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                  ( i wont e v e r leave you alone you break                       my heart or i break y o u r s )

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attention.

i have been constantly finding and losing this muse and sometimes it’s tiring. i love haneul very much, he’s a great muse, so i won’t deactivate him but i will be taking down his aim account && make him semi active. that means i will  not keep a track of my conversations, will not reply to threads that i dont feel like replying and won’t care to dig them out further to reply someday. even then, haneul is still open for threads. if i reblog memes then you can send them and all that stuff but i will be very slow and sometimes disappear  for days / weeks. 

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hiatus notice: back jan 15

unfortunately, for some (this account mostly)  my family has decided to go to the shore for  fifteen days, days that i will be spending not on tumblr but only on aim and not even on my usual aim account. find me on p.pcakes if you wish to  go on interacting with me; just for ffiteen days, then i will be back being slow af and awesome as usual.

if adding on aim ( p.pcakes ) please state that  you added the account having in mind to interact with me and not with the muse that aim originally  belongs to.

tracker @hyunbuns ; @joongsunim ; @xotaengo ; @95jdn ; @divinexwreckage ; @cxllectxr ; @strctvre ; @rappersxmuse ; @inchvate

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no no ( he shook his head and smiled mischievously ) the length of the kisses don’t matter. if one kiss is very long, it doesn’t count as more than one dear, and if they lead to something heated up, it doesn’t count as more than one dear. 

/she looked at him with an amused grin on her face; A kiss every hour, meaning 24 kisses everyday? What if one kiss is a longer one? Then that would have to count for more than one. Though, I gotta say, one of my favorite kisses are definitely the ones that lead to um..a bit more. 

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( hearing her words made his heart break, a few cracks on the top and bottom that he knew the woman would fix with no time, but the worry would remain constant, like a scar ) you’re with me. i’ll protect you even in the end, don’t worry. if they come back, if they ever dare to come back i’ll fight them off again, and again, and again. 

His touch was calming and she moved to rest her head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. She spoke quietly, yet loud enough for him to hear. “Please do…I don’t wanna go through those nightmares again.”

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( he hummed in response to her suggestion and nuzzled his nose on the crook of her neck ) areummie is suddenly so sick ( he said and placed a quick peck on the spot he had previously nuzzled ) they can do well without me for a day, what can go wrong? and i was punched in the stomach , almost knocked out but your boyfriend is the strongest

/she couldn’t hold back her soft laughter as she felt another arm around her waist; Should I call in sick today? I wouldn’t mind spending the whole day with you…though that would mean you wouldn’t be able to go to work either /she turned to face him with a worried look; You didn’t get hurt again, did you?

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you looked so pretty. you still do. but seeing you blush just makes my heart flutter differently ( he let out a small chuckle and shook his head, surprised by his own small confession ) im a man in love, of course i have embarrassing pictures of my girlfriend on my phone

That’s simply because you teasing me about my blushing made me blush even more! /she squinted slightly; …What pictures?

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( he puffed out his cheeks, mostly in deep thought rather than meaning it to be a cute act, and nodded ) i would like to believe it is your luck. it wouldn’t be nice to know there are more evil than good, right? ( a smile broke his serious expression and he chuckled ) just once, only once. 

too true. i think there are more bad people than there are nice ones though, or perhaps i just had the worst luck. ever. ` she places special emphasis on the last word as if to explain her exasperation, though honestly, it hadn’t been that bad; are you agreeing to let me treat you to something next time then? ` her eyes light up, more glad than anything that he was willing to do so; you can’t back out from it then, deal?

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i promise you i don’t joke around ( he said with a serious expression and stared at the female. he was a boring guy, rarely joking around and acting gleeful and playful ) of course, you never know when a trip to the arctic might come around

I’m not sure if you want to prank me or– that does sound bizarre tho. I need to do some more reading and research about these stuffs then. ( ; chuckles. ) Wouldn’t want to be left behind, you see.

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@axreum

AFTER YET ANOTHER LATE NIGHT REHEARSAL, AREUM WANTED NOTHING BUT TO REST AT HOME WITH HER BOYFRIEND. SHE KNEW HANEUL HATED IT WHEN SHE CAME HOME LATE BUT SHE NEVER KNEW TO WHAT EXTENT.

“THIS CAN’T KEEP HAPPENING.”

SHE FROZE, HER EYEBROWS FURROWING AS SHE LOOKED AT HIM. “YOU SAY THAT LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE…AND I DON’T THINK YOU’RE ONE TO TALK ABOUT COMING HOME LATE WHEN YOU’RE THE ONE GONE ALL NIGHT.” SHE WALKED PASSED HIM, HEADING TO THE BEDROOM WITHOUT SAYING ANOTHER WORD.

( his worry was fed by the simple reason that his girlfriend was, to his eyes, the most beautiful creature to step the world and with her alone coming home late. he could never be calm and breathe properly. ) i don’t think you ever understood why i stay out all night ( he said, moving his body to follow her as he wasn’t ready to leave a discussion unfinished ) you can live without practising so much areum. don’t you worry about your health?

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tracker & notes

i have been rather off lately, mostly because i’m busy and mostly because this isn’t the muse i consider the best at the moment. haneul is the love of my life, he is a great muse and i completely adore him yet i have another muse that i can’t get tired of. also i’m not very happy with roleplaying males, but then again, i love him and can’t leave him.  replies have been extremely slow and will continue to be so for a while. please bare with me. also i’m rarely on aim, i apologise if i didn’t answer messages on there. i hope you’ll understand.  as for the replies i owe, i’m sorry to specially them, people i’m making them wait for me to reply to our threads, so i’m going to make a small tracker, to let them know i do have in mind that i owe them some stuff. here it goes!!

@arioire - thread reply @axreum - four threads reply, two answered asks reply and one ask to reply @strctvre - thread reply @cxllectxr - thread reply @rappersxmuse - thread reply @divinexwreckage - thread reply @inchvate - thread reply @95jdn - starter reply

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With one word. 

                                                                                            Everything is over.

         Broken Athena, Her real happiness being killing for joy and dancing. 

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BTS lyric Starters

Danger:

“You’re in danger.” “You treat me like this every day.” “You only care about yourself. “Am I really your boy/girlfriend?  I’m sick of this! “Why are you holding back with me like you put off your homework?” “Do you hate me or what?” “Please be more affectionate…” “Are you mad at me?” “Have I ever really done something to you?” “I wished you loved me more than I do.” “It drives me crazy. “why are you doing this to me? “Why are you making a fool of me?  “I’m warning you!” “Don’t get me twisted!” “Are you fucking kidding me? What am I to you?” “Am I easy to you?”  “Are you playing with me?” “Why are you testing me?” “You hurt me so much.” “You are too bad for me” “You always send me just 1 or 2 line of text messages and that’s it. “This is not the love I’ve dreamed and wanted.” “I am tearing my hair out hundreds of times. “You are so calm and feel no guilt.” “What am I? What am I? What am I to you?” “I always heard it from your friends.” “You’re a trickster.”  “You are a criminal who shook my heart.” “I’ve already wasted my heart even before it started to burn.” “My one-way proposes are a waste of time.” “If I was a friend but a lover to you, maybe you would feel more comfortable.”  “I’m such a love loser.”

Dope:

“Is this your first time?” “If you’re ready, I’ll start.” “I’m different from the others guys with my style.” “I worked all night. While you were playing in the club.” “You are so weak.”  “He’s such a loser.” “They’re all crybabies and idiots.” “This has nothing to do with me.” “I’m dope from my head to toe.” “You might as well rot away your youth.” “I gotta make it.” “I reject rejection.” “I was always too much.” “Everyone follows me.” “You are my slave.” “The media and adults say you don’t have willpower.” “Why are they killing us before we can even try?” “Why are you hanging your head and accepting it already?”  “Don’t ever give up.” “They’re condemning you like stocks.” “Can I get a little bit of hope?” “This is different from the lying wack jobs.” “Every day is about the hustle life.”

I Need U:

“Everything is falling apart.” “I’ve become ruined because of you.” “I want to stop.” “I don’t want you anymore.” “I can’t do it.” ”This sucks.” “Please don’t give me any excuses.” “You can’t do this to me!” “I’m going crazy.” “I hate this” “I hate you.” "You’re my everything.” “Please go away.” “I’m sorry.” “I love you.” “Forgive me. “Why am I in love alone?” “Why do I keep needing you when I know I’ll get hurt?” “I need you.” “I need you, you’re beautiful.” “I go keep diving deeper.” “Whatever I do, I can’t help it.” “But why don’t they listen to me?” “I’m just talking to myself again.” “You’re so cold.” “Why do I keep coming back?” “At this point, I’m just a fool.” "Please, I’ll treat you well.” “Why is it you?�� “Why can’t I leave you?” "Just tell me it wasn’t love.” “I have no courage to say that.” "I can’t ever come back to you.” “Your tears are even more noticeable.” “Why did it have to be you?” “Why am I hurting alone?” “Just tell me you want to break up.”

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arioire:

` she mirrors the smile he was wearing upon his lips before raising one finger up and shaking it in his direction; you haven’t seen some of the customers i have to deal with then. they’re scary bad. ` a soft sigh slips past her lips as she raises her eyebrows towards him; really? aren’t you going to let me treat you just once? pretty please?

( his eyes followed the moving finger for not longer than five seconds, and her words made a laugh surface from his throat ) well as there are kind people, as me, there is bad people, like that jerk ( he decided, nodding with determination as he believed in his spoken words ) i guess i could make a small exception, just for your happiness.

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i guess... you’re smart enough not to do something silly as cutting yourself ( he said almost in a whisper, pressing his lips against each other afterwards ) 

(` her lips curled up the slightest, seeing the concern written over the male’s features. she wasn’t sure if it was for her safety or for his but either way, it affected her fondly ) don’t worry, i won’t cut myself. i’ll just cut up some slices of apple then we’re good, yeah? i won’t hold a knife in your presence.