, but I hope sometimes you got this flash memories of mine. Haha After 4 more years, if destiny won't bring you to me, I'll be the one to search for you. I'm just hoping, until now you still don't believe in true love.. because if you already found its definition, I'll have less chance of winning you back. HAHA, wait for me. By the way, of all the messages we had in the messenger, this one's my favorite. Simple but sweet. I miss you soooo much. Love you. -chix #jyl

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I just want a perfect Saturday and Monday. Pretty please!????

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How can I move on when I'm still in love with you? #JYL #chix*

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Bittersweet- This is how I feel every time I look back with the memories we had. Just thankful that there are some people who still make my day, not brighter than you can make, bright. #chixWuXiangNi #xiexieBolero

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Ang pag-ibig na nanumbalik ay pag -ibig na kahit kailan ay di nilimot. Mahal pa rin kita akng sinta. #jyl

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http://iglovequotes.net/

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Learn the art of being inconsiderate, too much consideration to what others feel means being inconsiderate to your own feelings.

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I am not happy anymore.

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Yung putanginang pakiramdam na alam mong wala na, pero patuloy ka pa ding umaasa.

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I appreciate people that are patient with me while I’m distant and trying to figure myself out

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I still don't want to fall, Don't know how to react. Don't know what to feel.

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Please don't let me fall if you won't catch me,

Never let me feel special if you'll just leave me behind,

Try not to make me feel loved if you're just gonna wound my heart.

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putik! The struggle of the absorbed OJT.

HUWOW! Other people see me as a trainee who worked hard why I obtained this position.

They just don't know the feeling of being addressed and treated like a trainee even you are with the same position level.

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Ang SAYA!!! Hindi banned ang TUMBLR sa office! This is LIFE.

Bakit ngayon ko lang nadiscover?hahaha

#officehours

#mabutingEmpleyado